The Little Steps of the Dream Warrior
Chapter 4 Judgment
Judgment
Two books about the spiritual journey of Uncle Abil's collection were finished in his reading, then tidied up and returned to the bookcase in the living room, and his name looks now tidy after the mulan from his work in the rice fields, then walk to his motorcycle and then leave because there is a need. Oh yes, because it is no longer willing to go wandering, the youngest sister of Abil's mother now chooses to settle in the village and live together with Abil's grandmother. While his other brother including Abil's mother, all lived separately with his family – each.
Abil then walked to his grandmother's room to say goodbye, Abil did not go straight home but went to the house of one of the children's basecamp – village children in the village where Abil lived. Arriving at the basecamp, Andi was watching TV in the house alone, child – other peers seem to have gone home because it is quite noon and Sunday cartoon show on TV is also finished.
Now around eleven o'clock in the afternoon, the TV show is no longer friendly at watching children – children the age of Abil, who live gossip show favorite artist Mother – Mother. The weather is also quite hot today, it seems good if you buy ice dawet near the village puskesmas on the edge of Abil thought. Abil then invites Andi to buy ice dawet, which is, you will then go to the photocopy place to buy a book of scout equipment on Friday at the scout guide instruct for each – each participant to have a special notebook for this eskul.
With a shake of arms, they went to the place where the ice seller was dawet then after buying the scout book that Abil wanted to buy. After getting what they were looking for, then Abil drove Andi home, and Abilpun also went straight home after. Arriving at home, Abil immediately ran to his room. It was not a new scout book he bought, and he took change to buy ice and books from the very back of the book.
Abil's hand trembled when he took the money, after counting it was still thirty thousand left. Abil is actually confused, because the money that He uses today for snacks and buying books is the money that he found on one of the pages of the book he read while at Uncle Abil's house, fifty thousand. Without making sure and asking permission to his Uncle or Grandma, Abil immediately took the money and took it which is likely to be the money owned by his mother. Nor ask for now Abil feel afraid and worried, in addition to because some of the money he has used, later if they know, Abil may get angry too. Abil chose to stay silent and use the remaining money for snacks at school, after all, Abil has never been given pocket money when the school so that sometimes feel can snack, thought Abil.
One, two, three days passed……….
Until finally about a week later, arriving at home after school, Abil was shocked because of the collision once uncle Abil visited noon – noon to the house.
“There Lek Har, from earlier yes?” Ask Abil while salim to his mother.
“Iya Bil, from earlier this. Later if you have changed uniforms here again yes, Lek Har want to talk for a while” replied Lek Har who seemed to want something to talk about with Abil.
“Iya Lek, Abil briefly change clothes first ya” said Abil while rushing to the room to change clothes.
There was also a cynical expression on the face of Mr. Abil, who was sitting opposite his uncle. Abil felt that there was something strange, including related to the money he took the other day from his collection book Pama in the living room. Maybe that's what Uncle Abil wants to discuss, or maybe something else.Despite what He thinks, Abil rushed to change his clothes and immediately headed for the guest room.
“Iya Lek, what's up?” Tanya Abil, who then joined sit with Uncle and Father.
“Gini Bil, yesterday afternoon Mr. Lekmu wants to go to friends, and plans to use the money stored in the book on the living room shelf. But when Mr. Lek checks, the money is not there. Pak Lek nanya to Grandma said He did not take, and Grandma said usually open – open book other than Mr. Lek ya only Abil, he said. Right Bil?” ask Mr. Lek to Abil to confirm the truth.
Abil just bowed, his body became hot, sweating and his face flushed red. Occasionally see the face of his Father who seems to have wanted to vent his anger.
“Iya Lek, Abil who took” replied Abil lirih, to Pama.
“How much did Abil take? Why didn't you tell Mr Lek or Grandma?” ask her again.
“Fifty thousand Mr. Lek, yes sorry yes Lek, yesterday Abil thought it was not money Mr. Lek because it was in the book, so Abil take to buy a scout book with jajan” replied Abil with shame and fear, his Uncle will certainly be angry and you will definitely add scolding him all –hut out, thought Abil in heart.
“Other times if there is a nemu that does not have you, make sure first yes the item has whom. Do not let the property of others you take without permission, it's money savings Pak Lek, usually Mr Lek slipin to the book so as not to forget or keslip” said Uncle Abil while explaining.
“NAHH, RIGHT. IT IS DEFINITELY ABIL WHO TOOK IT, WHO ELSE?” (Father cut off Uncle's conversation with Abil )
“Emang this difficult child in sayin, already in school still do not understand – ngerti, free school, what if the rich things gini just do not understand. Never Father same Mother taught to steal, harm others only. What will you be like!!?” father Abil said scolding him.
“Already, already Ka. Abil has also admitted it, I just want to make sure it is not to corner Abil like this” said Uncle Abil who tried to cool the atmosphere.
“Bil, it's horrified said Mr yes. Tomorrow – tomorrow do not repeat ya” Uncle Abil said to advise him.
“Iya Mr. Lek, Abil apologize yes. Tomorrow – tomorrow Abil promise not to repeat” answer Pama.
“Kalo is already rich gini everything so troublesome, the money is up too. What do you want to pay Mr Lekmu for?” ask Abil
Abil who was still scared and confused could only fall silent. And it is true that the rest of the money has been used up for snacks for a week yesterday.
“Judah tomorrow you deliver one grain sack to Mr. Lekmu's house (the price of one grain sack is currently fifty thousand). Bring a bike tomorrow after school!!” exclaimed Mr. Abil who was upset because of this.
“Udah don't have to do anything – what Ka, the important thing is Abil not repeat it again” said Uncle Abil.
“Yaudah tomorrow Abil anter yes to Mr. Lek's house, just put it on the front porch. Just as you apologize to Grandma yes, say promise also will not repeat” said Uncle Abil advising.
“Iya Pak Lek, tomorrow Abil anter his grain after school yes. Tomorrow Abil will also apologize to Grandma and will not repeat things like this again” replied Abil lirih.
Abil then went inside to his room, He cried softly so that the sound of his crying did not come out of the room, the danger that until his Father heard it would be even more angry.
Abil knew taking someone else's belongings was not allowed in any case, but on the other hand Abil also wanted to be like his friends – other themes. School affairs in the care of his parents, daily needs – days are always fulfilled and his Father's Mother provides and guides properly. The fact is his father only sleeps – sleeps every day at home, nights go to gamble and go home asking for money to Mom while angry – angry. The little thing that He could make an excuse to scold his family would be used to vent it, as it is today.
The role model that Abil has in the family only lives his mother, but not because of the advice of Abil's mother understand what his mother wants from Abil, just from how a mother gives an example of morality, just from how a mother gives an example of morality, which makes a child move by itself after just seeing it. Abil's mother rarely lectured Abil, but she gave direct examples of how to live life and how to stay great despite limitations.
A few months passed, the moment of Lebaran returned to arrive.Related this with the challenge of Mr. Abil told him to all the families who came to the house, telling him that his son some time ago stole his money, Pama, shameful deeds he said, free school if the end of – ends steal. Fortunately, he still has savings of grain a few more sacks, so he can replace the money his mother stole Abil.
Abil had heard about it half a day, and instead of continuing to listen to the full day, Abil chose to leave the house and go play to his friend's house. One of the moments that Abil usually awaits, but it seems like this time Lebaran is only a nightmare for Abil. Moments such as the year – the previous year was lost not felt due to judgment by his Father, which when in fact this matter has also been resolved since after Uncle Abil came home.
The Eid period is over, time passes from day to day, week to week and month to month. Until one day, after Abil from school. Suddenly there was a sound at the front door.
Tok, tok, tok assalamualikum excuse me (sound greetings from a man)……..
Abilpun went to the front door and opened the door for his guest.
“Waalaikumsalam, Yes Sir. What is necessary? Abil asked as he invited his two guests in and sat down in the living room chair.
“Father no deck?” ask a guest of Abil.
“Wahhh. Father again is not at home, do not know where sir, I just came home from school because” replied Abil to one of the Father – the father.
“Ngga there are yes, Oh yes, what is your business in the rice fields deck? Good ngga?” ask Abil again.
“Usaha? Good?, what effort sir? My father never made a business in the rice fields” replied Abil
“Hahhh, is that right deck? This is your father ngajuin twenty million loan for business capital he said, guaranteeing a certificate of land rice fields lho” said Mr. – The father who was a little confused by Abil's answer.
“Bapak borrowed that much money huh Sir? All I know is that you never go downstairs, especially to work on rice fields to make a business, not maybe si” said Abil who was also confused by the words of his guests.
“Gini deck, Father and Mother you one year ago went to our cooperative to borrow money to open a business, well later business profits will be used to meet the needs of the family, he said, and it has been two months in arrears in installments, this is my father's loan calculation and interest calculation yes, yes, later please convey to the Father so as to immediately pay off arrears and loans yes” pinta one of the Father who turned out from a savings and loan cooperative in one of the offices in the district.
“Good sir later I convey to Mr. the request, later for other purposes it can be directly to my Father yes Sir, sir, I don't understand about things like this because” replied Abil while taking the receipt given by the cooperative.
In the afternoon almost five in the afternoon Abil's mother came home from her place of work, as usual, Abil went straight to the bathroom and took a bath so that the smell of salted fish on his body disappeared and after resting in the living room while watching tv. Abil then approached his mother and gave the receipt entrusted by the person from the cooperative.
“Bu, there was a guest from the cooperative. Abil in full loan and installment receipts, earlier Mr. – father of cooperatives also asked about the business made by Mr. Sama Ibu in time will borrow money with the guarantee of rice field soil serifikat” said Abil to his mother while giving a receipt that He received from co-operative.
“Twenty million bil? Which land certificate is this? I have never been with your Father to go borrow this much money, let alone to pawn a certificate of land” replied Ibu Abil who was shocked because of this.
Mother arrived – arrived to move from his seat, He then went to the house of his sister-in-law (sister of Mr. Abil) who lived next door (just a tigameteran house). Hunted – hunt, Abil's mother rushed to the house of her brother-in-law to immediately ensure that what has been done Mr. Abil did not come this far, he said,
After Maghrib seen Mr. Abil has returned from home that somehow all day He went where no family who knew it including Abil and his mother, which was not there, finished praying maghrib Ibu Abil was seen directly approaching his Father in the living room after Uncle Abil who seemed to have made an agreement with his mother. I don't know what really happened, Abil did not dare to come closer, and it seems that they were also fighting each other in his chatter until some time passed quite a long time.
Abil's mother arrived – suddenly seen in the room, with Mr. Abil and his sister still discussing the chat about it that is still not finished. Abil's mother then told Abil to take a phone and call her brother who is overseas, what is heard from the chat that it turns out that Mr. Abil faked his mother's signature by hiring a stranger for him to use as a guarantee to borrow some money used for gambling. Abil's mother cried for a long time, Abil was confused and did not know how to just be pensive in his room until finally falling asleep.
Abil thought with his Father gave a lesson to Abil when he made a mistake by taking his mother's money, meaning his Father could not do the same thing. But it turns out that what Mr. Abil did was just an alibi that was used to cover his own disgrace, and it turned out to be much bigger than what Abil did. Or maybe it is one way to survive that is done by – losers to be able to stay alive with their selfish thoughts, in order to maintain prestige and hide the facts about real life.
One can never be satisfied when what He understands from his life has not been in line between his mind and heart. Judgment is not a solution, opinion about judgment against other opinions is a stir in thinking. Processing data - data in the mind by using more life experience references makes the output of our speech and actions better and wiser. Often people forget that the most important thing in a life is not only about the grandness of the house with –kniknya knick, but about the man in it and how to live his life in order to become absolute grandeur.
