The Lecturer Jadul is my husband

DJIS 34

"Mami failed to be Di's parents" said Miss Maryam in between her tears

"Mama did not fail, mami should have been firm, if not for mami and papi we would not all be born into the world of mi, if not for your upbringing we will not be able to climb life in this world, mami does not fail, it would be proud papi mami because he can educate us with compassion" said Ardi rubbed mami's back. 

Ardi knew how grievous the path of life his parents had gone through. Equally orphaned and required to live independently makes them flow that independence in their children. 

Karin is indeed the youngest child who is highly awaited by papi. Although since married to Miss Maryam has been taking care of Uti who is also orphaned. Still the desire to have a daughter can not be resisted. 

Since the birth of Karin, the late Mr. Halim was very fond of the youngest daughter of the only one without distinguishing his affection with Uti who was none other than the nephew of Miss Maryam who had been orphaned since infancy.

Although Karin was so pampered, Mr. Halim still applies independence to his youngest child. Never even once did Mr. Halim say rude let alone yell at and scold Karin.  

Although Miss Maryam has been chatty and full of rules on her youngest child, still the soul as a mother can not be lied to.

Miss Maryam really felt sorry for hurting Karin, even though she knew the mistake also came from Karin herself. Miss Maryam just wants the child to respect and appreciate her husband how they are. 

Karin's attitude that is hard, spoiled and always do as she pleases sometimes makes Miss Maryam upset not upset. 

In a corner of a modern minimalist house, Arkan and Uti talk seriously with their favorite hot tea and bread. Although this afternoon the weather is so warm, drinking tea while enjoying the sunset view is a pleasure in itself. 

"So Rama's gone?" Ask Arkan squinted. The tea steam was poking into the air about his face that had seemed thin these few months.

"Yes, at dawn I called him, just want to know what their problems are until Karin can rampage like that, it was just a trivial thing and Karin was angry" said mbak Uti.

"Rama just mispronounced, Karin has gone berserk" continued Arkan.

"No need to blame Karin, he was educated so since childhood, also not the wrong papi, but the attitude of Karin at an age that is still unstable like that, it's like everything went wrong and he was right" Uti said 

"Bapi was also wrong, Karin was always spoiled, and never taught Karin to respect other types, it is true papi wanted Karin to be a tough child who can take care of herself, but also not so the concept, ngajarin martial children but do not teach his daughter respect the husband" said Arkan who apparently also upset.

"You still have a grudge against Ar?" Tanya Uti looked at her cousin's sister.

Arkan sighed heavily, Uti had not yet spoken to her with another question.

"But Ar has died, do you still have a grudge against your own biological parents?" Tanya mbak Uti makes Arkan more cornered.

"Yes mbak know Ar, that's why mami chatty with Karin because mami also do not like if her children in the bandingin with others, have we discussed the problem of Karin why the end is even there anyway?" Uti Gerricks 

"Bak first the name, now if Karin has a problem let him solve it himself mbak, do not be helped, yes it is the result if too spoiled the same life, the same life, other people can't make a mistake to him, does he think that he also hurt others?" Tymphal Arkan's.

"Yes you're right, yes we're home tonight, let Karin here alone, tomorrow morning let Mang Ucup anter his motorbike here, after all not far too if to campus" uti agreed with Arkan.

"Tumbent kok? Sok ngebelain?" Seloroh Arkan's

"Diesel, my dress made a proposal on the project, the trick and finally torn" said Uti staring giddy at the green grass.

"Hahaha, you're weird"

They didn't realize that Karin had heard all the conversations between her brothers. He was hurt but what they said was true. 

Karin realizes among all her siblings only she gets special treatment from the deceased papi. But he never knew if his brother harbored heartache on papi because he compared himself to the brother who did have a weak physical since childhood. 

Karin climbed the stairs with a hollow feeling. Now he knows why mom always talks to him. Because she does not want her children to be distinguished by her own husband. 

Karin closed the room door and locked it, staring at the window of the room that was still open and displaying the view of the afternoon so bright.

Karin cried the umpteenth time, he did not like Rama let alone love him, but he also did not like if anyone compared him to others. It's Human. 

Although this marriage is not his desire, but he does not like if there are other women called by Rama. Another woman? Indeed, Rama did not mention the name but still Karin was hurt by the words of Rama. 

Karin rubbed tears violently, if they did not agree she would not get life problems like this.

Since childhood his life was fine, there was never any problem. But why at the age of nineteen he got such a complicated problem, his life was not as lucky as others.

If this hadn't happened, he would never have gotten into trouble. His life would be fine with his family if no Rama got into it.

Life is a choice, if you don't like it, it means that God is preparing something better for you. Never be pessimistic and blame others. What happens in our lives is already the hand of God that governs everything.