
'' this is how.'' said Kiara when he and Kenan had entered the house.
'' how what is it.'' tanya kena.
'' I am pregnant again Kenan, I am still troubled to take care of Hanum, plus take care of this, I have to be like where.'' Kiara said crying roaring in the living room.
making Hanum look directly at the mother who was crying, Hanum asked to leave, and he walked towards the mother who was crying loudly
'' you why are you crying so dear,'' asked Kenan astonished
'' I don't want to get pregnant yet.'' said Kiara crying as she waited.
'' you are crying so anyway..you are not grateful dear .'' said Kenan with a soft tone.
'' not ungrateful Kenan, but I'm not ready .?'' kiara said again
'' not ready why,? you do not receive the sustenance given by Allah.'' asked Kenan to frown.
'' you don't know, what I feel, if I just talk, I can too, but I feel Kenan.'' cried Kiara loudly.
making Kenan look directly at Kiara for a moment, for a moment he saw the face of Kiara who was crying violently, and before long, he also approached towards Kiara
being right hanum put on a confused face, when Kiara screamed loudly, he did not understand his mama why, tai who he knew? her mother is crying so much right now
'' wants how Hem.'' said Kenan lirih while embracing Kiara.
bring Kiara into Kenan's warm embrace, so Kiara is a little calmer and no longer angry with him
'' I'm not ready to get pregnant yet.I still can't take care of Hanum who is fussy, plus this, I have to how.'' Kiara said crying in Kenan's arms.
'' here try to face towards me.'' said Kenan gently, making Kiara shake her head violently.
'' just a moment, don't be like that, if you stay like that, you make me more guilty.'' said Kenan again.
'' I'm not ready to get pregnant yet.I'm still having trouble taking care of Hanum and also my messy college schedule.'' Kiara said still crying in the middle of the inn.
'' yes .. I know? it's all my fault, which makes you pregnant again, but it's beyond my expectations Kiara, and you can't be like that, if you're like that, if you're like that, the sign is that you are never grateful to Kiara, said Kenan advising Kiara in a soft tone.
'' you are delicious, just saying doang, I am the one who fussed over all that.'' Kiara joked again.
'' yes.. Allah Kiara, what are you, whether you have faith or not, do you not have faith now, said Kenan looking in wonder at Kiara.
Kiara only cried when Kenan said, no answer from Kiara, she only cried in Kenan's arms with Hanum holding onto her two legs with a confused look
'' now I give you a choice, between two choices, which one you will choose.'' Kenan said looking at Kiara.
'' what is it.'' asked Kiara looking up at Kenan.
'' you've felt like you've lost a child and you've had a child, too, you know,, and what do you feel if your child does not exist and what do you feel when you have children.'' asked Kenan with a serious face.
'' the loss was not good, the pain in this chest, the pain of his taste, when I knew my son had left my death.'' said Kiara.
'' then.'- saut Kenan.
'' then what I feel will have Hanum, it's happy taste, I don't feel tired, even though Hanum makes me tired all day.'' said Kiara again.
'' so, which one do you prefer between the two.'' asked Kenan to wipe away the tears that flowed profusely on Kiara's cheeks.
making Kiara directly stare towards Hanum who was clutching onto her two legs, she had been wrong, if she had to cry like this, she said, so he is a human being who is never grateful for the blessings he has now
'' just you, if I can feel the pain you are suffering from, I will help you? but God is dear to you, God gives you this test, meaning you are the one who has been chosen by God, so that you can always be grateful and remember God..'' kenan
making Kiara hug Kenan tightly, Kenan is indeed younger than her, but Kenan understands all of her, Kenan is right to be a good person,
'' you are not kasian tuh.see Hanum who looked at you from earlier with confusion.'' said Kenan stroked Kiara's shoulder slowly.
'' I'm sorry dear mama, mama does not smell you.'' said Kiara brought Hanum into her arms.
'' already calmer kah.'' asked Kenan stroking Kiara with affection
'' not yet. I still want to be hugged.''' Kiara said increasingly slipping her face in Kenan's chest.
'' Hem... spoiled kumat.'' said Kenan getting closer to Kiara and also Hanum in the middle of them.
'' assalamualaikum.. flowers come nih.'' yelled flowers from the front of the house so loud her.
kenan and Kiara turned to the tightly closed front door
'' with whom the flowers come here.'' asked Kiara astonished.
'' do not know, try. let's not the door was labih first.'' said Kenan release his arms from Kiara's shoulders.
'' waalaikumsallam'' saut kenan walked towards the front door
Kenan opened the door of the house, and it was plastered flowers that were looking at Kenan
'' Brother really long time open his door.''' a flower.
'' this will be opened right.'' said Kenan staring at the flowers with a smile.
'' yes..? but for a long time, said the flower a little annoyed.
'' how else, your brother again the drama.'' point Kenan inward.
'' watch out... I want to go in.'' said the flower telling Kenan to shift.
'' you're the same who's here..'' Kenan looked out of the house
'' no, I ride a gojek, wait bang Daren, there I become a mushroom.'' said flowers a little annoyed.
'' why? 8your brother is also your brother, said Kenan.
'' kak leya for too long, I do not like old people like that.
'' anything, you're demanding too much.'' said Kenan again.
'' demand what, I just want to be a little quick, don't you think so.'' said the flower.
Kenan just kept quiet, he followed the footsteps of the flower into the house,
'' onti's nephew is where.'' shouted flowers when he wanted to get close to the living room.
'' don't shout like that, Hanum will be surprised by your voice.'' Kenan said through the flowers.
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