The Not A Paid Lover

Just because of mis communication

Putting a secret on her, is the best art of suffering.

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It was pensive in the middle of the night with the moans of rainwater soaking the earth. With him lamenting his fate which had left him deeply afraid and disappointed.

Afraid of what people know if she is two-bodied without a husband and is still a student. And disappointed, when he could not contact Kevin when he was in need of accountability.

Yes, during her time in Singapore Rose never got any more news about Kevin.

With Kevin promising to call her, but in fact. It was all a false promise made from Kevin's sweet lips.

Never contact or give news through a trusted person. He had completely disappeared, like he had swallowed the earth without the slightest news.

He really did not know what to do now, with the little fetus still in his queen's belly.

All because of his mistake. The fatal mistake he had to accept now.

In three months he will receive his school graduation. If he graduated, or maybe he will repeat his school because he did not focus on the exam.

Trying to contact him again. And still, the result is the same.

The number you are going to is either inactive, or out of the area. Please call in a few more moments.

Sighs in disbelief at what he heard so many times from call operator Kevin's number.

Tried to open a chat with last seen three days ago. And that means Kevin's number is still active, but he never texted or called her.

Did he forget me, or was he so busy he didn't tell me." Mumbles Rose in the heart, staring at the photo that is still the same as the face of Kevin staring at the twilight in front of the apartment window.

Where he photographed Kevin secretly as they enjoyed the twilight together and showed Kevin the results of a thumbs up.

he praised the Rose shots and asked him to take a photo together and save it in a gallery with his own folder.

Given that it feels crowded, angry at Kevin who is not missing and no news at all.

Staring at his flat stomach, as if he hated what he had done to make it two-bodied.

" Do I have to kill you or do I have to defend you." The rose on his stomach.

" You know, I'm alone. And I'm scared!" He said again, bowing his head and shed tears when he did not know what to do.

Anger, hatred and disappointment were all within him. As well as mourning his stupidity, will liean of Kevin who is able to melt it and believe in his promise to be responsible.

" Mom?" Sapa Angga, in the middle of the door was watching him.

" Anga?" She sank, and wiped the tears that soaked her cheeks.

" What would kill him." Lirih Angga sat next to her brother, who bowed his head in shame and was noticed by his sister as she cried in the bathroom, soaked his body to shiver and scream blame for the presence of a little angel in his stomach.

Yes, Mawar told Angga everything when Angga banged on the bathroom door to get himself out, because he was afraid of losing his brother who was crying and calling his mother, father and grandmother.

She was shocked to hear the words of her sister who was pregnant out of wedlock and was still a student until she repeatedly hit her flat stomach. And was held back by her as she became aware of her brother who was beginning to weaken and pale.

" Don't kill him mbak?" Angga. " He was present when we had no one else." He said again, with a bitter reality if indeed they already do not have parents and loved ones leave it for ever.

" Fear why? Afraid of the contempt of the neighbors and friends at school, if the mother is pregnant." Sahut fast Angga, making the Rose speechless.

" Are you not afraid of sin? Zina has continued to kill her own children!" He was getting angry at what his brother was doing.

Already committing adultery, committing a major sin, trying to kill by aborting the fetus in his stomach, if only Angga did nothing to calm his brother and stop the action earlier.

Trying to grow up with him who is still a teenager, indeed he must always be there for his brother and does not want to lose his only family in this world.

" Sister is only selfish now, unwilling to take responsibility for brother's mistakes and if Grandma is still around. Maybe Grandma will be disappointed and certainly will keep it even if no matter the neighbors will insult her family." Said again.

What his sister said was true, very true! If he is afraid of being humiliated and selfish to cover up the fatal mistakes he did without knowing the big risks first. To commit adultery, to commit sins, to become murderers, to abort the fetus that is in his stomach.

She feels like a woman has no heart and no feelings if she does. And will be the wicked woman of the world, killing innocent fetuses, just for her own sake.

Staring at his sister with her that he has now, and he who does not hate her will be a peacemaker for her even if he makes a mistake.

" We're gonna run it with mbak, I'm gonna protect mbak and my niece." Angga said with a warm smile and forgot his anger with him not wanting to make his brother depressed and do something he did not want.

Just imagine it feels reluctant, especially if the reality and will make him live a kara or maybe it will catch up with him so that he is not alone in this very cruel world.

Hugging his younger brother who is now a man is mature, growing up with his affection, the height that is now the same as him and he can give his attention to himself and protect him with all his heart.

He is still grateful to have Angga, his only family and himself not to fight the fear of this cruel world.

And one, he will receive help from Eni's doctor who is ready to take him away after his school exams are over.

Bring all the good memories and forget the memories of the hook that did not want to make him remember.

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One week in Singapore made him feel tired. Tired of the thoughts and feelings that he had long pendamnya.

Alternately take care of his papa in the hospital and take care of his papa company to remain stable and no one wants to destroy his papa company.

The accident was severe enough to render his father unconscious for several days.

Broken bones in the leg to make the papa must be surgically and implant pen in it.

His papa accident, caused by his papa relatives who compete with him and want to overthrow the position and control the company of his papa.

It was cruel for his relatives to want to kill his father just because he was jealous of his family.

" How is your company in Indonesia?" Ask Papa Kevin, who has started to improve even though he has not fully recovered.

" Current Pa?" Kevin replied, still watching his laptop check the email his assistant sent.

" Papa's going to switch papa's company on behalf of you and your brother, papa wants to rest at home." Said his father by looking at his wife who smiled warmly received a mouthful of fruit that had been peeled.

" Let Intan's husband take care of the company in Singapore pa, and I still want to be in my place." The rejection is subtle, because he wants to be there, half his heart is already there and has someone else who makes him unable to stop thinking about it.

Even though he was wrong not to communicate with her at all. Because he was busy with the healing of papa, the company and gave lessons to his relatives who made his papa hurt.

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