The Not A Paid Lover

Unwanted things

He's a story that never starts, but there's a sense that never ends.

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" Go home, I'm not papa. Maybe he's worried about you." Said Roses, telling Kevin to go home when he got a call many times from his mother but not picked up from his mother.

" No, I'll accompany you." Kevin replied, where he is tonight with Roses in his house, with a sad atmosphere and still a neighbor who chatted with his bodyguard and assistant.

Talk to RT sir and neighbors to ask permission to stay one day at the grieving Rose house.

With the permission of Rt and his neighbors, Kevin and his assistant are allowed to stay a day at the Rose home mourning the passing of his grandmother.

" There's Lisa who's gonna accompany me." Said the Rose, as if he did not feel good to Mama Kevin who still contacted him.

" Let's go first, who knows how important it is." He said once again, making Kevin exhale heavily before picking up the phone from his mother.

" Hello, Ma?" Greet Kevin from his cell phone.

" Mommy's on her way home to Singapore, catch up with mama, Papa you're in an accident." He said from the phone crying.

" What! Papa's accident!" Her master was surprised, standing up from his seat so worried to hear his Mother's words.

" I'm going to the airport now." Break up Kevin, and will leave the Rose before he is blocked by the Rose.

" What's up?" Ask Roses.

" My dad's in the hospital, I have to go to Singapore now." Kevin replied, a face that was very worried about what his mother said from the phone call.

" Be careful, I hope Papa is okay." Rose Words.

" Yes, thank you." Answer Kevin. " If I get to Singapore, I'll call you, and if there's anything call me." He said, by touching the cheek of the Rose and kissing the forehead of the Rose for the first time for so long and leaving the Rose that was still closing its eyes.

" We're going to the airport now!" Kevin's orders, to Bima who is still talking to the neighbors, and left him with her have not had time to ask. To pursue him while saying goodbye to the neighbor Rose and ask the neighbors to help and help him.

Turn around and chase Kevin who is no longer in his house with himself who began to cry about the departure of Kevin.

And he prayed that Kevin would be in God's protection and that papa Kevin would be okay.

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In the morning, the Rose who woke up from her sleep with her head so heavy and stomach so full that she ran to the bathroom, spewing out everything in her stomach even though it was just liquid. And it felt relieved when he had spit it out.

During the seven days of Grandma's departure, she was often silent and always late to eat or could eat only once a day, even if forced by Lisa or Angga.

Maybe that's why his stomach is problematic and causes him to often vomit and dizziness.

It felt like he was reluctant to go to school, start exams in the final semester, to get graduation scores.

Cooking for himself and Angga who still have food supplies in the refrigerator. Cooking is simple and serving it at the dinner table for breakfast together before she and Angga leave for school.

Riding the bike at moderate speed, parking the bike with him who still feels dizzy and a little smelly if there is no holding him from behind.

" Aren't you papa?" Fahmi asked, holding onto the two arms of the Rose from behind.

" Just a little dizzy." Rose replied, releasing Fahmi's hand from her arm with a slight distance away. " Thank you." Rose Saying.

" I'll take you to the doctor." Fahmi said, do not have the heart to see a slightly pale rose.

" I'm okay Fahm?" Rose Words.

" It's okay how! From yesterday your face was pale and your body was weak like this." Fahmi Tandas.

" Fuck,"

" No buts, I'll drop off at school."Affirming Fahmi, making Mawae speechless again reluctant to argue when dizziness returned to meyerangnya.

Maybe true said Fahmi, he had to go to the doctor to recover and be able to return to his activities and school activities back smoothly.

After school, Fahmi actually drove him to the doctor's clinic for treatment, with Lisa who can not come because of getting pickets and lucky Lisa in between schools by her father so she can ask Lisa to bring her motorcycle home.

" Yes doc."

" What class."

" Trelfth grade." Answer Roses. " I hurt what doc?" Rose asked, making the female doctor stop writing and look at her.

" No pain." The doctor replied, making the Rose frown.

" There is no pain! But I'm always dizzy and vomiting doc."

" It's because you're pregnant." Said the doctor, making Rose round her eyes, surprised by his words.

" Ha miles." Screamy and nervous.

Take a pregnancy test, give it to the Rose. " Try you to test first, son. " His orders, to convince him that he didn't check it wrong.

Looking at the pregnancy test kit that she very much avoided did not want to wear it before the time came. He picked up the little thing and remained silent for a long time until he shook his head to reject it.

He was afraid, very afraid and could not bear it if it was true and real.

Just bowing your head, as well as holding back the water that would come down from his eyes.

" Don't cry?" The Doctor understood the situation of the Rose's position, which had destroyed her future.

The dam of tears could not be held, he also shed all his cries. Feeling scared and broken.

Not having the heart to see the girl in uniform crying, the Doctor stood up from his seat and held the Rose to calm him down.

" I'm afraid of buk!" The Rose says, "I can't." He said again, in the decoction of the middle aged woman doctor as if she felt what the Rose felt.

" So calm, son?" Said Doctor Eni gently rubbing the hair that was hugging her tightly with trembling and fear.

" I'm sorry buk." He said, bowing his head after removing his embrace from Bu Eni.

Take a chair and sit face to face with the Roses without any barrier between them.

" Do your parents know? If you don't know yet, you should let your parents know you can find a solution." Advice from Bu Eni, making the Roses bowed.

" To my two parents I'm no more." Lirih Roses, with Bu Eni who was surprised to hear it.

" Who you live with." Ask Bu Eni carefully.

" Same Grandma, but she died a week ago." Answer the Rose, Until it makes Bu Eni feel pity.

" Who is the same now?" Ask Mrs Eni.

" Two sisters." She replied, with the Rose still bowing her head and Bu Eni looking at her with pity.

He can feel how fear, regret and confusion mixed into one in the Rose. The soul of Doctor Eni's mother made her want to help the Rose.

" When was the last month you came?" Ask Mrs Eni.

Recalling where this month came from. " It's been three weeks I haven't come by the moon." Rose

" That means you've only been in two weeks." Bu Eni replied, making the Rose look at her.

" Can I hide this buk! I'm only three months away from school." Rose answered, wishing she had not done what she had to regret and be guilty for life.

" could. If no one knows about your pregnancy." Answer Ms. Eni. " Mom will help you." He said again to the Rose, when he had also felt where he was in the position of the Rose at this time.

But alas, at that time he had to swallow a bitterness that was so deep when he just realized the matter of losing his flesh blood. Until now he could not have children.

And he will help Rose so that he does not do the wrong thing and still be able to continue his school until graduation before the stomach of the Rose enlarges.

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