
"Ezza knows? Mama went, left us. But Papa sure, Mama is rich because of emotions for a moment, she went only to temporarily arrange her heart, Ezza kangen same Mama? Same, Papa too." Agam invited baby Altezza who was in his carrier to talk to comfort him. His back is resting on the bed.
His heart was unsettled by endless restlessness. Agam wants to know how his beautiful wife, does she eat regularly there? Hopefully his condition is always okay.
"Papa wants to pick up Mama now but Papa's scared. Afraid, as likely as Mama will throw Papa with a map envelope and force Papa to sign the contents of a white paper with black ink decorate it most Papa can not imagine."
"Later if Mama has made peace with the situation, her mind has begun to clear, we pick up Mama together, huh? He's going home, isn't he Za? She must have come home with us both, she'd love us so much. There's no way that nelantarin both of us.."
Then he was struck by the fact that what made his wife leave was herself. Agam hugged Altezza with sobs that began to break. He roared while hugging his little son. "Hikss...Biaa..lik Bi. promise, I will not be selfish anymore.I will not be more concerned with work than you.. I'm not going to put anything else aside from you and prioritize you two.my little family.."
As if he understood the situation, Altezza grasped his index finger his father who was crying bitterly. In the next second, Altezza cried so that now the pair of Father and Son both sobbed bitterly. The room was only shrouded in an atmosphere of sadness. "Ezza told Mama he came home...Papa needs him Za.. Papa feels empty if there's no him.."
Agam's eyes are reddened, swollen and swollen. He raised a poignant look towards the door that was opened from the outside, presenting Bi Asri visited the spacious room. Somewhat doubt he raised his voice, seeing the chaotic condition of his master.
"Master, mending Master filled the stomach first, Mister only ate from morning, while now the night is very late. Young master, let Auntie take care of it while you eat."
Agam tightened his grip on the little boy, reluctant to let others take over the Altezza. He threw a soft slug. "Gak Bi's.. Ezza can't be out of my sight for a second, I have to watch him twenty-four hours, make sure he's always okay.."
His handsome face flooded with tears, displaying a full-blind expression. "Gam scared, Bi.. Agam was afraid that if Ezza got a little wound, Bia would take Ezza with her and they would leave me alone.."
"No Sir.. Auntie sure, Madam will not have the heart to leave you guys, she is only gone for a while, she will come back after she feels calmer. It would be nice, Sir take care of your health too, You must eat regularly, as well as Ezza. So that if the Madam returns, you are in good health. He'll be happy if so.."
Agam wiped away the trail of tear-filled veins that drenched his cheeks, "Is what Auntie said true? Don't-don't you say it like that just to comfort me.."
Bi Asri shook his head steadily. But if he can be frank, he does not know whether his Madam will come home or not. "God willing, Madam must come back if you want to change for the better."
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His spoon only used to stir the food that had been only wine since then, there was no even a mouthful that went into the mouth, a variety of luxurious and delicious dishes are served on the dining table. However, his gaze looked blank, as if it was all unable to make his appetite rise. Her appetite was completely gone this time.
"Yes, Bia..?" With a semblance of sumringah Instantly Agam turned aside at the usual place Bianca sat down to eat with him. Just a second later, his mimic just faded away. His aura was suddenly gloomy again.
Shoulders decreased. He forgot, if Bianca wasn't here. Agam's gaze wandered everywhere, "Bi..Bia, haven't come home yet..?" Shake bitter. He misses hard, but just this afternoon his wife left home.
It feels crowded if he's not here. Like something weird..Make the house as big and grand as this, if it feels empty, bland, empty...
Bi Asri also pity to see the condition of his master this one, looks very bad, but there is not until one day he separated from his wife, can you imagine how it would be if his wife turned out not to return? This master might be crazy.
"Patient master, restoring the heart is not an easy matter, sir. It seems like Madam is very hurt with all the treatment, sir.. "
"Earlier in the morning, the Lady took pains to make breakfast to prepare Mr. for breakfast, but the Lord instead crossed the dining hall for the reason that there was a meeting, ignoring all his efforts."
"The lady said no papa. But-we're the servants who are real witnesses to how the image of his wounded face. He was very disappointed with sir.. Moreover, on the night that Mr. was angry because of Ezza's problem, he had just fallen down the stairs.."
"If to be honest, if Bibi had been in the position of mistress, Aunty would not be able to hold it, Aunty would have left Husband who scratched the wound, both physically and heartily.. maybe even will not be willing to go home if it has been treated so..."
"So..Auntie hope, with Madam gone, you can introspect yourself.."
Bi Asri's long description makes Agam increasingly haunted by guilt. Just because based on sheer anger, unknowingly, he had inflicted quite a great wound on his beloved Wife. Naturally, Bianca left him.
Agam put a spoon of plates roughly, he scooped his face riled before finally shifting the chair so he could move. Bi Asri glanced at the plate whose contents were still intact had not been touched at all.
"Why isn't the dish eaten, sir?" If so, Bi Asri also worried. The employer will starve to death if he does not eat.
"No appetite..."
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