The Muzukashii No Ai

[3] Repeated Crying

That afternoon Miku rang Ryu's apartment bell. He waited a long time, but never opened the door. Miku knew her lover was inside that's why she didn't leave despite almost two hours waiting for him. The girl fell asleep because of the time Ryu opened the door.

"Miku," said a couple who had become servants of the family trust Hikaru was shocked, seeing the boyfriend of his employer's son sitting leaning against the apartment wall with his eyes closed.

The eyes with the tanned iris opened and hurriedly stood up. "b-a ... Aunt and Uncle Yamada. I'm sorry, I-I fell asleep, huh?" The girl looked at the two.

The door opened and Ryu appeared. The blonde teen's gaze turned to the two husbands who seemed to say, 'You can go home. I just want two, and come back tomorrow!'

The two of them who really understood the meaning of the eyes of the master's son, immediately resigned themselves to pass.

"Come in!" Bring Ryu flat.

Miku looked at the fresh face that had just come out of the bathroom. Ryu was still wearing his pajamas, while his long hair looked messy. Water dripped from her wet hair.

Miku entered the apartment unsuspecting.

Unbeknownst to her, Ryu locks the door of her apartment and holds the key. The apartment is very luxurious, everything you want is available. The football fan lived alone. Every morning and evening two servants would come to the apartment to serve their needs.

His father rarely came home because he was very busy with business. Her mother is a Canadian woman who became a famous designer. No wonder the super handsome teenager always wears clothes and accessories that are rarely owned by others. Almost all items owned limited edition.

The long-haired girl with tanned curls knew that Ryu was always alone in her apartment. Rarely out makes his lover become anti-social.

Miku sat beside Ryu, she touched the bruised cheek. "illness?"

The teenage tomato lover did not answer. Miku's touch excited him, he did not know, why every touch of the girl made him lustful even for a moment.

"Hi-Hikaru .. Why look at me like that?" The girl started to get scared.

Yes, the current Ryu looked strange as if he was going to pounce on her alive. The teenager touched Miku's face. He smiled strangely. "Miku, I'm alone. Can you please accompany me now?" he asked with interest in himself.

Miku shifted her body, but couldn't, because Ryu didn't let that happen. Her lover continued to stare with a hard to interpret gaze. Closing her eyes was scared when Ryu got rid of her hair.

"I'm like this because of you" he whispered as he pressed his mouth against the girl's neck. Smack it slowly.

"Hikaru ...." Miku looks scared. Her body is cold hot.

Unfortunately, Ryu did not listen. His heart was shaking violently. He wanted Miku at this moment. Then without hesitation he pulled Miku, dragging her into his room. Pushed the little body on the bed, then overcame it.

"W-what are you gonna do?Release!" Miku almost cried and thrashed.

Ryu gripped both wrists of Hinata firmly making the girl grimace in pain. His eyes seemed to say, 'You know what I'm going to do. So shut up and follow my orders!'

There was a clear grain coming down from his eyeball. With the behavior of his lover. Even against it he cannot.

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That afternoon the sky was bright. The sun sank further in the western horizon and left behind a golden yellow beam of light. Tokyo looks very crowded. Among the human traffic, a beautiful girl in such elegant clothes was staring at an object meticulously.

"Kyoko," Masaya said in shock as she saw the girl with shoulder-length straight hair standing in front of her house. The girl surnamed Hakuba smiled then ran towards Masaya and hugged her. The dark-haired man was silent.

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Paradise Cafe is a cafe on the junction of the road, which Masaya often visits when he unwinds. Busy yourself with a cup of coffee so that his mind is calm.

"Why are you here?" Masaya started the conversation. His tone was not as warm as before. Now impressed flat.

Kyoko smiled. "seek you. Why, don't you like me seeing you?"

"Yes." Yeah."

The girl was shocked by Masaya's unexpected welcome. Only a few months ago they did not meet, but the young man

now he was cold to her. "Masa,"

"Go home, this is not your place. Your father must be very worried about your current situation."

"I don't care."

"But I care a lot." Masaya's voice sounded extremely suppressed.

Kyoko looked at him softly. His hand gripped tightly against the white blouse he was wearing, he softly asked, "Why? Why'd you change?"

"Every human being will experience a change in his life."

Kyoko looked down. His heart ached at this change of youth before him. "I-I went to the toilet for a second" he said slowly. The girl preferred to cry in the toilet rather than have to cry in front of the young man who became the moor of her heart.

Masaya's hand clenched.

Back in England, they were so close that they could not be separated, and Masaya was the one who understood Kyoko the most. All his friends said they were a good couple. However, unfortunately, Masaya never revealed her true feelings to this beautiful-eyed girl. Even though they actually love each other.

Long enough, Kyoko finally returned. His eyes are swollen. They were silent to each other.

"I've called your father, soon an invitation will come." Finished saying that Masaya left him.

The girl was crying. When his family bodyguard came to pick up his employer's son, Masaya could only stare at the incident blandly. His heart hurt even more from having to do that.

I'm sorry Kyoko, I'm really sorry. This is all I can do for you. Unknowingly there were tears dripping down her cheeks. My heart hurts more when it comes to hurting you.

Masaya remembers the words of the girl's father he loved back in England before he decided to leave London forever.

"*Kyoko is not my daughter, but I love her like a child

"That's impossible, sir."

"If you don't want to leave him, then I will force you to separate."

"Mr Hakuba, not all men are the same as her father, i-i-"

"... young man," the Hakuba man cut off Masaya's conversation with a smile, then continued his words, "remember well. You have a grandfather who works in a ceramic shop and you also have an uncle who is running a fish canning business in the Osaka area. Business is pretty good, isn't it?" The man looked at Masaya cynically.

Masaya who heard him was shocked and somehow his premonition scared his mind enough.

"Only a matter of minutes can I bankrupt Kagami Matsukaze's business, and I can also make you unacceptable to work anywhere."

Masaya stood up from his seat. "Your Master really ...." The young man did not continue his words, as much as possible he held back the anger in front of the man who became one of the respected people in his country. Hakuba Ryosuke is one of the ministers in Japan assigned to the UK.

"Think carefully young man, your own future you decide. If you want to survive, separate from my daughter, but if you want to be happily broken I will destroy you as badly as possible."

Masaya clenched his hands tightly. He wanted to fight but he realized who he was. The middle-aged man thrust out a piece of paper that was already stamped on him.

"That's the affidavit that we hakuba family won't interfere with your life nor your family as long as you stay away from Kyoko."

The man stared at the statement letter. He had no choice, what he sacrificed was his first love. His hand moved, took the paper and signed it and handed it to Master Hakuba.

"You did your best."

"Master ..is it so fun for you to be a powerful and separate us?"

"Maybe you'll regret it now and hate me so much, but remember, one day you'll thank me for saving your life. Be happy with another girl."

Masaya nodded faintly, her eyes looking sad. Smiling faintly then saying, "Thank you," The man looked at her in surprise. "thank you for making me realize that love can be bought with a power*."

Masaya awakens from his daydream, he can only faintly smile seeing Kyoko enter the car with her bodyguard and seconds later the car leaves Paradise cafe.

The night began to rise. Youth

it looked up at the sky.

God ... Do you know how I feel right now? You also know, which part hurts the most in my body. He held his chest. It hurts so much ....

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In one other place.

Miku fell silent. He wanted to cry but could not. The girl was silent in the middle of the night. While Ryu was already asleep beside her. He wants to hit the playboy boy who forced him to sleep tonight. He wants to hit, slap, curse or whatever to make his lover really regret and promise not to repeat it again. However, everything was only in his mind. He couldn't have done it.

Miku pulled out the blanket that covered her body. Cracked with fear. Shivering in silence. The beautiful-eyed girl was crying herself. The longer his cry grew louder the more his body shook.

Ryu faintly squinted his eyes, waking up from hearing the sobs of the girl he loved. The teenager shifted his body, then grabbed Miku to get into his arms. Unfortunately, the girl pushed Ryu's body strong. He looked at her hate. "My!"

The girl went to the bathroom and locked her up. Turned on the shower and then she cried again. Drowning he leaned against the wall. His body shook withholding cries, slowly his body began to slump to the floor.

"My!" The stoic teenager called out his name repeatedly from outside while banging on the bathroom door. Still no answer, because Miku kept crying.

Why am I weak to him? Why can't I hate him? I hate myself like this. The girl was enduring the pain all over her body. A lot of reddish marks were attached to his body. He was disgusted to see it.

While outside, Ryu leaned against the wall that separated him from Miku. His body slowly slumped to the floor. She pulled her hair slowly. His mind is completely fucked. This was already the second time he had made his lover cry like that.

Stupid fool! stupidhead! What have you done Ryu?! He must have hated you for life. The teenager was frustrated. "Miku .. forgive me." His voice sounded slow. She also wants to cry. Regret having indulged his lust last night.

Miku did not hear because the girl was crying loudly inside. Condemns his weakness that cannot fight his beloved.

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⏩ Friday, 3 April 2020

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