The Muzukashii No Ai

[38] Tears

"You're serious, aren't you kidding me?" ask Masaya not to believe it.

Doctor Shigeru shakes. "i'm serious. I don't believe this either. Though you have had surgery but the tumor is still growing and malignant until it becomes cancer .. forgive me. I'm late to realize it." Doctor Shigeru's voice is getting smaller.

Masaya felt his muscle joints being removed one by one. He didn't even step on the ground as soon as he stepped out of Doctor Shigeru's room. Mind fucked. Deadlocked.

Frustration and despair immediately enveloped his heart.

It's all over just stage three brain cancer. The name of a disease that can destroy all his spirit and happiness.

His crying voice did not sound loud, only a child-like sobbing was heard. Everything was turning back in his mind.

Brain cancer? Do I really suffer from this disease? Butwhy? Masaya hiccups on the hospital balcony. Today is a very big day

painfully. Though he hoped to recover completely after undergoing surgery but now .. cancer was ruining his happiness. Masaya wiped away her tears.

"Masaya," The voice of the tall doctor called out to him from behind. Apparently, the friend had been following Masaya ever since

get out of his room.

"If it's stage three, how long do I have?" her tan was bland while looking up at the sky.

"Not less than four months."

Masaya was surprised again. "Is that fast?" Doctor Shigeru silenced, "when I just saw my son can play ball. He was only three years old. Should he lose his father in four months? Is that fair?"

The young doctor's hand was clenched.

"So ..it's like Eriko's repeated story. Died away by his parents when he was 3." Masaya muttered slowly. "... Because when our parents died, Eriko was also Isao's age." Masaya's tears fell. "Shigeru .. keep this disease secret from Miku. Please, "he asked.

The doctor nodded.

"If Miku knew, she would be even sadder. How can I live the rest of my life if I see the person I love most crying because of my illness? I don't want that to happen."

"Masaiah." Doctor Shigeru's voice was getting louder.

Masaya patted his shoulder. "Lying if I say I'm okay. At the end of my life, all I wanted to see was the smiles of my wife and children. Not their tears. So please keep this a secret. Pretend you don't know. I'll be fine as if I never had cancer. For my wife and my son." Masaya looked at him begging.

Doctor Shigeru nodded. She hugged Masaya haru. Among the 7 billion people, why should he experience it? Why would Masaya you choose!

They're snitch each other.

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Masaya walked gontai into his house. His eyes were twitching. His current mind was only cancer readable.

Brain cancer.

Stadium three.

Disease number one is the most feared, because until now there is no cure. He often heard of the disease but now he has to be patient because he is the one who has the disease.

"This is impossible" he argued softly. A single tear re-wetted his cheek. "Oh my God .. Why is this so?" Masaya was moved on the stairs to his room, he cried softly so as not to wake the people of the house. He shut his mouth tightly while crying even though his body was shaking violently.

Suddenly, a small step came toward him. "Dad crying?"

Masaya immediately wiped away her tears quickly as soon as she heard Isao's voice. The boy approached him, his eyes staring into his father's retina. "Why not sleep?"

Masaya's copy just shook his head. "In the hot room. Said his cooling mother troubled," answered Isao innocently, "why is dad crying?"

"Who cried, there was dust in my eyes,"

"Oh ...," Isao's mouth rounded funny.

Seeing that Masaya even wanted to cry loudly. "Isao, are you asleep?"

"Yes. You tell me again like yesterday before you went to bed?" The face of Masaya pleaded. The Fujimine man nodded making his son smile brightly.

"Alright, we'll tell the story on the balcony of the roof of the house, while staring at the stars. Take your jacket, I wait, " Masaya said with a smile.

Isao ran to the room they took his thick jacket. The man looked at his son's small back. Maybe now is the time for Masata to tell Isao so he can let go without crying. Yes, with a beautiful farewell story without tears. As if the figure if he left, everyone took it off happily with a smile.

Finally Masaya took Isao to the balcony of their roof. There was their favorite place to gather while staring at the sky, whether it was telling stories, snacking or something else. Not to forget a big box of milk, snacks and Isao's favorite fruit, Apples.

"Isao, if one day you leave, will you cry?"

"Origin Dad comes back, I won't cry" he replied innocently. He looked at his father's face with a smile. "Finally, if you're not around I miss you."

Masaya's stunned. But he smiled warmly. "Today I'm going to tell you about angels."

"Well, cool." Isao's eyes sparkled with delight, "the angel where is it? likewhat?" he insisted impatiently.

Masaya smiled. "The angel is very noble. Likes to help."

"Are angels like heroes in movies?"

"Yes. Angels like that. It's right there." Masaya pointed to one of the brightest stars, "if Dad went to that place, would you cry?" Masaya told a story while holding back her tears.

"Dad want to see an angel?"

Just a nod that Masaya was able to answer. "Dad .. sick, Isao. If Dad goes to that place and meets an angel, then the pain will go away."

"Take me too,"

"Can't,"

"Why?"

"Because ... Isao is not sick." Masaya is starting to get excited. He hugged his son, "the angel only accepts the sick."

"Promise not to cry?"

"I'm a boy, boys shouldn't cry."

Masaya's tears were sliding free. Heart hurts. "But Dad won't come back."

"Why?" Isao's eyes are throbbing.

"That's the requirement."

Isao thinks. "Then what if I wanted to see Dad?"

"You just need to make a lantern, then fly to the sky. I'll see it from there." The head of Isao.

"Em ... okay." The boy looked unwilling.

"But you promise you won't tell this story to anyone including mom?"

"Yes." Yeah." Isao tied his pinky to his father's pinky. Masaya hugged Isao while crying. "Dad don't cry anymore." With a mature pretentious Isao stroked his father's shoulder with a smile.

Thank you, Isao. At least Masaya can take off her little son without having to

see him cry later.

"Dad will be an angel to you."

Isao nodded happily without knowing what his father's story meant.

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Ryu is now able to walk despite having to use a cane. His legs were sore as he walked 10 meters. Sweat the size of a corn seed began to drip from his handsome face.

So hurt. A second later he sat in his wheelchair. Such an afternoon Yue was usually already beside him and would tell a silly story if there was no competition.

The man knew that one day the girl would leave him, because not forever would the ballerina continue with him.

"Still waiting for him?" greet Doctor Young to the silent Ryu.

The young man looked at the tall man before him. "Doctor Young? Aren't you busy today?"

Doctor Young shook his head. "Not really. Yue called me to go with you. He's worried that you're alone here" he said, taking out the provisions. "Somehow that kid had in mind, but seeing him laughing freely with Leon I thought maybe he really had his choice."

"Darguably, why should that young man?"

"I also regret that. I even knew when I saw Leon's face that he couldn't be trusted." Doctor Young shook his head dizzy.

"Uncle ...," This time Ryu called papa Yue as uncle. "... maybe Yue's happiness is only Leon, I can feel what he feels when he falls in love with the person I like. It's a pity why Leon. And if I wanted to, I could find him a much more young man than Leon. Unfortunately I can't."

Doctor Young laughed. "When she first saw you in a coma fourteen years ago, Yue was terrified. He's afraid you can't wake up again. Every day he reads you a fairy tale

hope you wake up soon. Losing Ming Xi created a trauma in his heart."

Ryu smiled knot. "He's my little angel, I didn't even realize I was growing up. He used to be so chatty because I couldn't talk."

"He looks up to you like his own brother. Ah no. Maybe more. When you're with him you protect him like a father to his son. He loves you very much, Ryu."

"Yes, I know." Ryu pressed down on the tip of his fingers. "She even promised to accompany me in search of the daughter of my dreams, if I could walk. It's really like a whining kid asking a new mom for me."

"That's my daughter,"

Again, the only child of Albert Juana's partner smiled. "If only one day Leon would break his heart, I would be the first to hit the young man in front of Yue. I won't let anyone hurt him. I promise."

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Sunday, 21 June 2020

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