
There was a reason why Alea chose to sit on the bench in front of Aunt Jihan's room after returning from the bathroom. Inside there was serious talk about the plan of Wira and Dira after grandfather nagged the two. Alea who now felt like there was a barrier wall even though she was one of the daughter-in-laws in the family chose not to join the conversation. Sitting in front of Aunt Jihan's room while playing her device.
Arsen's emotion-filled speech earlier rounded Alea's resolve to end it all. What does he expect from someone whose heart is not even for him? Alea was already tired, already tired of all the things that happened.
After all, maintaining it will also be a silly thing in the future. Dira will be married to Mas Wira, when the marriage is happy, his marriage will look terrible. Someone once told Alea, that love will never disappear if the intensity of the meeting more often. Mbak Dira will be the daughter-in-law in this family and that means the possibility of Arsen and Mbak Dira mass meetings will be more frequent.
Better to give up than give up his sanity.
From social media, switching to group wa GAK, Alea typed a message there.
Aleu:
Git. If I live in a hostel together you have to pay how much each month?.
It did not take long, only an interval of about 10 seconds, Gita replied to the message and followed by Keke.
^^^Gita:^^
^^^What does this mean?^^^
^^^Lo has a husband.^^^
^^^Ngapain lives with me?.^^^
^^^Keke:^^^
^^^Lo, still fighting ^^^
^^^same with Arsen Al?^^^
Aleu:
If I get divorced.
Someone wants to find this virgin widow. Orphaned again.
Alea grimaced reading her own message. Yes, maybe she will be a handful of women who are widows but still virgins. They never had a husband-wife relationship during their marriage.
^^^Gita:^^
^^^Bercanda lo not exciting!^^^
^^^Lo has a problem what the hell is Al?^^^
^^^Keke:^^^
^^^Gue does not know what your problem is.^^^
^^^Cuman you must remember,^^^
Every problem there will be a way out.^^^
Aleu:
Why am I being interrogated anyway?
So, how much Git?. Or is mommy wanting to meet me?.
^^^Gita:^^
^^^Lo seriously want a divorce?^^^
^^^Why?^^^
Wh why?
Wh why?
Andwhy?
Perhaps it was a question word that Alea would often hear in the future if the divorce decision really happened.
Aleu:
For this reason I cannot tell you.
^^^Keke:^^^
^^^ Think again carefully Al.^^^
^^^From lo nyesel later.^^^
^^^On the place of residence, I and Gita will definitely nampung lo. But I hope you won't stay with us and your marriage is fine.^^^
^^^Gita:^^
^^^Gue will also nampung lo. I don't want to have any obscure homeless friends on the road.^^^
Alea laughed reading it, Gita and Keke will indeed always be by his side. He should not be afraid to move forward. Just wanted to reply to Gita's message, one email notification came into his account.
Alea's eyes were rounded at the sight of the sender's username. That's Marinka's mom. Hurry up at the open email and read every sentence there carefully.
MarinkaAnatsya@gmail.com
Call this number Al. Nowow. Significant. Don't look at your husband.
+62876....
No need to think again, Alea immediately typed the number into the contact list.
"Why not go on deck?"
Got Arsen's car coming out of Aunt Jihan's room. Alea directly put the handle back into the bag. I don't know where Marinka knew if she was married after disappearing with no news at all. Alea had a bad premonition, the belief that Marinka had run away for an important reason is now more certain. And that reason must have something to do with Arsen's mass.
"Have you finished talking?" ask Alea back in a cold tone.
"Well, why don't you come in?" Arsen sat down beside Alea then took one of his wife's hands for her to hold tightly. Back to his senses, his words just now clearly incised yet another wound on his wife's heart. Arsen needs time to completely forget about Dira, and he hopes Alea will give her a chance, not leave her as she tries to forget about the woman.
Arsen knows he looks so selfish here. Impressed back to Alea when it was impossible Dira could be achieved. Arsen did not care, he still hoped Alea would be by his side and help him to forget about the girl.
"For what remains inside if it is not considered"
Arsen frowned puzzled "Not considered how the hell does deck mean? In your family too, my family means your family"
Alea smiled wryly "That's the problem. You just don't think I exist, let alone your family"
"Don't be so the same as Al. They're not wrong, but they're wrong"
"It's good that I'm conscious" Alea stood up and started walking away.
Only a breath could Arsen do now. Equalizing Alea's steps while returning to take his wife's hand for her to hold "Don't refuse me to take a hold. A lot of eyes are squirming us" whispered Arsen as Alea tried to take off their handrails.
Once in the car, Arsen sat facing his wife. In order to improve the atmosphere between them, Arsen planned to take Alea on the road. His body is also better than before, if circling the mall to accompany the shopping wife does not seem to be a problem.
"Come to—"
"I'm asking us to separate, mas"
Arsen's speech stopped for a moment. His body felt like it was being drenched in cold water to the point of freezing him. Arsen repeatedly opened his eyes so in disbelief with what he was hearing now. The thing he was most afraid of since last night has now become a reality. Tell me if this is a dream, it feels like Arsen wants to wake up from sleep right now. Everything is too scary. Imagining life without Alea makes it all feel untrue.
"Decks"
"Let's split up. I want to go home to my aunt and uncle"
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