The Journey of Love Nanda

chapter 45

After Nanda came out of the rector's room, in front of the door he saw Riko cs, regardless of the whereabouts of Riko he continued to run aimlessly, even he did not heed the screams of Riko cs

"Nanda, wait" shouted Riko as she ran in followed by her mate2.

"there are many other things that you have to run so" Riko muttered because he saw Nanda without purpose

While Arni sees Nanda's current condition smiling meaningfully, even after she heard Nanda in the score wanted it to feel like she was screaming because so happy

"this is still the beginning of Nanda, Lo will see what my next game is" inner arni with a sneaky smile

After running as far as possible now Nanda is on the campus roftop, he is completely destroyed at this time, he did not expect the problem would be running so far.

aaaaaaaaa.

yell Nanda as loud as possible

"knp God.knp I should be in this position" shouted Nanda again while holding back tears

"God I'm tired, I'm tired, I give up God, I raise my hands with this situation" shouted Nanda shed all disappointment through shouting

"dad, Nanda is tired, nanda is not strong again, what kind of destiny is this, dad until when Nanda should look good, until when Nanda pura2 strong, Nanda needs a father" Nanda shouted again,he cried so much, he was really tired to look good2 in front of people even in front of his own mother, he always acted as if he had no burden to live, he always acted, though in real life he bore the burden of a big life, he struggled without a father figure in his life.

Nanda sat in the middle of the roftop resting on both knees.

"what kind of path of life is God, what kind of silly game is God, I'm confused about which way God goes" nanda shouted while looking up to hope God directly loves the solution in his current state

While from a distance riko cs looked at Nanda who had been screaming in therea shed all his complaints, they all looked at the state of Nanda which was completely destroyed

"behind Nanda's indifferent attitude turns out she has a heavy burden of life" said Egan while looking at Nanda

"gue ngk ngk thought all this time Nanda only pura2 strong aja"timpal Yogi

While Riko just kept silent while continuing to look at Nanda, his heart also broke to see the current state of Nanda, he also felt tired of the current state of Nanda

"apparently as heavy as that load of Lo nan's life, it turns out you can absorb this, I think all this time Lo favors the state of Lo, Lo, it turns out that Lo is trying to make a show to look okay in front of people"in Riko still with staring nanda

Seeing that Nanda was getting calmer now, Riko walked closer to Nanda, he was willing to let Nanda scream from earlier in the hope that the girl's mind could plon.

"Lo back to the car, wait for me with Nanda, I'm the one who took care of Nanda, if not we meet in my apartment only" said Riko while leaving his friend2

Riko was sitting next to Nanda as they sat right next to each other in the middle of the roftop, but Nanda was unaware that Riko might be ill focused on her thoughts

"there is nothing without reason, to hope to have even to be sincere in taking off, whether what it sounds in your life may be happiness may also be disappointment" Riko said while looking straight ahead.

" have you ever felt strong when you were originally weak, you know what it feels like..??when tired, dizzy, sick, and saturated come simultaneously, it feels like it hurts" said Nanda without staring at Riko

"When there is Laziness, we should never ask for a way out with God, but ask how we can get through all this, because basically God gives problems not without cause"said Riko looked at Nanda for a moment and then looked back to the front

"God knows to the point where we are able to deal with problems, God has measured it all, we are only ordered to live it" Riko said again while holding Nanda's hand hoping to give peace.

"but I'm tired of it, I really don't have strong anymore, even for my next goal I don't know if I have to step up again, so I don't have a goal"said Nanda while holding back tears to come down again

"you must know that the plans of God will be more beautiful than the ideals that have been formed in the twentieth, God is never negligent in action"riko said as she pulled Nanda into her arms while gently stroking Nanda's hair

"put out your crying voice nan, jangn never Lo bear if it makes Lo relieved" said Riko when he realized that Nanda was holding his voice

In Riko's embrace, Nanda cried as she was, she let out all her tears that had been hot since, even Riko could feel the wet clothes because of the tears of nanda

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