
The sound of the roar of the iron wheel of the train rumbled in Ali's ear in front of the connection of the economy-class train car.Suddenly see the view outside through the window of the train door his wish was floating.
various feelings raged on his chest when he remembered the incident yesterday afternoon at home.
Where the whole family comes together to judge me and his father's wrath can't be contained anymore even if I don't really want to.
Various swearing came out of the mouth of his entire family because of the mistake he had made
Grandfather, uncle, aunt and even cousin cousin also blaspheme each other.
"You want to be what you are then, if you want to be a thug just leave this house.!"
"Basic useless trash.!"
"Go you trash!"
"Go from this house!You are no longer a member of this family from now on!I don't want to see your face tomorrow morning still in this house!"
That was the last word that came out of his father's mouth before he went into the room.
My mother's tears were unstoppable when she saw father's anger that could not be contained.
I could only be quiet at that time knowing that my father was very embarrassed by my behavior these few months after my graduation which only became a bully for some people in the village.
"Children, fight for your life.!
I'm sure you'll be able to stay out there for some time while I'll try to persuade your father when he's out of his temper" his mother said at the time
"Yes ma'am, where am I capable but confused?" answer Ali.
"You're not a stupid child from childhood, think about where you are.Try to survive as much as possible until your father quits his anger, you're sure you can!" timpal's mother later.
My tears had no power to hold back then, whatever the lattice was.
While squealing at the feet of my mother I cried apologizing.
"I'm sorry mom, I'm not filial to my parents.I've let you down mom!"he said while sobbing.
"Here li, my mother has forgiven you.
I know you're right but you're wrong, try to fix it, your future is long!"ali's mother said while stroking his head.
"Now take a break while you think about where you're going, and I'll take you back!"
That night his eyes could not be closed at all, various thoughts kept spinning in his head until he heard the sound of his mother calling from the door of the room.
"Li..Ali is sleeping?"
"Not ma'am!" answerable
"Come eat first, son, I've made you some fried rice!"ali's mother said as she looked out of the room door.
After I finished my meal, my mother asked me about my purpose tomorrow.
"where are you thinking about tomorrow, son?" tanyakanya.
"it looks like mom!"answer Ali.
"where you going?"later ideal.
"if I may leave tomorrow with my mother to go to the market, please transfer to a station near the market.Tomorrow I will go either to Mountiles or to the capital, unthinkable for now!" I said explain to mom.
"alright then.now get some clothes and then rest, tomorrow morning I wake up when I want to leave!"his orders.
"yes ma'am!" he answered while walking back to the room.
in the room he selected a few shirts and jeans and then put in his backpack, tried to close his eyes even so difficult.
The next morning Ali's mother woke her up at 4am and told her to take a shower, after finishing packing they left on a motorcycle while her mother was leaving for the market.
A few meters from the house, his father's figure came out of the house looking at their departure in front of the gate.
I hope my departure can fix everything!" batin Ali when he saw the figure standing there.
Arriving at the city market they park motorcycles in the parking lot of special traders.
While carrying the bag, hold his mother's hand.
"mom I'll take the fuck off first, huh?maybe for a long time I can't drive mom to the market!"ali said as he continued walking.
"alright, but won't you miss your train?"tanyakanya.
"no ma'am, even if it's too late there's another train!" reply Ali.
finished shopping ushered back to the mother of parking while I arrange the goods to the bag of cloth basket that has been installed on the motorcycle.
After finishing arranging his groceries, Ali finally said goodbye.
"Mom.I say yes!I've let you down so much, excuse your son ma'am?"he said while hugging his mother.
"Let's go, son, mother's prayers will always be with you as long as you're there on the right path, all your mistakes I've forgiven!"his mother said while crying.
"mom, don't cry, be ashamed of the crowd!" ali said as he wiped the tears on his mother's cheek.
"this mom there is a little savings hopefully can add to your supplies there.smart panda save, use as necessary!"he said he gave her a brown envelope while continuing to sob nonstop.
After giving the envelope, Ali's mother runs her motorcycle back.
At first glance, he was still crying while running his motorbike.
He saw his mother's back when his departure was lost swallowed by the frenzy of vehicle vehicles on the road.
The feeling of chest tightness began to crackle in Ali's heart at that moment.
"I'm sorry your son ma'am!"insinuatingly
However, everything had happened and it was his fault until my father was furious.
Ali Taye.
Her father was a humble village chief in Canyon River village, whose mother was a loving housewife.
Every morning he became a small trader in the village market by shopping for kitchen needs in the city market and resold in the village market.
His life a day after 3 months graduated from an SMU in his city just hanging back and forth, drunk and fighting with his peers.
Until finally Ali beat one of his father's colleagues' children to be seriously injured and entered the ICU which made his father very angry.
This is why his father kicked Ali out of the house yesterday afternoon when he returned from kongkow in the town square.
The words he said were very heartbreaking and stifling, but whatever the force had all happened because of his own mistakes until finally this.
"Karcis..karcis!" the sound of the train conductor's screams could be heard blowing Ali's daydream at that time.
"It's sir!" he said he gave tickets to check
"Ke Mountiles ya?Kenapa tidak duduk dikursimu?" tanya kondektur kemudian
"Let's sir.next to me mommy brings baby, looks sleepy and a bit fussy.Let's use to put the baby to sleep first sir, kasian mother that!"answer Ali.
"Owh so, fine!You turned out well not according to your appearance, hahahaha..!"the conductor said with a laugh.
Ali could only smile wryly hearing it.
Well he realized his appearance was a little muddled, three piercings filled his left ear, a slightly rounded kaos oblong, a hollow jeans belel, and a gray hoodie tied up on the waist.
Only his proud paint shoes are a little clean because I rarely use since 7 months ago bought his father as a graduation gift for occupying rank 2 in one of the SMU Negeri in his area.
His father's pride at that time was only a moment and disappeared later because of his behavior that could not be tolerated.
The concern again floated to remember the time while sitting and looking at the view through the car door window until finally his eyes fell asleep unable to resist sleepiness.