The Love of Doctor

Erik's Chaos

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ERIK POV

I did not understand what destiny I was going through at this time, that day I was carried away by my depraved impulse, no matter what I drank, making my nafs higher, I was, don't know why when I look into Riza's eyes as if I can see Lala's shadow there, it's wrong I still know and I also realize that, yet she kept teasing me about giving her soft kisses and I was tempted to accept them even returning the kisses. He served my lust as if he understood what I wanted right now. I was getting more and more dissolved in the passion and touch he gave me, he also received my touch, enjoyed it until he had also undressed himself. I was lulled in the hot kisses she had given me, making my blood flow hotter, the courage from which I wanted to do more undergarments, the more I pulled up, but the thing that was thrown in my face made me realize from my piercing, ring !Lala threw the engagement ring I gave her to my face, she's here, looking at my error, I'm shocked to not believe I could hold her back so she wouldn't leave. I wanted to explain to her that this was not what she saw, I just stayed silent as she refused to hear my explanation, she left, the person I love so much left.

I mourn my stupidity which has tempted my own assistant.

" Satisfied you are now, you see yourself! " i said to Riza who was wearing her clothes back.

" What I can do, I'm a victim here because you can't control your lust, brother, I'm more entitled to you brother because I'm pregnant with your child, did you forget what you did to me, did I need to explain it again" Riza told me.

" Remember yes! I never remembered I'd fucked you, "I yelled at him.

" I'll prove that he's not my son, "my words made him bow deep.

I went to leave Riza alone in my room walking downstairs chasing Lala, but all I saw was that she had left in a taxi, I immediately headed to the parking lot to pick up the car, but unfortunately my car tire was flat, " jerk... "my curse that can not withstand the emotions, I immediately told people to change the tires of my car that deflated, after thirty minutes finally my car was ready, I was ready, soon I drove my car to Lala's house, again and again I was stuck in the capital's traffic jam,

" Oh my God, why is this I just want to explain to him why you're so hard" I said.

I contacted Lala, but she didn't return my messages, and my call was ignored by her.

After four hundred minutes I finally reached Lala's house, I immediately went down and entered her house, but she refused to meet me. sad, sad, it hurts when the person I love doesn't want to see even hear what I want to say, I went home to my apartment and I didn't want to go back to the hospital because I couldn't work when I was fucked up like this.

*****

I've been calling him for a week, texting him, but there's no answer from him, and as soon as my spirit comes back when today he returns my message, we'll meet later tonight at our Japanese restaurant.

Tonight she's so pretty with her red dress, natural make-up and back hair, really! I wanted to hug her channeling my longing to her, I grew sadder when she did not want me to call her sayank, I couldn't help but notice her response when I told her that I was going to marry Riza because she was pregnant, I could see the disappointment in her eyes, the eyes that used to be full of love, were now out of sight, the second time he left in front of me.

" O Allah, I love him to death I will still love him, make me come back to him God," I said softly staring at his departure.

I was still sitting contemplating the fate that I am experiencing at this time, why this could happen three years we were together and fine, but a month before the wedding why this should happen. I immediately left the restaurant and went home to my apartment, after I reached the apartment I immediately took a beer that was covered in cooling, I want to forget for a moment the problem I am experiencing at this time.

In the morning I woke up to the sound of the doorbell ringing, I was still staggering.

" Mama." I said as I looked at the middle-aged woman in front of me, she walked into my apartment and shook her head at the smell of cigarettes and alcohol in the apartment.

" What's wrong with you? " he asked to look at me.

I fell silent not answering his question, I threw my body back onto the sofa.

" Mama why are you here? " many

" It's been three weeks that you haven't come home, is it wrong for your mom to visit you? "

" Lala goes ma, " said I.

" He left me ma, because I impregnated Riza, "obviously I am with mama, mama immediately glared at me.

" Lack of you, Rik, did you ever teach that to you, why did you do that, "maki my mama.

" Don't ask that ma, Erik himself doesn't know, either" I said

" Stupid ! " shouted my mama.

" You're a doctor, which means you know you've done that to him, "I just shook my mother's accusation, too,

" Erik doesn't know, either" I said

" Where are your feelings Rik, three years with Ella, but you impregnate another woman, " said mama, I was silent to her words.

" Erik already knows who is sickest here, leave Erik alone first ma, " said I

my mother stood up and left me.

" Ma, Riza asked me to marry her and her plan for the next two weeks we will have our wedding, "clearly me to mama, mama was just silent while thinking about my words before mama left my apartment,

Why don't I remember the incident, I said softly while ruffling my hair.

FLASHBACKS

At that time I drove Riza home because it was too late to come home from practice so I could not bear to let her go home alone.

" Sister, stop by yuk first, "said Riza invite me into her contract.

" Well just a moment, "I said approving of his request.

" Drink first sister, this black coffee from the lampung shipment from the mother at home, "he said without hesitation I immediately drank it because I wanted to go home soon.

But the next morning, I woke up and found Riza crying beside me, I realized that I was only wearing my shorts.

" What's going on, "ask him

" Did brother Erik not remember last night? "said.

" You're a bad brother, "he continued, hitting me.

My eyes were fixed on the bed sheet, which was clearly printed with red stains there.

FLASHBACK OFF

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