
Pensive with blank stares, frenzied around could not be caught clearly by Agam. His mind was filled with endless commotion that made him lose his way. Even those dressed in black in uniform had passed from there, yet he remained firmly standing by the side of Bastian's tomb side by side with Sandra's tomb.
Not crying but his heart was painful. It was likely that his tears had dried up because he had previously cried constantly in silence. Bianca, who was always standing next to him, tried to dare to break Agam's daydream, he clasped Agam's hand and said, "Gam? come home, the sky is cloudy again will rain."
Agam turned his head with his own face shaking unwilling to go home. "I don't want to. I want to stay here and keep my parents here.."
"Sister? can't be gini. Brother has to be tough." Taking off his grip, Bianca's hand was stretched out to frame the cupping of Agam's jaw, she stared at the man's chaotic face intently. "Inget Sister, there is still me as your wife and there is Cantika who is your responsibility. You cannot be weak and you must be strong.."
Both hands Bianca moved to work tidying up the strands of Agam's hair that messed painstakingly, he painstakingly disgusted his feet. "Don't be discouraged, her husband Bia." persuaded him and landed repeatedly his palms on Agam's head like giving strength to a child. Agam's face dropped when pulled by Bianca and gave her a kiss long enough on Agam's forehead which received her spontaneously closed her eyes.
Warmly surrounded the feeling of Agam hearing a sentence of strength that was chanted by his wife with a soft and soft voice. So soothing. It is able to make the fragile soul of Agam who was once weak is now starting to rise, confident that in this world he is not alone. There is still Cantika especially Bianca, his wife. Two women are her priority for now.
"Ehm-" Deheman Alena broke the atmosphere between Agam and Bianca who both broke away awkwardly from being caught off guard by Alena and Rendra who had just arrived in the same area as them.
When they got information about the death of their best friend, Alena and Rendra immediately rushed to leave and finally they landed in Indonesia ten minutes ago without carrying any money-capitalized goods. There was no time for them to even pack.
"Mother? Daddy?" Bianca ran excitedly towards her parents who spread their arms to welcome Bianca who hugged them. The three of them hugged each other warmly treating the longing that nurtured for months.
"Neither Bun. but Brother Agam-" Bianca glanced at Agam who was still glued in place earlier, his legs heavy for his movement. "That's it.."
Alena stroked Bianca's hair enjoying the affection of her mother. After a long time finally he can get more affection from his mother even though Bianca is sure they will not be here long even tomorrow they will leave again.
Rendra steps toward Bastian's wet meal followed by Alena and Bianca and Bianca's parents crouch beside the mound. Leave Bianca and Agam standing watching those who put their hands together praying for the deceased. It didn't take long for them to finish praying and then stand up just Alena, for Rendra was still in that position and it seemed like she was in mourning.
"Bia? what are you guys up here?"
"Hmm we were with the group that brought the coffin, Bun.." Bianca hugged Agam's arm.
"Oh, are we going home together?"
Bianca glanced at Agam for an opinion and was greeted by a lethargic nod by Agam as a sign of agreeing with Alena's invitation.
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