The Love that is Haram

Nasywa's Decree

Kenzo regretted going to the bathroom. He slammed the door hard. Then he looked at his face in the mirror and immediately punched the mirror.

A...!!!

The sound of shards was heard to come out and made Nasywa raise her head staring at the closed bathroom door.

While in the bathroom, with blood running down the back of his hand, Ken was sitting under the sink. He was really disgusted with himself for not being able to resist his desire to hurt the woman he loved so much.

"You're disgusting Ken... You're disgusting." said Ken to himself.

"Now how can I stare at Nasywa.." An overwhelming regret raged in Ken's heart. Because of his momentary lust he had to lose face in the presence of the woman he so loved.

•••

Morning Day 🌻

Ken opened his eyes and realized he was asleep in the bathroom. With his body feeling weak, Ken got up and turned on the air shower to flutter his body. After that with a tense feeling he came out of the bathroom and looked up at the bed looking for Nasywa's whereabouts. But the more he approached the bed, Kenzo did not find Nasywa there. Still unable to believe what he saw, Kenzo uncovers the blanket and sees only a bolster pillow underneath. Kenzo panicked and ran out. But only arriving at the door he immediately stopped his steps because it almost collided with Nasywa who had just come from the opposite direction.

"Nashiva... Where are you from this early in the morning, I'm worried about you?"

"I want to go home now" Nasywa said without answering questions from Kenzo.

"Yes, we're going home today, but we're having breakfast?"

"I'm not hungry." while packing up Nasywa's belongings behaved so coldly and kept her head down.

Ken felt his heart ache so much to see Nasywa unwilling to look at him. But he kept trying to calm down and persuaded Nasywa gently.

"How come you're not hungry, since the afternoon you haven't eaten?"

"My sense of wanting to go home is greater than my hunger."

Kenzo took a rough breath. How could he not feel hungry while the last time they ate at lunch yesterday.

"Ken..."

"Well!"

"Didn't you hear me?"

"Do you want to force me again?"

Hearing the word 'Again' Ken blinked his eyes considering how he had almost forced his passion.

"Nasywa, I'm sorry I didn't mean... E... I was so panicked... And I...." Kenzo stammered saying things that he himself felt very sorry for his actions.

"Here you go, let's go home."

By necessity. Kenzo obeyed Nasywa's will without being able to force her to have breakfast first.

They left the beautiful island with a riled up feeling in each other's hearts. The holiday that should be happy for both turned into sadness.

Along the way Nasywa just silently stared out the window. In fact, he had to hold his tension when the plane took off and refused the helping hand of Kenzo who wanted to calm him down.

Not only that, Nasywa did not say a word even though Kenzo several times invited him to speak.

He was not completely angry with Kenzo. But he also cursed himself for enjoying the touch they were not supposed to do.

The plane landed in his hometown. There was not a word broken from Nasywa's lips.

With patience Kenzo still treated Nasywa well and let Nasywa into the car for the next trip. But unexpectedly, Nasywa firmly rejected his invitation.

"No Ken, it's enough to get here."

Ken was stunned to hear what Nasywa said.

"Are you that angry with me until I want to drive you home you don't want to?"

"No, it's not that Ken, I mean just up here on our relationship, make this meeting our last meeting, we can't keep together like this Ken, Ken, It'll only torment her feelings."

Kenzo immediately heard what Nasywa said.

Kenzo couldn't believe what he had just heard.

Seriate...

📌 Tetep Up despite loneliness 😌