The Left Behind Story

02 ~ Still Hates

The goddess pushed her wheelchair all the way to the street without anyone knowing. Her tears were as hard as the rain that night, “God, meet me with my son! I don't want to see them anymore! I better catch up with my son. Take my life, Lord.” Word for word the Goddess said in her heart while pushing the wheelchair even stronger.

Under the heavy rain, the wheelchair continued to be pushed towards the main road until a truck drove in a fast state hit the body of the Goddess who had reached the intersection of the road slammed far away.

“Aaaaa...”.

The goddess opened her eyes while shouting but when the thing that made her surprised was the atmosphere where she woke up. The goddess looked around and was shocked when she realized that she was currently inside the classroom.

“Do you always sleep during my study hours? Out!!” the baritone's voice sounded and made the Goddess choked.

The goddess was confused even when the famous fierce lecturer told her to leave the classroom. “What is this dream? But why come here? I want to meet my son, God. Not meeting a fake friend like Eva was.”

Dreetts…

“Assalamaicum, Ukhti. Today there is a lecture?” the vibration from inside the bag made the Goddess surprised.

“Akhi Fiqi?” he muttered and looked at the date on his phone.

“Cannot be! There's no way I'm going back in time. It's just a dream but-“ Goddess tries to pinch her cheeks, “Sick!” Time and again the Goddess rubbed roughly her face trying to believe with everything in front of her at the moment.

“How is it possible?” he muttered then took a mobile phone to make the internet then searched for articles about reincarnation and it turned out that it was all just fiction. “Nobody experienced this. Then what is this?” his chest suddenly tightened until the vibration of his phone was felt again.

“Assalamaicum, Ukhti. Akhi sees the message has been read so Akhi thinks Ukhti is again at home. Ukhti busy huh?”

“A-akhi?” call stammered. The eyes of the Goddess suddenly wet after a long split full of tears.

“Em, Ukhti why? From just now silent, what is Ukhti again subuk?”

“Ti-no, Akhi. U-ukhti's just a little dizzy. U-ukhti close first yes!”

Tutt's….

The goddess ended her call without waiting for Fiqi's reply. He is not ready for everything that is happening right now. The girl also began to remember the series of events that she had been through first. “From the date means that I am currently dating Bang Fiqi because we made it the first time in month one and it is already six months. It's been six months that we've been dating long distances and next year I'm going to be dating Fadil. And Eva? Means he already knows Fadil without our knowledge.”

Pukkp…

“What's the matter, Wi? Pain?” The goddess looked at one by one her college friends.

Rani, Ayi and the last Eva. The Goddess's memory returns to a future where Eva, who had been considered a friend, has stabbed him in the back. His betrayal with Fadil again flashed in the mind of the Goddess.

“You why the hell? Just shut up. You're really sick?” asked Rani again saw the goddess who was like a confused person.

“Come to eat! So that this friend of ours awakens from his dream.” Eva said embracing Dewi to the campus cafeteria.

Getting warm treatment from Eva makes the Goddess uncomfortable. Compared to the previous past where the four of them were compact everywhere. But this time it was different, Dewi felt hate for Eva and wanted to stay away from her fake friend.

“Wi, swear. Loe was really weird today. What the hell is it? At home there are no more problems, right?” The goddess glanced at Eva. Her fake best friend showed as much attention as before in the past and the Goddess was always happy when the companions paid attention to her but this time? She will no longer be touched by Eva's attention.

“Why am I back stuck with a fake friend like him. Oh my god, what should I do right now?”

Drett…

“Fadil!”

Degs…

“True to my guess that he had known Fadil long before we were betrothed.”

“Who Va?” ask Dewi while smiling meaningfully. 

“Maybe this is the second chance God has given me. Alright, I will use this opportunity well.” The inner Goddess while smiling meaningfully.

“Oh, regular! New acquaintances.”

“Which person?” ask the Goddess back.

“You don't know. He's not our college kid.”

Dewi nodded, “If you are close to a guy, get to know us. Don't let us get involved in a love triangle. Not funny.” The Goddess' speech made them stare at the Goddess with a strange look.

“Why? Is that really what I said? For example, Gini, the Eva dating the same guy outside the campus continues to know the guy is also the same as one of us. Who do you think is wrong then?”

“Already! Later when it's made, I'll introduce it to you. For now, just know. How are you Akhi Fiqi? Are you sure of Akhi?”

“Em, we'll see later!” replied the Goddess diplomatically while glancing towards Eva.

“How far are their relationships? I wonder why he kept his relationship with Fadil a secret. What's the matter?” The goddess wondered in her heart.

Dewi arrives at her home after being ushered in by Ricki. “Assalamualaikum,” he said to his father and mother who were sitting on the porch of the house. The goddess immediately ran to hug her mother, between sad and happy to be able to meet her parents again.

“What is this suddenly coming home directly hugs Mom?”

“Kangen.” Reply to the Goddess without taking off her embrace.

The husband chuckled at the child's answer. “Where did you run out of until you miss this? You only come out when there is a lecture the rest is just at home. Why did you suddenly say kangen? If you go abroad you can say kangen”

The last sentence of the mother made Dewi aware of Fadil who had lied to her family at that time by saying if they moved to Turkey. “Bu, sir, miss the same parents there is no harm right?”

“You are here.” The goddess approached her father and did the same.

“Well, do you believe that humans can go back in time?”

“Wi, Dad is not in high school but there is no such thing as going back in time. Time is one we can never repeat. So make the most of your time in life so you don't regret it later.”

“Iya, Dad. This time, I won't waste any time.”

“This time? Have you ever repeated time? Enter there, long time you make confused.”

The goddess kissed her father's cheek and then went into the room. “I mustn't hate them because they also don't know what a man looks like. This time I will show them what a man is like.” Tekad Dewi while opening the laptop.

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