The Night Hugging the Stars (The Ghost Mystery of the Dark Forest)
Silence is Best
Today Jidan plans to express his feelings to Pakha but unexpected things happen in front of his eyes, it turns out Pakha already has a partner. Jidan realized that he did not deserve to be on Pakha's side and the man Pakha hugged was indeed more deserving than him.
Jidan was only disappointed with himself because he only realized his feelings for Pakha. If only time could be turned back he would have been quicker to express his feelings and perhaps now Pakha was already his. But now it was too late as the rice had become porridge. Crushed not formed.
To express his disappointment Jidan wants to convey his heart through writing that will be read by many people.
Jidan is a well-known blogger who has earned a lot of income from the results of his writing. Now he wants to write his feelings in his blogger.
...LOVE IN SILENCE...
I once secretly loved you, somehow in the beginning, the feeling just popped out. I'd love to ask you what magic spell did you use until I became like this? yet again, I chose silence and asked in silence without a sound.
From then on you have always been the most important part that fills the remote corners of my head, fills the recesses of my heart, and is a guest in my dreams every night. But I only realized my feelings after it was too late.
It all happened so quickly, without theory and so much ado. I saw you, knew you, and then loved you. It was as simple as that you began to master my days. You are the cause of my spirit.You are transformed into a smile that I cannot explain with words. It's too late now, you have someone else.
Let me keep this love in silence, as I used to do everything secretly. So neat. Until what I did for you didn't make anyone suspicious. I hid everything. Until you who are insensitive remain indifferent to my movements that are rarely caught in the spotlight of your eyes. I'm good at hiding things so much that you don't understand what's really going on.
If only you knew that my love for you was so simple, would you accept it? I can only love you in silence. My love needs no voice to express, no words to pronounce, let it continue to burn and stir in silence.
You know, I once told God about you through a monologue I called prayer, I used to say your name in my prayer, I even said a million wishes to be with you to Him, but whether God agreed or not, I could only resign and once again, I chose silence.
I know silence is the best way to keep you and others unharmed because my love is late. I don't love books more when I'm with you but I'm afraid you'll stay away from me if you know I like you.
I chose to pretend to love books so you wouldn't leave my side. When you pass it feels so hard to let go of your hand but I believe if we are destiny we will meet again. Without me guessing it turns out that it's true that God reunited us after 7 years of your disappearance. At the same college you and I were rediscovered. I thought the meeting was the answer to all my prayers, but fate said something else. There are others who fill your heart. I promise I will hold this love for the rest of my life. Let time bring love in this silence. And to you the owner of the heart, I hope you are happy with your companion.
After all the nicks above, now Jidan's heart is a little more relieved.
Without waiting for the time of writing contained in his blog directly uploaded on a blogger of his. The world knows how she really feels. Even though the person he was aiming for did not know even the contents of his heart.
Admiring in silence is the choice now. Pure friendship between a man and a woman will never exist, in fact ninety percent of the time there is a special feeling that grows between the friendship.
After his date and Boy ended Pakha did not want to take Boy home. Because there are things that he wants to do before going home, Boy insists on joining but Pakha is also no less stubborn like Boy.
"Boy please, just let me go home this time, there is something important I want to do" Pakha said begging with her face covered.
"Well don't show that face again in front of me, I can't bear to see it but promise me when you get home. "Say Boy while pinching Pakha's nose.
"Yes, I promise you, baby. "Jawab Pakha's.
After that Boy returned and left Pakha in front of the restaurant alone. All because of Pakha's own request.
Today Pakha plans to meet someone who also made an appointment at the restaurant.
"Where is it, it's 8 pm and it hasn't arrived yet. "murm Pakha while looking at her cellphone screen.
It has been ten minutes since Pakha has not met Jidan. He then chats Jidan through wa.
Tick ticks
Pakha put on a disappointed face after receiving that wa message. He then walked to the left suddenly stepping on something, Pakha stopped and took it under his feet.
"Hah flowers." said Pakha surprised to see a bouquet of fresh flowers in just throw away.
Pakha only thinks if the flower was thrown away by someone who also celebrates valentine today.
His eyes found a love-shaped letter tucked between the flowers. His hand quickly took the letter and opened it. But had not had time to read suddenly there was a strong wind hitting his body as well as carrying the letter flying high and detached from Pakha's hand.
"Eehhh kok even fly, yaudah anyway it's the privacy of others is not my business." said Pakha then throw back the flower.
...Being late...
Thousands of water droplets invaded the earth
Forcing the clouds to cry
Then my tears came down to the earth
Seeing you happy at once
Break this heart....
But this love....
Unstoppable by the generality of the owner of time
Only a thousand tears of regret
Down like an old unsealed desire
Valentine's day is your happy day
The day that dashed my hope
like a romance flower only blooms for a moment
The woo is unexpected
For a scornful piece of trash like me
Loving me I feel unworthy
If only that time.....
Said love you
can be spoken by my colonized lips
Maybe you're already by my side
But fate has betrayed me
^^^Work: Jidan(nr light)^^^
After Jidan got a message from Pakha he again wrote his feelings poured in a poem to fill his blogger.
Until now the feeling of love Jidan is still a secret, If only the wind that carries away the letter did not come Pakha may already know his feelings. Maybe Jidan's feelings will continue to be a secret forever?
Jidan has feelings for Pakha. Love in silence hemm is Jidan able to steadfastly see the adoration of his heart with other men??? or Jidan instead becomes a destroyer of relationships other people like Dandi perisor. Find the answer in the next episode.....
