The Love of Doctor

Let go

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ELLA POV

A week had passed after I finished my graduation and now I was officially a graduate of UI medicine. Even the best student title I got, this is my achievement for approximately four years. And I heard from my brother Damar that Erik and Riza will have their wedding one more week, precisely on Friday, I have to sincerely release Erik mas at least for the baby in the stomach of Riza, and I myself will go from Indonesia to continue my studies at Western University, Sydney, Australia.

The department I have decided, and I will take a child specialist, I do not want to take a gynecologist, I fear the shadow of Erik will always be in my memory. Maybe this is the path I have to take, my dream of becoming an obstetrician I have to get rid of. I am hurt, I want to be angry, but free everything has happened, the holy love I dreamed of is now gone with this heartache,

" Hufff..real three years njagain soul mate people, "my sigh when put clothes in the suitcase, besuk is the day of my departure to Sydney, father entrust a couple to keep me there. And brother Damar has prepared everything, including the house I will occupy. He wouldn't take me there, because I forbade him to remember these were the days of waiting for the birth of his first child.

" La, can I come in? " sashi said from the front door.

" Come in, when did you ask permission to come into my room, hum? " my words tease her.

" Are you really going to leave me La, I can't believe this, don't you want to see your niece born first" Sashi said, sitting on my bed.

" Don't make me change Shi's mind, "I said warning him, he only smiled faintly

" Dear, tell your mommy to let your aunty go, "I said crouching in front of Sashi while stroking Sashi's belly which looked distended.

" La, I'm afraid you'll be hurt there again" he said.

" Chey ! who would want to hurt me, my intention to go to college and forget these bitter memories, not to find a soul mate, " I explained to Sashi, so that he would not worry about me.

" Who knows if you will meet your soul mate there "said Sashi, "if you can be quite able to improve the offspring, "he continued to tease me.

" You are, yes, you have left my room, I want to continue my work first, " said I drove Sashi.

" Want to hug but can't, " he said.

" Here, "I stretched out my arms around her from the side, before long Damar's brother came into my room, interrupting my conversation with Sashi.

" Did you tell Erik that you were in Australia La? " ask Brother Damar who is already sitting next to Sashi.

" Why do I tell Kak, we have no more business, Kak, "my words explained to Kamar, he just nodded in understanding.

" Everything has been prepared by Brother's assistant, later you just reset it if you don't like it, " said brother Damar told me

" Remember yes, keep yourself there not to fall into the world of night, "said kak Damar at length to me.

" Yes Brother, "my answer is short.

" Mad, may I sleep with Lala tonight, "sashi said speaking to Damar's sister,

" Heh, who will hug Mas later if Mas is cold, " said Brother Damar.

" You know for yourself this baby G does not want to be silent if not petted by his papa, kasian you later, "he continued while stroking Sashi's stomach.

" Sweetie, there's Anna and Panji downstairs, "cut Dad down when he came into my room.

" Well, well, I'm going downstairs soon, "I'm going to the living room to meet them, leaving my brother Damar and Sashi in my room, I saw a girl about two years old.

" Hello Joy, "I said to Anna and Panji's son and immediately hugged and held him.

" Why here, we sit in the tv room yuk, it's the same aunty Sashi uncle Damar, "I told Joy who was so adorable with a hairband on her head.

I immediately took Anna and Panji to sit in front of the tv room, sitting down with a fur carpet pad, except for Sashi who was sitting on the sofa because he found it difficult to sit down, for a moment I could forget my sadness while I was with them, we were like sisters, comforting and reminding each other, the jokes and laughter of these two pairs of families could always make me laugh.

ENVIED. Surely it must be envious to see them happy, but I assure my heart, that it will not be long, I will surely feel it too.

After ten o'clock in the night Anna and Panji were allowed to go home because her son was fussy about going to bed.

I immediately went into the room to continue my unfinished work, because it was stopped at Sashi's arrival, until twelve o'clock at night I had just finished everything, tonight was the last night I spent the night here, I walked out of the room to the first floor, then approached the door of the room right beside the stairs, knocking on the door of my father's room.

" Well, can I sleep here? " ask after the door opens.

" Well, can you tell me about your meeting with Mommy until you finally get married to Mommy" I told you.

" Hehehe... said he wants to sleep? why should you also tell me about Mommy, "he said asking me, which made me confused to answer what, I fell silent until my father started talking.

" The story of Father and Mother is so beautiful, so beautiful Dad forgot, hehehe, " continued father while chuckling.

" Go to sleep, you must prepare the energy for your journey tomorrow. "advanced father, before long I slept beside my father with a hug roll.

The morning came, I woke up from my bed, I was beside me, it turned out that my father was not on my right side, immediately I came out of my father's room and went into my room to take a shower, immediately, because my father will take me to visit my mother's grave.

" Dear, let's have breakfast first, I'll miss the atmosphere of the morning like this, " said the father when he saw me coming down the stairs, I was sitting together on the dining table chair, too, enjoy breakfast with them for the last time.

After finishing breakfast, my father and I immediately went to the grave of the mother, until at the tomb I prayed for the mother, tears had come down my cheeks, then I told my father to wait for me in the car, father followed and left me alone in simi, I stroked the gravestone that read sapphire, it may not be clearly visible carvings because it was eaten by age.

" Mother thank you for bringing Lala to this world, a world of color, even though I did not have time to stroke Mother's face. I am ashamed of you, ashamed of not being able to carry on with your wish, I am forced to remove your wish so that I can continue to walk forward, "even my tears have fallen unbearably.

" Mother if God had allowed us to meet, maybe I wouldn't have been this weak, "I said softly still as I pleased.

" I'm sorry Mommy maybe in the next few years I will rarely visit here, I want to study at Sydney Bun, I want to become a pediatrician, I hope you bless me, " I said to my mother's grave as if you really heard my words.

" I say yes Bun, Lala hope mother is also happy there, "my words then stand to see the grave of the mother, and leave it.

After from the grave of my mother I was immediately prepared to remember my flight schedule later at one noon.

Dad, brother Damar, Sashi, Anna, Panji, Joy took me to the airport, actually I don't want to be escorted by them, I don't want to see the drama of crying at the airport later and it's true that I'm going to stand greeting them, Sashi and Anna have been flooded with tears,

" Haduch. if you're like this how can I go, "I said as I hugged them both.

" I left only three years, after which I will become a doctor for your children, "my words deliberately spiked with jokes, I could not hold back my tears, either,

" Of yes, let me go don't cry over my departure like this" I said.

" Hello Joy, aunty go first yes, take care of your mommy," I told the child who was carried by the banner,

" I say goodbye to Nji, take care of Anna and my niece, I pray you guys are happy always, "I said as I slowly hit her arm.

" Alright, find an uncle for Joy there yes, "joked Panji, I hit her arm hard.

" Damar sister, Lala leave yes, take care of my father, always tell Lala, if something happens to my father, " said I lirih hugged Damar's sister, then let go of my embrace and changed to hug my father.

" Dad.." said I who could not hold back my tears.

" I'm sorry Lala is always worrying Dad, Lala promises this is the last Lala to go away from Dad, after this Lala will be by Dad's side, "my crying in my arms.

" Lala go Well, pray Lala, that Lala will pass quickly, "I take off my hug on the white haired man. Before long my father wiped my tears.

" Keep yourself there, I'm sure you will soon find your happiness, "I can no longer answer your words, I immediately embrace him again.

" Dad will always pray for it, "he continued, I let go of my embrace.

" Okay bye,,,bye, all assalamu'alaikum, "I said as I walked slowly away from them.

" Wa'alaikumsalam, "they said softly.

" Some forget, "my words turned back and approached sashi, then squatted to align his stomach.

" Baby G aunty go yeah, wait aunty three more years, aunty sure you're pretty like your mommy and must be as chatty as your papi." I said then stroked and kissed Sashi's stomach, then standing and walking left them not ten steps I walked, someone stopped me,

" Ella, "he said.

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