The Muzukashii No Ai

[41] Tightness

Miku could only be silent. Long time. He was with Masaya sitting in the hospital garden.

A beautiful hospital garden and lots of flowers. I don't know how many tears have been shed so far he can't cry anymore.

Masaya looked straight at his wife whose eyes were empty. Maybe Miku felt she was the stupidest woman in the world because she was unaware of her husband's suffering. "Miku" said Masaya.

Miku remains mute. He shook his head, even though Masaya touched his hand.

The man smiled forcefully. "What are you afraid of, Miku? Why cry like that? Is it because of my illness?"

Again Miku was just silent, her body started to tremble.

"May I ask you something?" He looked softly, "I promise this is the last."

Hearing the 'last' word Miku's cries broke again. He's so hiccuping. The last? Anata .. Are you really going to leave me? God ....

Seeing Miku who came back crying until her body was shaken because of her, Masaya was even sadder to see her. He held his wife's body tightly. "I'm sorry." Unknowingly the black-haired man's tears came down wetting his cheeks. His heart ached more to see his wife cry until like that.

"Anata, you're evil ... once!" Miku's cry broke, sobbing like a child that her mother had left behind. He hit Masaya's chest slowly as if spilling a tingling sense of tightness on his chest. "Why did you keep it to yourself?" Miku looked up at her husband's sad face.

"Sorry,"

"When we are family .. why do you .. bear it yourself .. to make me like a stupid wife," isak Miku still cried. A moment later he stared into that silent retina. "Anata ... What if you have surgery? If the cancer is removed you'll be healthy again, right?"

Masaya shook his head slowly. "Doctor Shigeru said, he said it's creeping,"

A drop of blood escapes Masaya's nose which makes Miku panic.

Masaya just wiped it using a typical Sone clinic nightgown, making the red color dirty his clothes. "I'm fine. This happens often."

My breath became congested. As much as she tried to keep breathing normally. Afraid to hear her husband's words. His hands clenched tightly until it shook.

"The banker's been creeping in here." He continued while carrying Miku's index finger to his chest. You must have understood, right?"

Miku's entire blood flow seemed to descend downwards. Then ... the cancer was already malignant and had invaded his lungs. There is only one conclusion. That's death.

"Miku,"

"Lied, I don't believe." Miku shook her head strongly.

"But that's the truth." Masaya wiped away the tears coming down from his wife's soft eyeballs.

"Anata!" Miku came back crying, even crazier than her reaction. Many times he said 'This is a lie! my husband is not sick. It's all just a dream. Doctor Shigeru must have misdetected.' Even Miku to blame God who may have mistakenly written destiny.

Masaya stroked her long hair. "I also hate this disease ... so much hate," he said softly, "because of this disease the people around me became sad and cried thinking about it."

"Nrank ...." Her tears came back when she closed her eyes. Unable to get rid of the heavy burden on his heart at this moment. It's hard to say.

"Don't cry. I hate to see you cry" Masaya said, wiping Miku's tears back.

"Bag ... how ...I don't cry seeing you .. suffer alone? I don't want to lose you. I ... I don't want to!! Enough Ryu ... to leave me, I don't want you to leave me either." Her cries were great among her sedu.

"My." Masaya shook the body of his wife who returned a mouthful.

"I don't want to! I don't want to! I hate this fate!!" My mother screamed hysterically. "I don't want to lose you!"

"My." Masaya tried to calm him down. "I don't want to be like this either." He looked at his wife's face deeply while touching her cheeks with both hands. "I don't really want to be like this." Masaya shook his head.

"Melan ..."

"But this is my life line, inevitably I have to live it. God has set my destiny."

Miku touched her husband's cheek. "Why are you so strong? I'm .. I can't be as strong as you."

Masaya smiled bitterly. "I am also afraid and weak, but I don't want to be grieved. I don't want to." The Fujimine man didn't know what to do. Miku's hand was held tightly. They stared at each other for a long time and their tears dripped. Masaya was still silent a thousand languages ago he took off the grip of the hand.

Just this time Miku saw the grieving face of her husband. In his eyes were tears. 'Anata .. What tears are those? You also cried ..your face water that I have not seen before. Full of sadness, tension and gloom. Anata .. should we part like this? God ... Your destiny is painful!

"Don't cry me," Masaya said with a flat expression. His face smiled wryly. Then his eyes turned hard and dark. "Some say, if someone leaves us, that means half of our heart will be taken away." Masaya stood up from his seat. He looked at the blue sky above. Then his eyes fell on his wife's eyes.

"When Ryu dies, half of your heart is taken away by him, and soon I will leave you ..."

Masaya smiled in contention. "But take it easy I won't take half your heart away with me" she said earnestly. "But instead, give it back

that half of my heart you took was so I could go quietly and you didn't cry for me. You can, right?"

Miku stands. "With what ...with what should I do it?" tanyanya.

"Get out of my life."

Miku shook. "That's impossible!" annoyed screams.

"Don't be stubborn! Do you think you can lead me to my death later?"

"I have to be able to, although later I will scream great if we are completely separated. Therefore, I will remain beside you so that I can deliver your death later. I can definitely! Didn't you say I'm a strong woman!" miku replied firmly though heartless.

They're snitch each other.

Anata .. I'm sorry. In front of you dying, I said I would deliver your death. Lord ... What did I just say? There is no more cruel word than this. To an angel like him. I think my chest is going to explode.

Slowly Miku's body slumped while clutching Masaya's shirt. He just sat down after saying that. "Anata .. My chest hurts so much .. This chest hurts ..." Miku hit her chest slowly while hiccupping.

Masaya silently looked at Miku who was roaring and said her chest hurt. His heart was pinched to see the woman he loved crying like that. Crying himself with cancer. "Miku,"

The woman looked up. "Why does my chest hurt so much?" Her tears came back down. "We still need you."

Masaya clenched his hand.

"Miku," called out to her as she stood up.

Anate ... Miku hit that body then hugged it tightly. The afternoon twilight began to appear, even the sun had begun to sink leaving the day and changed the night.

They cry at each other in silence.

Doctor Shigeru was secretly shocked to see them. "Lord ... Are you going to separate them that soon?" The young doctor left because he could not see their suffering.

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Monday, 22 June 2020

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