
DEAR LOVE
I Think you're the First and Last of my life but in fact, you know, lo will marry another guy Not wrong lo too but my fault is too sissy so a guy Sometimes God's scenario is full of mystery huh No one knows what will happen next Including our destiny I hope you are happy as what has become your life choices I here will always pray the best for you Lo must remain happy, he said, although not the same I Maybe a thousand words sorry will not be able to change your choice Or even return you to my side again I know it is impossible
I'll Go But you have to promise first Promise will continue to be happy until whenever Bener said Lo. One day, when we talk on the road we will only focus on what is our priority, there will be no debate any more later. And at the time it happened, You must be really happy with him Through this letter I want to Pamitan lo I hope you will always want the same I Regardless of bad memories about us, I just want your good memories, you should know, I can only hope for your happiness But will never be able to see you happy with other guys in front of me I Think we will forever Sampe Have children Where ntar we will be confused make sure his name and will be scramble to keep it But in fact it's just a wish I was Anytime you change My mind will still be so I'm always waiting for you
For whatever it is But Again if you are happy for what is your life choice I will continue to support it
Now I've started to learn sincerely I'm bad for you, can only make you cry and unhappy So hopefully with the presence of who ngggenatiin My position in your heart
You can be happy forever
Thank you for being the most important part of my life, Good bye Mika Aurora Atmadja
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Arga folded the letter in her hands as neatly as possible and then put it in the envelope she had prepared. Not long ago there was a sound of her bedroom door being knocked.
“ Arga Mama can enter,”
“Log in Ma, unlocked.”
Emi went into her son's room. Then observe the state of the room is a little random scramble because it is Packing for his departure tomorrow Emi then choose to sit next to Arga and wipe his shoulders Full of affection.
" You Don't Have to Go, Honey.”
Arga forced a smile. “Nnothing Ma. I'm actually there running Papa.” branch office
Emi smiled Gently. “ Arga Mama know Your Feelings.”
“Ma, I can ask for help,”
“Ask what please,”
Arga thrust the envelope containing the letter that had been held before his mother. “Please give this to Mika. Must be in Mika's hands yes, Ma,” he said Hopefully.
Emi exhaled her breath.
" You sure will not come to his wedding later at 10,” Arga nodded steadily.
" Convinced, Ma. It's gonna be like that plane I'm taking off, anyway,"
" You deserve to be happy too, dear. Mama hope there you will find someone who can heal the wounds in your heart.”
" For sure, Ma.” Emi let go of her hug.
“Under there is Boby same others tuh.” Arga then moved from his seat.
" Yes, I went down first.”
Emi smiled and nodded. That way Arga came out of the room and down the stairs.
“Woy, Bro,” said Surya while greeting Arga as well as others.
“So you go to Russia," asked Boby when Arga was sitting down.
Arga nodded. “Be.”
“Ya already, arentar we anter lo to the airport, if you know it will be our last Farewell,” chirped Surya.
“Yee .. if you talk bismilah first napa,” as well as Ridwan while pounding the head of Surya with peanut skin.
“I mean no one knows if it turns out Arga will stay there forever,” reply Surya.
“Say donggg,” chirps Boby
" What time do you take off,” ask.
“Jam 10 an.”
“Lo sure will not come to Mika's wedding first, Arga,” asked Ridwan who was immediately followed by Boby's stomach.
“Awww Anjir pain,” Ridwan complained because Boby elbowed him not Use the heart.
“Nnothing else and everything is also done kok,” said Arga
" I'll Never Come.”
“Why ? As if you can say goodbye before you go,” said Surya.
“Tuh,” timpal Ridwan.
“Everything is not that simple. There is no guarantee if I come, I will not take him away,” reply Arga while chuckling.
While the three friends were looking at him full of pity. They knew Arga was covering up his grief.
“Yes, it's all up to you. Which you Choose means it is the best choice lo,” said Boby.
" inget, girls are not just one, now the comparison of 1 guy can be 3 girls, Bro. The world is vast,” he continued.
“Btw you are ready,”
Arga nodded. “Udah.”
“Lo to leave at what time,”
“Most about half 10 an.”
“Means another half hour.”
Arga nodded.
“Gue asked once again, Arga. You sure will not come to the wedding Mika,” asked Ridwan seriously.
Arga did not answer him but he only commented on a small smile on his face. In the depths of his heart, he desperately wanted to see Mika for the last time. But he realized, if he followed
His heart said it would be the same to reopen his wounds that had not dried up.
...•••••...
The closer the step is to the airport, the more not because of his feelings. His heart told him to stay but his mind told him to go.
All the family members drove him to the airport as Pula was a friend of his.
“Busy whatever later, do not forget to make Home yes, Honey,” Emi said while hugging Arga Full of affection.
Arga rubbed his mother's Back Plan.
“lya, Ma.”
“Mama really want you to stay here baby. But if this is your best choice, Mama is okay. Importantly, you can be happy,” said Emi powerless to hold back her tears.
“I'll be home. As often as Mama wants,” said Arga calming.
Once Satisfied, Emi let go of her Hugs and let Arga hug the others. After hugging Papa and her oma, Arga approached her friend.
“Thanks has done here.”
“Known,” timpal Surya who joined embrace his arm At Arga
“Don't forget Lo's home, Bro. Comfortable gymnastics country people, more comfortable again own country,” said Ridwan patted Arga's shoulder
“Later Pas lo Go home I want to see lo gandeng new girl,” chirped Boby after releasing his embrace.
Arga nodded and gave his thumb.
“Pasti.”
“If Mika can be happy with her man who now you also have to be happy. No girl, your world won't doomsday.”
Arga nodded his head.
“Gue will inget.”
“Yes, I'm Leaving. My plane takes off in 10 minutes. I Go home you must already On marriage,” said Arga while chuckling while the three immediately gave his two thumbs.
Then Arga said goodbye once more to his family before actually leaving in front of everyone.
Arga closed his eyes, trying to keep all the good and bad memories in his deepest memories.He wanted to start everything in a new atmosphere, a new environment, and a new self.
But in fact, the more he closed his eyes the more clear his memory of Mika, about how the girl can make him fall in love as deeply as possible, about how the girl is the one who got her in the weakest spot and about how she could hurt Mika.
Arga opened both of his eyes. Unexpectedly, tears were already in his eyes. Hunt, he wiped his tears. “Banci,” murmured and then chuckled.
But not better, but his chest was also throbbing pain. He really can't forget everything. Arga walked gontai down the airport to the plane he will ride.
Let it go, let it all go. Five years to come, everything will be fine again, right ? But the next 5 years, could Mika also have been happy with her life ? What five years into the future Mika already has a child Upon her own Mind, Arga again holds her chest that throbbed in pain. There was envy in his mind. Imagining Mika having children with other guys alone has made her very sick, let alone it happens in front of her eyes.
If only time could be repeated, Arga swore he would not be this cowardly. Where else can he get a girl like Mika ? Or the big question when ? When will he find such a figure again in his life?
Arga is sick, very sick. But does Mika know ? Does he feel it too or is he happy because soon he will officially belong to someone else ?
...••••...
“Aw,” ringisnya holding his head hit by throwing something.
Arga turned around the man who threw his head with an empty bottle on the left side of his leg. To the right does not look suspicious, nor does the left. Then he turned around. Then the Arga View focused on one point. Arga couldn't believe what he was seeing. It was as if time had stopped, so did the activity around him. The focus is only on the object that is now in front of him. The object walked slowly towards Arga and then stroked the Arga Hair Plan. But somehow Arga avoids.
“Ngerasa de javu Ngak,” asked Mika with keringan ignorant.
Arga was still unable to make a sound, as if his voice had suddenly disappeared. Even what came out was only a simple speech that even Arga did not know what came out of his mouth.
“Lo .. by bis—”
“Lo Won't say goodbye to me,” asked Mika with an injured look.
Arga smiled wryly, he Thought Mika changed her mind.
" Lo know who I'm going to go from,”
“Someone who told you. Why do you Go,”
“Gue will continue Papa Company,” replied Arga sekhenya although the reason to Go is because the girl who is now standing in front of him.
Mika nodded Understand. “Ya Udah, may you be happy there,” said Mika In the end.
Arga nodded. “Definitely. You should also be happy here.”
Mika nodded her head. That way Arga resumed his steps after giving goodbye to Mika. But only five steps he stepped his legs, suddenly there was an arm that wrapped around his stomach.
“Gue Not to be married to Reno,” said Mika short, Solid, and clear.
Arga turned around then looked at Mika with a puzzled look.
“Why,”
“Lo still ask why when I nyusulin lo Pas my wedding day ? Lo bego," asked Mika annoyed.
Arga was silent.
“Gue love lo, Arga As hard as any effort I make lupain lo, as often as it also lo appear in my head. I can't live without you I love you, Arga,” Mika replied loudly.
The corner of Arga's lips gradually lifted upwards forming a wide smile.
“Gue No dream, right,”
Mika slaps Arga
“Kok I slapped,”
“Lo Dream nothing, Arga.”
Arga hugged Mika so tightly, channeling all her longing all along. “Gue also love you, really. Because it feels like I can die without lo in my life,” said Arga was happy.
“If you love me, you should come to my wedding and take me away,” said Mika. “But you're not as gentle as that.”
“Gue is weak. And you made me that weak.”
“Promise Won't be a sissy again,”
Arga nodded. “Gue Love equals lo. You should know, I Love died the same lo,” muttered Arga indistinctly in Mika's ear.
“Thank you, thanks for giving me a second chance. Thanks though. You should know, if you're not my nyusulin. I may not know how to live anymore. Thanks,” murmured more and more unclear.
Mika stroked Arga's back gently. Then let go of the guy's hug. But the next second he turned to not believe.
“ Arga lo cry,"
Arga chuckled as he wiped away his tears, not even realizing when the tears were coming.
" Since you left, I've become more and more sissy.”
Mika smiled widely. “Cieee Love dies here with me,” led Mika while chuckling Slowly. Want to not want Arga follow me chuckles Slowly.
Suddenly Arga cupped both of Mika's Cheeks using both hands.
“ l love you,” he said without you making a sound, but Mika was very clearly able to interpret it.
Slowly but surely, Arga brought her head closer to Mika and her gaze focused on the lips of the girl before her. Mika closed her eyes when she felt a breath that was getting closer and closer.
“Ehemm ...”
The two were far apart so surprised and stood up equally misbehaved. How not in front of him already stood a father officer who just reprimanded the two who will do the right thing ?
“Young people today are already over the limit. My amazement,” he then passed from before both.
Neither Mika nor Arga chuckled. Again Arga hugged Mika suddenly so that made Mika jumped in shock.
“I love you,” whispered Arga again right in Mika's ear.
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