The Love that is Haram

The Love that is Haram
Disillusioned



Nasywa was still silent to the words of Sekar who wanted to match Kenzo with other women. Her memories returned the first time they met, knitting love and arranging dreams so beautifully. Until in the end they have to accept the fact if they are relatives. When Tedak stops there, Nasywa remembers the mistake of one night he made with Kenzo.


"Yourself..."


"Well! Yes Aunt..."


"I'm sorry Auntie, Not that Aunt is selfish and doesn't understand your feelings, but as a parent, Sure Auntie wants the best for Kenzo."


"Nasywa understands Aunt, Other parents if they are in the Aunty position will certainly do the same." As hard as he was, Nasywa held back her tears so as not to wet her cheeks.


"So Nasywa isn't angry with Auntie?" with a sad and heartfelt face Sekar clasped Nasywa's hand. Hoping that Nasywa could do something that could get Kenzo to approve of the marriage he wanted.


"No Auntie, don't worry, Nasywa will do what Auntie wants."


"Thank you, thank you, you're a really good kid." Sekar hugged Nasywa and rubbed his back shortly after, Sekar broke his embrace and looked at Nasywa.


"Tante also prayed for you, May you also soon get a better soul mate than Kenzo, Hmm?" while holding Nasywa's chin, Sekar tried to comfort Nasywa who was bowed sadly.


"Aamiin' Aunt."


•••


Her night. She deliberately invited her husband into the room early. Hoping Nasywa takes the opportunity to talk to Kenzo and persuade him to accept his betrothal.


And as Sekar expected, Nasywa who saw Kenzo just drove Edward to the door, immediately approached him.


"Nasywa, what's up, why do you look tense?"


"I want to talk to you."


"About?"


Nasywa walked to the balcony of her room and was followed by Kenzo behind her.


By arranging his heart and feelings so as not to cry when talking to Kenzo, Nasywa took a deep breath and threw it away slowly.


"Nashimu...?"


"Well! Yeah..."


"Are you okay?"


"Yes, I'm not papa, E... Ken, can I ask you something?"


"Whatever Nasywa, Say."


"I want to work."


"Working?"


Nasywa nodded her head. He wanted to before talking about Kenzo's matchmaking, find an excuse not to go straight to the main topic that would make Kenzo angry.


"okay... I'll set it up, It's not a big deal, I can put you in my office, With it we'll be together often both at home and in the office." Kenzo smiled happily imagining he would spend more time with Nasywa.


"No Ken..."


"I don't want to work in your office."


"Why? What is the problem of alma? If you don't have to..."


"Not Ken..."


"Then?"


"I'd like to work somewhere else, so I don't rely too much on you. Anyways... It's not good either if we continue to live together like this?"


Hearing that Kenzo immediately fell silent and suspected Mamihnya had said something to Nasywa. Without saying anything else, Kenzo stepped away from Nasywa.


"Ken... Where you going?" nasywa asked with Kenzo's hand blocked.


"Mamih must have said something to you, right?"


"Mamihs? No. gabe... Haven't we been married since I said I wanted to work?"


"Then why don't you want to work in my office, don't you want to stay with me?"


Nasywa. He is not at all good at lying so even this small thing has no reason.


"You quiet? It's obvious, you're saying this must have something to do with Mamih." Kenzo put away Nasywa's hand and again wanted to hit her Mamih right then and there. But again Nasywa stopped his steps.


"This has nothing to do with your Mamih Ken, I really want to be independent, I feel bored doing nothing at home."


"If that's the only reason you won't refuse to work in my office Nasywa!"


Nasywa inched backwards hearing Kenzo's rising voice.


"You're not good at lying, I'm sure you're doing this because Mamih, now tell me, What else did Mamih tell you besides asking you to stay away from me, Did Mamih also say I'd marry another woman?!"


Nasywa who kept her head down nodded very slowly.


"Hegh! I guessed it!"


Again Kenzo wanted to leave Nasywa's room to see his mother. And for the third time Nasywa again stopped him.


"Ken... Don't say anything to your mamih, what she says is true, You should get married. You can't keep going like this, right?"


"What do you mean?"


"Ken... Forever we won't be able to get married, so there's no way we can continue together without a clear bond."


"Then what about that night?" Kenzo begins to tear up in memory of the most beautiful sin they have ever committed.


"It was just a mistake, a sin we shouldn't have committed, Forget it and marry off with your parents' choice."


"It's easy to say it's Nasywa!" hardik Kenzo to make Nasywa gasp in fear. Angrily Kenzo grabbed Nasywa's arms and pushed them against the wall.


Nasywa increasingly had trouble swallowing her saliva seeing Kenzo's reddened eyes and hardened jaw. It was obviously a disappointment in his heart to hear what Nasywa had said.


Seriate...