The Lecturer Jadul is my husband

DJIS 38'S

The day changed without feeling Karin had been living in Arkan's house for two weeks long.

During that time my mother never came to visit him even though she just called asking about his condition. Only his three brothers took turns to come every time they had their free time. 

Karin is also familiar with Raisa even wherever they go always together. Although it seems happy to get a new friend, Karin's heart is still not calm. 

Since the last time they met, Karin never heard from Rama again, the man's mobile number was also no longer active. 

Never tried to contact Rama after hearing if Rama resigned from campus, but still nil. Ask mbak Uti also do not know anything.

After Rama had completely left, Karin felt her life was lonely. It was like something was missing from his life. 

He should be happy, because this is what he wanted a long time ago, right? He should be happy because he did not love Rama, he should not have to grieve after the man had really gone from his life as he wanted so far. 

Heart is still heart, Karin can not lie to his heart if he really felt lost after two weeks there is no news about Rama. How is the fate of their marriage? 

Karin begins to doubt, is Rama suing for divorce? if he should've had a call letter come to the house of mami or at least there was news about Rama from his three brothers.

The rain this afternoon was indeed heavy, Karin stared at the raindrops with a hollow feeling. The guilt began to stir up his heart. 

Karin was unable to guess what she felt, only tears of guilt and regret could tell her everything. 

All possibilities flashed in his mind like a broken cassette tape. Rama actually left with a million regrets. 

If only he could hold back a little, if he could hear a little advice, if he hadn't really asked Rama to leave. This regret will not come. 

Raisa looked pity at her lover's sister, already these two weeks Karin tried to behave as usual even though every time she came home the same thing Raisa always saw. Karin was crying looking out the window. 

Many times Raisa tried to ask, Karin always said that she was okay and did not have to worry about anything.

Raisa goes back to the room and calls Arkan.

"She was crying again mas, I don't have the heart, do you want to come here? In three days, Uti wants to get married, when do you not want to find Karin?" Ask Raisa streak.

"We've talked to Mami Sa, but mami still strong do not want to see Karin before Rama can return, while we do not know where Rama went, where, the last time Rama only told Uti that he resigned from the campus and left it alone" explained Arkan.

"Trus how is it? Anyway if Karin does not come to his show mbak Uti, I also do not want to come, pity Karin, his mentality needs a boost mas not pressure" said Raisa trying to give Arkan understanding.

"You're right, Sa, I'll talk to you again, hopefully mommy wants to give up this time" Arkan said later.

"Yes already mas, I closed first, oh yes later I asked my friend's help in the boutique to realize the existence of Mr. Rama, because he had a brother who taught at the campus where Mr. Rama also"

"Oh yeah? That's a good idea, I'm waiting for the good news"

"Yes, I've closed assalamualaikum"

"Girishal"

Raisa sighed heavily, after the phone connection was completely cut off, Raisa looked for her coworker contact in the boutique. 

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"Ram, then the Maghreb will run out there at Mr. Asman's house, you are the same Agam can not represent the pact?" Ask Pakde Karim that afternoon when Rama was sitting pensively on the terrace enjoying the rain that flushed the earth since noon.

"What time? Where is pakde going?" Rama asked

"His life is over the Maghrib, I want to go to the general hospital, his wife Ruly wants to be born" replied Pakde Karim

"Are you leaving now, sir?" Ask Rama again

"Yes waiting for his car invitation, it was already ordered his car Mr. Rahmat with Ruly" said Pakde Karim..

"O Allah sir, why bother renting a car? Wong car Agam aja there is also idle, so that Agam who chauffeur there, I keep the house all go tahlilan" said Rama 

"Wes kadong e le, wes lah later if you want to go home let Agam who picked up" said pakde felt bad with Rama's speech.

"Oh yes if so, all I ask permission sirde, tomorrow after I want to go home to the city, my brother-in-law wants to marry, maybe my weekly there" said Rama

"Why permit all ram? Wong is your family, piye anyway, trus Agam not coming?" Ask pakde 

"Not coming, he just nganter me to the terminal" replied Rama

"Hehe insha Allah if he wants, understand athletes many job pakde" said Rama chuckled himself

"That's it" pakde mangosteen then went to leave Rama alone on the terrace 

Agam who heard behind the door of the room just patted his forehead because Rama always covered his true state. 

It has been two and a half years since they last vacationed here, at that time he and Rama had just graduated S1 and immediately continued S2 level at the same campus. 

After his graduate graduation three months ago, Rama had intended to rest since before continuing his S3 studies. And indeed they have planned to take a short vacation to the village so as not to be too stressed with the many demands of living in the city. 

Not without reason, when they were KKN S1 first, Rama and Agam agreed to buy a plot of land with an area of two hectares from the savings they worked part-time at the foreign company Eins Corp owned by Mr. Anderson Indonesian-German. 

The land they made rice fields and pakde Karim who worked rice fields mer.

eka. And the crops will be sold to the city half and the rest will be stored for the purposes of Karim's pact at home.

Agam glanced at the door and saw Rama was daydreaming, as Agam's best friend knew what Rama was feeling. Loving and clapping one hand is painful. 

Agam repeatedly asked Rama to go home and tried to melt Karin's heart. But Rama remained firm with his stance that did not want to make Karin's heart more depressed if Rama desperate to approach her again. 

"Gue already said, mending Lo go home aja sono" said Rama. The man approached and sat down beside Ramah.

"Ck, I really want to go home but make Naila look like Aunt Rosa ponakan me, although do not find them directly" said Rama.

"Huhh, Lo suck really ram? Why should you hide bego, frankly, after all your aunt has never been to your in-laws' house again right? They have moved yes" said Agam.

"Yes, they have moved to the village where Auntie Rosa used to be, but still it feels strange if there is no Karin, then my aunt is confused to answer what gam" said Rama.

"Oh, pek'ak very, not shy Lo same title S2 behind the name Lo?" Agam Cibir.

"Yes I must how gam, I can't bear to see Karin cry, yes I've done nothing than ribet" murmured Rama defended himself.

"Yes aampuuun, a life tukeran would not? I'm Lo, Lo be me" Agam said 

Plaques

"Don't playin nature Lo" said Rama patted jidat Agam 

"Lo's part is very difficult to find the reason for doang, say cake if Karin is busy college let alone this semester, it's fitting if Lo talks so" said Agam

"Yes too, Lo really gam, but if it turns out Aunt went to my sister-in-law's show how?" Rama was confused

"Is there a magic axe?" Ask Agam nyeleneh

"Make what?" Ask Rama

"To smear Lo's shallow head, Lo's brain business dealings diluted, but the women's business keok Lo" Agam mocked

"Ck, Lo give a solution that is really gam" said Rama

"Partially just turn around what is the difficulty anyway? If Auntie Rosa is not at home and goes to Lo's sister-in-law's event, you don't have to sneak there, Lo just come home here, what's the trouble anyway?" Said Agam annoyed.

"Huh, I don't know if I'll see it later" Rama broke up feeling frustrated

"Eh, the girl dies like I just saw here, like a new person" said Agam saw a hijab girl walking in the rain by pedaling a mini bike.

"Year Lo's eyes are healthy, the affairs of women are very smooth Lo's brain" said Rama dressing

"Ck diem Lo, anyways Lo also learn from me" said Agam

"Sok proud??" Rama Sentil. 

"Mbak, stop first, in search of Pak Agam" shouted Rama to the hijab girl.

Rama immediately ran into the house because Agam was ready to throw him with the boots belonging to the pack lying next to them sitting earlier.

"Fuckin' shit" Agam's murmur.