The Love that is Haram

The Love that is Haram
Disappointment



Kenzo is still sculpting. Unbelieving what he had just heard, his heart was completely shattered by the reality he had to accept. Until Nasywa and Edward almost disappeared behind the door, Kenzo just gasped and ran after him.


"You can't do this to me Nasywa!" his screeches.


"Lenzo..." Tania chased after Kenzo and held his hand. Seeing the departure of Nasywa and Edward who did not look at him.


With his heart broken to pieces, Kenzo threw himself to the ground kneeling by the road lamenting his fate. Likewise with Tania who felt pity rubbed Kenzo's shoulder and made Kenzo's head lean on his shoulder.


"Patience Ken... It'll all pass..."


Edward who had reached the apartment leaned his body on the sofa of the living room waiting for Nasywa to fetch water to compress the wound. Not only water, Nasywa also brought a medicine box to bandage his wounds that were still bleeding.


Sitting next to Edward, Nasywa began compressing Edward's bruised face from the blow Kenzo was throwing.


The distance was so close that Edward continued to stare fixed Nasywa who focus on compressing him, Even so close Edward can feel the warmth of his breath.


"Arghhh shit." Edward's inner self felt the writh of his junior.


"Am I too tight?"


"Well!" nasywa's question blew away Edward's dream that was drifting far away.


"You seem to close your eyes holding something back, am I pressing too hard and causing you pain?"


"E... It's not like that Nasywa, I just... Just.... E... Yeah, my body hurts all."


"I'm sorry Edward, this is all because of Me, if you don't help me..."


"If I don't help you, where are you going, Hmmm?"


Nasywa stared at Edward.


"Have Nasywa, I'm not papa, you don't feel guilty like that." Edward rubbed the cheek of Nasywa who bowed down sadly until the two looked back at each other.


Because of that gaze, Again Edward was made awkward, especially he remembered when Nasywa said love to him in front of Kenzo and Tania.


"Nasywa, about what you said at the resto...?"


"E... I'm sorry Edward, I said that so Ken wouldn't expect me anymore."


Edward, who had previously hoped that what Nasywa said was the truth, smiled bitterly at Nasywa's confession.


"It's okay, I get it."


After that, the two returned to their rooms. Look at what just happened. Not only were Nasywa and Edward sad, but Edward suffered much more than them.


Since returning home from the restaurant, Kenzo just sat on the floor with his head resting on his bed. Remembering the beautiful moments of his togetherness with Nasywa. Until tonight his heart was broken.


I don't think the sun is starting to show its light. Kenzo who was still in the same position blinked his eyes because of the sunlight that barged in. His body felt weak, his head felt so heavy recalling what happened last night.


"Like Edward loved me, I loved him too" the words came back to his ears. As if his strength recovered Kenzo immediately got up and grabbed his car keys.


He rushed out of the room past his parents who were at the dining table.


"Ken... Where are you going this early?"


Not answering his questions. Kenzo left his apartment. He who still did not accept Nasywa's decision rushed to Edward's apartment.


•••


Herman, who was curious about the number that always contacted him but always died when he picked it up, began to feel suspicious if it was Nasywa's number, With that he tried to dial the number and give it to Hasna.


"Speak.." said Herman proffering his cell phone.


"Who?"


"You'll find out after you talk to her."


Curiously. Hasna put the flat object in her ear and greeted especially after knowing her call was lifted.


"Call..."


Long enough Hasna waited for an answer until the soft voice she had longed for answered her greeting.


"Momuu..."


"Huh, Nasywa?!" Hasna was so happy, as if she could not believe that the one on the other end of the phone was her daughter who had disappeared.


While Herman who knew if it was Nasywa smiled happily. His brain began to think about the next step to make his stepson go home without revealing what he had tried to do to Nasywa.


Seriate....