The Love of Ordinary Men

Altitude phobia

This afternoon according to his promise to Ralin, Raksa will take him out. Actually Raksa has never dated, so he was a little confused how to please his partner. Ralin was the first woman to be his lover. Not his first love.

Just now Raksa wanted to pick up Ralin, the woman had already come to his workplace. Ralin took his car. The woman looked beautiful in a more closed suit than usual. Jeans boyfriend with oversized hoodie that looks fashionable in his slender body. His appearance was more natural than usual. Ralin was not himself.

Throwing the car keys to Raksa, Ralin wanted Raksa to take them. The woman chuckled realizing that Raksa's gaze was inexhaustible paying attention to her appearance.

"You can drive a car, right?" The mercury nodded small.

In the past, Raksa had been a driver of delivery of goods in the market. At that time he was still in school, but he was required to be able to work for his living expenses.

His hard life forced him to do everything. Raksa is not a spoiled man who only relies on the help of others. Typical hardworking and unyielding men.

In the car, Ralin continued to pay attention to the appearance of Raksa. The man is so simple and what he is. Black short shirt with jeans alone is able to make it look many times more handsome.

"You're not your usual, Ra. Your appearance, much more relaxed" Raksa said opening the conversation.

"Do you not like it?" ralin asked to test it.

"I prefer you like this, simple and more closed. Be yourself, Ra, when you're with me. I'd rather you be honest than have to lie, no matter how small it is" Raksa smiled, her hand rubbing Ralin's head gently. Ralin was like a comfortable kitten petted by his owner.

Ralin nodded, his heart warmed to Raksa's words. The man supports whatever his choice is. Raksa looked so sincere, it was not wrong of him to love the man. Mercury and his thoughts, Ralin likes.

"Said Andre, there's a night market nearby. What if we go there?" tanya Raksa was hesitant. To be honest Raksa did not believe himself to take Ralin to the outskirts. Raksa thought, Ralin was used to living with a lot of money, the woman must have more frequent dinners in fancy restaurants or shopping dimall. Just like any other rich man.

"Don't think weird, deh, Sa. I'm not the one who is concerned about social status" said Ralin as if he could read Raksa's mind. Ralin knew the man was not confident in what he had, but Ralin did not care, for him the material was no more important than the attention the man gave.

Raksa nodded in agreement, his fear was not fundamental, because in fact, Ralin did not mind the differences in their social status. Ralin was relieved to hear it, even so he would work even harder to make the woman happy. Basically a man will be a head of the family, it has become a duty of a man to be able to support his wife in a born or inward way.

The night market was so crowded. Ralin knew in this place his privacy was safe, but still he had to be on guard as Andini said. Ralin did not want his privacy exposed. The woman was wearing her mask, covering part of her face.

The Raksa who saw that scrunched his forehead was confused. Ralin didn't want to be seen. The raksa knows that.

"We're not papa here? or maybe we'll find someplace more private?" asked Raksa worried, the man was worried if this even had a bad impact on the woman's career.

Ralin refused, he did not want to waste time. Like this is better. After all, in a place like this it was quite impossible for people to recognize him. The lights around also look dim with a slightly dim light. So Ralin shouldn't have to worry.

"I'm sorry, Sa. I make you uncomfortable like this" Ralin hugged her, the woman felt guilty. After all, how else, it is a risk of working as a model that is known to many people.

Raksa nodded, his hand clasping onto Ralin's hand, telling the woman to be calmer. Raksa does not matter if their relationship can not be expressed openly. Raksa understands if the relationship must hide. It's all for the sake of her career. Raksa will always support the best for the woman.

From behind her mask, Ralin smiled, many times the woman laughed. Even a small thing, if it's with Raksa, it will feel very pleasant. Ralin was grateful for that.

"We're riding a yuk!" take Ralin to Raksa who is still paying attention to his surroundings.

Mercury was silent, the man stared in horror at the height of the vehicle that Ralin had just mentioned. The monster is afraid of heights. From a small man never dared to ride the vehicle.

Raksa shook his head to reject Ralin's invitation.

"I'm scared, Ra. Horrified his shadow" he said shuddering in horror.

"You cemen ah, body aja kayak securiti, but guts hellokitty" joked.

Raksa did not accept the words of Ralin. The man agreed to his invitation. Raksa did not know that in fact Ralin deliberately pumped it in order to accept his invitation. Raksa should know, being above that height feels good. As if some of the burden in our lives can be reduced by enjoying the scenery around from above.

Do you know what makes you doubt yourself in some way?

Yes, your own fear of what you think. The fear must be in every human being. How we try to handle it. Don't be a coward who's afraid of failure before trying. Everything must be in process.

Because basically you have to be banged, banged and banged first before you will finally form by yourself.

From up there Ralin saw how Raksa convinced himself. The man's body trembled, cold sweat began to seep from his forehead.

With Raksa's hand held strong, Ralin tried to convince the man to believe him. Raksa still did not dare to open his eyes. Until finally, a brief kiss Ralin gave to the two eyelids of the man.

"Believe it, Sa. It's really beautiful"

Slowly but surely, Raksa tried to open his eyes. His grip in Ralin's hand felt stronger. Actually it hurt the back of the woman's hand a little, but Ralin cursed her. Raksa was scared and Ralin just needed to calm him down.

Circulation of Raksa's view to the right side and left side. Looks sparkling urban buildings with lights that illuminate it. True, said Ralin, this is very fun.

From up there, Raksa can see a lot of things. It turned out that his fear had been unlike anything he had imagined.

Tonight with his first woman, Raksa managed to eliminate one of his fears. In the future, Raksa hopes one by one his fears will disappear.

And all because of Ralinka.

The first and last woman, after her mother who will be forced to fight.