The Journey of Love Nanda

chapter 96

while in a park that is quiet, in the park planted some Rindang trees added in a treat with a small lake that makes the air there fresh and cool.

There was a beautiful woman sitting in a gazebo prepared by the park manager,

She was Vivi, the beautiful girl who was always jolly in every situation, but it was a torch, ever since he found out dad cheated and left his mom, the joy just disappeared in exchange for depression at all times.

It has been almost three hours Vivi there washed away with daydreams and thoughts, occasionally he threw a small stone2 towards the lake, not infrequently he also smiled bitterly sometimes replaced with a smile.

Because he was too busy with his thoughts, he did not realize someone had been sitting next to him while staring at him fixedly.

"it is forbidden to throw stones into the lake" said Riyan

"it's a rock not trash" Vivi said without staring at her interlocutor

"later the lake turns into mountains not waters anymore." said Riyan

"why papa, so that I can climb the mountain" Vivi said.

"Lo likes to climb mountains, if you want next Sunday we can climb" said Riyan

"ngk I was just a fad earlier, I prefer to relax, because on the beach I can release the tightness that is in my brain" said Vivi staring at the figure who became his interlocutor

"uhh sister Riyan, udh long here, how come I just realized iyh" said Vivi

"sudh, you're just busy with your own thoughts, think what the hell..?"ask Riyan

"i also don't know what I think, but my brain just runs, until I'm unconscious, sometimes the brain thinks beyond its natural limits." said Vivi bitterly smiling

"don't be too thoughtful, live a life that has been provided" said Riyan

"God never wrongly lays down one's destiny" Riyan said

"sister would not be in the same position as me, you are me, and I am you, I really want to live without being haunted by my own father's attitude" Vivi said

"don't be careless when you say, if you ever run away from reality, the wheel turns Vi.." said Riyan

"i don't know what it feels like when the father figure we consider as a superhero for us arrives2 comes home to bring another woman in a state of pregnancy" said Vivi while leaning on Riyan's boat

"no" Riyan replied briefly

"let's like gini ten feet, I need a shoulder to calm my mind" said vivi, while Riyan nodded

"i've never seen a figure when we're with us always happy, laughing, always smiling sweetly, but when he's alone, he always cries in the corner of the room, he's always crying in the corner, even in front of the mirror she could cry" Vivi asked

"ever, often even, almost every day" Vivi replied smiling bitterly as she held back her tears

"who..?"riyan asked curiously

"mother, a smile covered in falsehood the first time I saw it on my face, a smile to cover the wounds and suffering the first time I saw it, on my face" Vivi said, his cry broke when the smile of his mother's wounds flashed through his head just like that.

"that's the reason why I always close myself to men, I don't want the events that my mother experienced to happen to me, because basically I won't be strong to accept, I don't want to, I can't be the most powerful figure like mom" Vivi sobbed on riyan's shoulder.

"i'm tired of pretending to be happy brother, even I'm tired of having to look okay in every situation, I need a release" Vivi lirih said

"you should not be so often sad and cry, your father will be happy to see you grieve over his happiness, while your mother will be more sad to see the child alone sad, sad, your mother's efforts will be wasted2 if you are always sad" said Riyan

"you just have to be happy, so that your father does not succeed in making you fall, you should always try, study and pray, prove to your father that you can be happy without a father figure" said Riyan again.

"you must also be able to eliminate your trauma Vi, who hates men 2, because if we live in the scope of the past and trauma, this life will not advance dear, dear, we live for the future, shape the future forget the past, do not be too far drowned in the past, may the past be remembered but do not get late" said Riyan stroked Vivi's hair

"exactly iyh, I will try to forget everything" said vivi, while Riyan just nodded

Because being too comfortable leaning on Riyan's boat made Vivi sleep comfortably there, maybe she was too weak to make her fall asleep easily.

Finding Vivi asleep on her shoulder, Riyan simply smiled, her hands raised to gently stroke Vivi's face.

"gue will help Lo forget about Lo, I ask for his cooperation" said Riyan

Without feeling the day began to afternoon, the sun began to fall and cause a very beautiful twilight, and during that time also riyan and Vivi were on the edge of the lake.

"emmmm"Vivi woke up from her sleep, she occasionally glanced right and left while gathering her consciousness, then she raised her face staring in a bright direction again,although the day starts late in the afternoon, the sky remains clear.

"sorry sister, I fell asleep and I'm sorry to confide in you brother, and thank you for listening to the complaints" Vivi looked at Riyan at a glance.

"why papa, just relax, I'm happy if someone shares the burden of why me, and even more happy if I can help him" said Riyan

"then I say thank you, first sister" said vivi was about to stand up but was held back by Riyan, because there was no balance of Vivi's body fell on Riyan's lap, for a moment their gazes met each other, because there was no balance of Vivi's body, Vivi looked at Riyan nervously and embarrassedly, in contrast to Riyan, Riyan looked at Vivi with a sad look, she could see from the radiance of Vivi's eyes there was a very deep wound kept tightly.

Vivi further disconnected their gaze contact,

"don't look at me so much, brother, because sometimes my heart can't be cooperated" said Vivi nervously while standing from Riyan's lap, while Riyan who smiled witnessed Vivi's nervousness.

"i drove home, and there was no rejection" said Riyan as she pulled Vivi's hand towards the park, while Vivi simply complied.