The Night Hugging the Stars (The Ghost Mystery of the Dark Forest)

I am the star

Born in the real world. The first cry. A small light above the sky the first time I saw was so beautiful. The star greeted me with a hint of light. When this netra opened again I saw the shadow was walking towards me, it turned out that there was a small woman who looked at me. It was not the voice of the Adhan that I heard first in my ear but the voice of a little woman shouting beside me. "Papa pakha is crying" said the first time I heard.

"Let's just later if it's tired must stop alone," the next voice said.

I am the pakha who has eyes shining like stars in the darkness of the night.

I also have a special ability, one of my abilities is to be able to remember events for the past 18 years clearly. I am a little disappointed with my parents, as Muslims, is not the first time a baby is born to be held in his ears? it wasn't done by them. My mother only gave birth to me, my parents were both religious but never carried out their duties. Next I was touched like a transparent object, you must have known a little about me in the first episode of this story. So I don't have to repeat that story anymore.

I just want to share a little of my personal life that I've been feeling all along. You need to know I can actually feel the presence of invisible creatures. But I can't see clearly unless they're deliberately showing themselves. I'm not an indigo girl but I'm a little special to a normal human being. From the time I was 5 years old my abilities became wild, I began to be able to feel the negative aura around me.

My ability I used first in the spooky forest behind my house, the villagers call it the dark forest. For some reason at that moment my gut feeling something was strange in the forest, unconsciously my hunch led me into the forest. And in the forest too I first met a handsome man who had already made my heart tremble while nearby. A different feeling makes me want to repeat it all the time. Bima a name of a wreath I gave her.

Bima was the first man who made me feel what love was, like there was a magnet inside me that connected me to her. Every day I always want to stick with him. It's like there's a radar between me and him. But there are things that still stuck in my heart all this time, I feel there is a negative aura in the body of the bima. That pitch-black aura was what I felt. My soul is afraid but my heart always wants to be with her. That's the problem I need to solve for myself.

Did it all happen because I wasn't born? or is there something embedded in my body? or because I was never close to the creator? a lot of questions were swirling around in my head.

This is a picture that shows where I live in a slum village with the atmosphere still looks dark despite the blazing sun slashing the skin.

One thing that amazed me turned out in it was a luxurious house where the blue-eyed man who had brought me into his residence. Rumah bima is far from simple but very luxurious, soft bed, comfortable atmosphere, good food all I can get for free in the house. Bima made my heart comfortable, but on the other side of my soul felt something strange about it all. My mind said I should stay away from the bima but this heart told me to stay with the bima. Bima proposed to me and I unconsciously accepted.

Not the joy I feel but an endless regret.

Half my heart is filled with a name.

Boy william is a name that makes me doubt my feelings for Bima. Boy william the man who stole my first kiss. You guys must have known about it, I'm not going to tell you back. I'll tell you something else you don't know about me.

This is the story of my life, the complicated story I wrote on white paper.

Ever since I knew the boy there was a sense of serenity that appeared in my heart. I don't know what that feeling is, but I'm sure my heart will never misjudge people. Boy nice guy, even though I once rejected his feelings. He treated me as well as usual. I love him very much as a friend. But somehow that feeling wasn't enough for me, but my heart couldn't get away from the bima either. Am I a greedy human being? I don't know I don't know about myself.

I'm comfortable with boy but I'm also happy with bima. I know this situation is very wrong but I still want to be with them. If I were told to choose one of the two of them I would not be able to answer. There was a strange feeling I found in a boy friend called oci. I'm like a demon who feels hot when I see oci, why is my body reacting like this. I'm very curious about it.

A lot of puzzles I haven't solved so far. I don't know who bima is, who oci even who I really am ? am I a genie? or a demon that resembles a human?. This mystery I have to find out for myself, because what I feel now others will not know the answer. What should I do with my body, help me find a way out. Please help anyone to be a normal human being like you. The pain I felt, the strange life, the parents who didn't love me, the complicated romance I had all worked hard for. I know after hardship there must be ease. I also believe that the destiny of man has been determined by the creator. Keep the spirit of undergoing trials and remain optimistic to move forward. Everyone has a story in their lives and so do I at this time.

My best friend nr the light that will help me tell this story. This story is based on a true story of myself but there is also an original written by the author to support the course of this story. Look forward to the next episode to find out more about this story. Like 👍 if you like this story, comment below 👇 to provide input or support for the author. Reading spirit