
It has been two days that Raksa has not met Ralin since the ridiculous terms that Ralin proposed yesterday. It felt like Raksa's self-esteem was bought by him. Just because of work, Ralin could pay for his feelings with money. Hearts are not easy for the Raksa.
In the past, Raksa had been betrayed, until now Raksa had not wanted to open his heart. The focus is only on working. Raksa always busies himself with work. For him the way to forget the pain is to work, because the more busy he is, the more there will be no time to think about his mass.
These two days, Raksa thought hard. Should he start to open his heart again? or is this just a job? after all, Ralin was a good woman, only sometimes there were many bad traits that Raksa did not like.
There is no harm in starting everything from scratch. This is also for his career. The Raksa wants to be progressive.
Raksa set his breath several times, the man decided to agree to the terms put forward by Ralin. Trying to open his heart again.
Later after work, Raksa will stop by Ralin's house to talk about the job again. Raksa will also apologize for yesterday being upset and being disrespectful to the woman.
Raksa went back to his desk to make his last order of milk coffee. Today I went home earlier than usual, as some of the menus were gone. The high number of visitors since noon, enough to make other workers also a little overwhelmed, even so they are happy because the faster they sell, the faster they go home.
Before the magrib, Raksa rushed to Ralin's house. But when he got there, Mr. Khamim said, Ralin had not come home, but Raksa tried to wait for the woman to come home.
Mr. Khamim invited him to play carom while waiting for his employer to come home. Actually Mr. Khamim is a person who is fun when taught to chat or make friends. It's just that their age difference even looks like a father and his son.
Soluble in playing carom with Raksa, Mr. Khamim was surprised when he heard the sound of car horns are so noisy behind the gate. Mr. Khamim only realized that the one who came was his employer. The middle-aged man cursed himself imagining Ralin's anger after this.
Ralin was not a person who easily tolerated one's faults. The woman was so firm and firm in her stance. Even so, the woman still kept her manners towards people older than her.
The car was forced into a beautiful garage, Raksa knew Ralin had seen it earlier, but why did the woman ignore its existence?, was the woman still angry at him?.
Before Ralin actually entered and locked the door of his house, Raksa pulled his hand. Restrain him from talking for a while, and after that Raksa will go home if he is expelled.
"Ra, I wanted to talk about yesterday's problems" she asked, looking into Ralin's eyes begging. Raksa knows, Ralin is not a girl who easily collapsed. The woman was quite stubborn with her own thoughts.
"What's? You left me yesterday" he said calmly, but sounded so cold in Raksa's ear. Ralin did not like the attitude of Raksa who easily left Ralin yesterday, without a word, at that time.
"I'm sorry about that"
"I don't like your attitude of running away from problems, you know, you're nothing more than a coward yesterday" said Ralin who was so cold. Every word may be easy to offend others.
"Yes, sorry" Raksa regretted.
"I don't need your apologies, I just need answers" he crossed his arms, challenging the man in front of him.
The queen looked at him in silence. The man set his breath. He should be calm and behave as well as possible. Raksa does not want any emotion in solving this problem.
"Honestly, I feel humbled by the terms you proposed yesterday. You're like buying my pride, Ra. Maybe I'll agree if the other terms you apply, but for the heart, I don't think it's to be played with" Raksa explained about his thoughts these days. It is so disturbing concentration of mercury when working.
Ralin was still listening to him. The woman still did not want to open her voice. Even so, Ralin did not intend to play with Raksa's feelings on the basis of work.
"I've been closing my heart for a long time, but maybe it's time to heal from old wounds. I'll try it with you, Ra" he continued, who was still heard by Ralin.
"I don't need to be pitied, Ra" the look of dislike was clearly visible on Raksa's face.
"I don't pity you!. I love you, Raksa. Seeing you humbled, made me angry. That day I was pissed off, seeing you shut up didn't fight back"
"After that day, I thought of you often. I love your passion for work, reminding me of my struggles early in my career. I don't care about your background. As long as you can make me happy, that's enough for me"
"I believe you're a good man, Raksa. You are not rude, you want to give in, you are a polite and considerate man, your heart is so sincere. Simplicity makes you look perfect in my eyes. I'm sure, I love you, Raksa"
Ralin let out a long sigh, it felt so relieving after a few days of covering up his own feelings.
"I agree with the terms you proposed" replied Raksa decided. The man was touched by the woman's confession before him. The police believe the woman was telling the truth.
"I agree we're dating, and I'll try to love you as much as I can, Ra" she continued.
Ralin looked for the lie in the eyes of Raksa, but nil, Raksa said honestly. This made Ralin hide his pleasure. Ralin doesn't want big head Raksa. Ralin wanted Raksa to regret ignoring him yesterday. Not meeting the man for two days made him so angry.
Ralin did not even focus on working because he was busy thinking about the man. Ralin wants Raksa to take the place of his two miserable days as the man avoids him.
"Proof then"
"I want to go both ways tomorrow" he continued.
Raksa nodded. The woman will be upset if her will is not met. Raksa will try to please the woman who is now her lover.
Mercury was silent as Ralin hugged her so tightly, the woman looked petite in his arms. Raksa was still silent when Ralin kissed his chest, the woman sniffed sniffing from there. Makes Raksa a little amused with the attitude of Ralin who is so aggressive and childish.
"Why are you, Ra, you're sniffing that?" ask Raksa with a laugh that he didn't make.
"I like your smell" Ralin said honestly.
"Do I smell? The feeling of having a bath before here" Raksa sniffed his own shirt, ascertaining whether he really smelled, as Ralin said.
Ralin smiled faintly realizing that Raksa had misinterpreted the smelly word he had just uttered.
"I love your fragrance, hug me, Sa!" and Raksa obeyed him, the man hugged him. His heart beat so fast. Even so, Ralin did not find the same thing in Raksa. Only he felt it, but Raksa did not. Ralin tells her, Raksa just needs time to love her someday. And Ralin will wait until then.
"Kiss me, Sa!" ralin said as he pleased.
Raksa glared at her, the man never gave her a kiss, making Ralin pout and snatch the kiss, directly from the lips of Raksa.
If not given, Ralin can take it himself, right?. What Ralin wants, he will get. From the beginning it was the principle of Ralin.