
Intention to make extra part, uh fit to not be aware of up to 2000 words more. So let's make 2 chapters friends.up all today, do not forget to leave your traces yes.
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From the many people Alea had met during college to graduating and working, everyone hoped that time could be turned back to a place they liked. Turn back and forth to enjoy the last moments with the family, spin back and forth to improve things and avoid breaking up in relationships, and, turning back to study hard so that the work at this time can turn out to be more feasible, so that, there are also those who expect time to turn back in order to stick themselves to suicide so that the misfortune of today is not felt. However, there are also people who hope that if time does not back down because they do not want what is grasped now again lost like foam on the beach.
Everything is centered on selfishness. They care about what they want rather than what makes the world better. But the law of nature has acted long ago, that time will not be able to turn back, what you plant today you will reap in the future. Just like Alea who wished she had a time passageway that could take her to the time when she was 5 years old, Alea won't take part in the race and the car his family is riding in won't go through the toll. Alea would never know Arsenio Yudhistira. Someone he loves but hates at the same time.
Ah, regarding love, Alea avoided it all since arriving in America that time. Not avoiding the meaning he immediately rejected the invitation to date his college friends. But Alea was telling the truth to get the men to get away from life on their own. That she is a widow whose fate has not been able to move on from her ex-husband. It looks sad indeed.
Alea admitted that his love for Arsen 5 years ago was still so great, even the longing he felt was able to make the hatred sink for a moment. Then Alea would tear apart all the items he brought from the homeland. Photos of his parents, his old cell phone that still holds chat from the Arsenes and the family of the man and lastly Alea will read a letter from the father that makes the hate reappear.
Prague. This place, the territory that became the capital of the Czech Republic is the last country that will be a destination that he visited before returning to Indonesia. Attending Gita's wedding ceremony which turned out to be married to Kenzo mas, and that means there will be Arsen mas there.
Staring at the Astronomy clock located not far from the Old Town Square he had just visited. It felt as if Alea could reach it and turn it around, but it would be exhausting because it was decades ago, I don't know how many of those short needles would spin backwards. The ridiculous thought of him was in fact enough to create laughter from a man standing next to him looking up.
"That's high, Al. And you can freeze to death there before the change of season"
Alea laughs. Ah right also, this winter is colder than usual but also sometimes feels warmer than the previous winter. I don't know it might feel warmer because in two days he will meet in person with Keke and Gita, and feel cooler because of the possibility that he will also meet with Arsen.
"Hehe. In just 3 days I've died richly" Alea shook his head "Oh not dead, just climbing I've been pulled by the local police"
The man standing next to her was laughing. Take a bottle of hot coffee that he bought at the cafe, then given to Alea who immediately received it with thanks. Thank you that in fact still sounds a little hurt even after 5 years passed.
"Is not healed yet, Al?"
Ah, Alea knew clearly the meaning of this friend of hers. It is undeniable that his speech is one hundred percent perfect and in accordance with reality. The wound that Arsen left behind is still there. Starting from the beginning of her marriage, how she loved Dira, how her two in-laws made her a surrogate, how Arsen covered up her first love story, how Alea knew it by invitation, and how the end of their story that closed with the agreement of grandfather and father. Everything still hurts, even 5 years have passed.
"Still, just not too. life is indeed spinning ya Ga. Want as hard as trying to turn the clock, will not be able to"
Saga looked at the right side of Alea's face. There is indeed a slight change where his face this time looks brighter than 5 years ago, but according to Saga it is also not enough for him. He decided to join the university at that time in hopes of accompanying Alea in this foreign country, it seems only a little to find a bright spot. His presence was still not enough to treat this girl's injuries.
"If I'm considered selfish this time, I don't have a problem. I hope time will not turn back. Because what I want, there is no big wall that prevents me to step deketin lo. As now"
Alea nodded. Everyone has their own choices. It cannot be equated and cannot be forced to be the same.
Alea received Saga's jacket attached to her shoulder. Walking through the city of Prague today is really fun. There was a joking laugh and there was also a way of thinking that was shared with Saga. Perhaps, if this man had not suddenly appeared in his new campus, Alea felt that his life would be monotonous. It might end up torturing yourself.
Comfortable with the Saga? Answer yes. Because in the new country he stopped there was only Saga that he knew and the only place to depend. But if you fall in love? The answer is no for now. Alea's wounds were still wide enough and he did not want to attract others to feel the same wounds.
"Let's marry Al"
Alea just glanced at it with a glance while continuing to walk side by side with Saga. This is not the first time this man has asked her to marry him. Since moving abroad, Saga did not ask her to date like before, but she immediately asked to get married. Perhaps this is the umpteenth invitation that cannot be counted on the finger.
"Lo no bosen ngajakin I married mulu?. A lot of my friends here who really like you. Are you unconscious or insensitive?"
"Conscious. And I hope you also realize that I like you the same from the first time"
"And you realize that my feelings are the same mas Arsen not completely lost? I'd be just as rich if I agreed to marry you"
"OKAY. But as long as you know my invitation there is no expired yaa"
Alea laughs. Letting Saga embrace her shoulder and return to walk towards her residence.
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Ayok ayok who has not looked into the story of Dea Alasaka, already chapter 5 loh.
**and the miss Ocha. The chapter there also goes on..
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