The Lecturer Jadul is my husband

DJIS 60'S

"Mom's just tired sir, have more rest and don't stress it out." Said the midwife who handled Karin.

Although there was a disappointed look on his face, Rama still smiled in front of the woman in white.

"No need to be disappointed, even if you are not pregnant there is still a lot of time and ways that you can do. God is fair sir, it is important that the health of the mother should remain stable not to be shaken or stressed." Said the midwife who realized the look of Rama's face. Karin smiled happily and laughed inwardly at the midwife's words.

"Thank you, Midwife."

"Together."

Karin and Rama come out of the KIA room with different faces. If Karin smiled silently in contrast to Rama who was a little moody.

They went home after Rama completed the administration of the puskesmas and consulted with the doctor who handled Aziz.

"So how did Karin go?" Ask Auntie Rosa when they get home.

"Thank God you're not pregnant." Karin replied smilingly making Aunt Rosa frown a little.

"Don't you like having kids?" Ask Aunt Rosa in a slightly sewot tone.

"Don't dislike Auntie, but not ready to be born inner. There are many things I still want to pursue, though, from the beginning of marriage also I have been reluctant but yes the basis of my mother and my sisters were too selfish and forced the will without thinking how I feel. It's not all that easy, Aunt." Bright Karin.

Aunty Rosa was speechless at Karin's reply which seemed depressed. His breath sounded slow and full.

"I'm sorry Auntie's niece, if you've been depressed all this time. Aunty also did not know that Rama was married even though we lived in the house, rather I was hitchhiking in his rented house and all the needs of our lives he fulfilled. If you are still not ready and can not accept Rama Aunt can understand. It all takes time." Aunty Rosa said at length.

Karin felt bad hearing Auntie Rosa's words. It is true that to this day he still cannot love a man who has been married for a year. But given the long nights they've been through the past few days, sometimes Karin smiles to herself. I don't know what feeling he was feeling.

"I'm sorry my aunt didn't mean to hurt Auntie, but I'm being honest like this right now." Karin said a heavy sigh.

"No papa, Aunt knows you still need a process. Rama was a good and loving son." Said Aunt Rosa rubbing Karin's hair

"Tante was right, Mr. Rama is kind and loving." Reply Karin smiled.

Rama who accidentally heard their conversation felt stifled. Although Karin is completely his, Karin's heart is still the same. Karin's day is still too far away to be labuhi.

Rama went back into the room and sat on the bed with a tired face. His hands were busy wiping his forehead which was not sweating. His reticence goes back to a year ago when he met Karin accidentally at the market exit.

"Since the beginning I've fallen for you Rin, after marrying you and having you as a whole it seems that your heart still has not a single gap for me." Inner Rama. His breath was seen going up and down with his eyes closed.

Karin went into the room and saw the strange attitude of Rama who daydreamed and did not rub it at all.

"Sir why, still angry because I'm not pregnant?" Karin asked, sitting next to Rama.

The handsome-looking man turned his head and looked at the beautiful face of Karin who still looked pale.

"If you're not ready, Rin, I'm not too concerned about children either. That's God's prerogative." Rama rubbed Karin's black hair.

"really? But I see our father is still in the KIA room until he goes home moody?" Karin Imbuh.

"Lagi nyiapin Naira's food. You have a garden here?" Ask Karin.

"No, if Aziz's heritage garden exists he said. Why why?"

"Pengen aja to the garden. Refreshing not to spaneng." Karin said as she stepped towards the dresser.

"Have you been there."

"Ri." Call Rama while looking at the face of Karin who was cool to peck at himself in the mirror.

"Hem?" Karin responded without looking at Rama.

"Sit here." Rama patted the bed beside him.

"Why?" Tanya Karin complies.

Rama looked at his wife's face without blinking. Karin is a little misbehaved but can still control herself.

"I love you." Rama looked at the two netra Karin. Slowly as Rama's breath was felt, Karin shifted slightly and turned her head in the other direction. Choosing silence seemed better, about to answer he also did not know what his heart was right now. His two handbooks were linked to each other.

At a time like this, Karin was only able to remain silent. They are husband and wife should not they accept each other.

Rama chooses silence after the reaction Karin showed or her love speech. To love without recompense.

"Rin, I know you haven't been able to accept me completely, maybe even your heart is still closed. We're fused together, don't make me feel guilty about it even though I know it's your duty as well as mine. I'm sorry for forcing you to accept this marriage, I'm sorry for dragging you into my life that you never wanted." Rama said at length.

Karin was silent without a word. Looking at the cold cement floor has been felt up to the bones of the foot.

"Sir, I do not love my father and I was forced to accept our marriage, but we both have this principle of marriage only once in a lifetime. We're still learning together sir, learning to accept each other as well as me." Reply Karin.

"Yes I understand. Sorry for thinking too far about you Rin." Said Rama linking their hands together.

"Thank you for giving me everything." Said Rama kissing the back of Karin's sweaty hands. Karin just smiled without looking. I don't know what feeling he was feeling.

"Can I?" Tanya Rama gave the code. Makes Karin turn a puffed-up eyeball.

"She didn't hear the midwife's advice that I shouldn't be too tired? Since that night until today do you not feel that you have given me freedom? Despite sleeping twenty-four hours?" Cecar Karin looked up at Rama.

"You're so opium." Rama

"I'm not sorry sir." Reply Karin. Rama's face instantly changed and a second later Rama stood up, walking out of the room leaving Karin who was gawking at his attitude like a child.

"Huf." Karin blew her bangs that fell right in front of her eyes.

"It is also difficult to treat the character of adults. It's my fate to have an unwanted husband, an angry turn like a child." Karin's heart was upset.