The Journey of Love Nanda

chapter 84

time passed, which had been a dark night enveloping the whole world, soon changed the light morning, replacing the role of simalam illuminating the earth.

The light of day entered the curtains of Nanda's room, slowly Nanda opened her eyes, for a while she adjusted the light in the room

After gathering his consciousness, Nanda felt his throat itch, he glanced at the sebela there Riko fell asleep while holding his hand, slowly he took off Riko's hand, wanted to take the water that was beside the bed, and he was still sleeping,

Feeling something small movement, Riko opened her eyes slowly, slowly she gathered her consciousness and remembered 2 events that passed, she saw Nanda opened her eyes, every second their gazes met, she saw Nanda opened her eyes, a sight that Riko had not seen for a long time, dimna every morning when he opened his eyes, the first object he saw was the beautiful face of Nanda, and when the object had returned, he was, but there was no smile on the object.

"do you want a drink..?"riko asked, while Nanda just nodded.

"knp didn't wake me up..?"riko said while helping Nanda drink.

"thank you for opening your eyes for me, sorry for what happened these few days" Riko stroked Nanda's cheek and kissed Nanda warmly on the forehead.

Hearing Riko's voice that he hadn't heard in days, Nanda cried hysterically

hiks, though,....Hiks.

Nanda sobbing as she closed her eyes, she belm was able to look at Riko, recalling the abuse she experienced a few days ago.

"hey shahang, why cry,..?where does it hurt..?your neck hurts..?"riko

"i call the doctor thorny iyh.you don't cry anymore" said Riko worried while wanting to go call the doctor, but the hand was held by Nanda, Nanda,

Riko looked at Nanda confused plus worried but Nanda just nodded.

"sorry."chicit Nanda in between her cries.

"you're wrong, I'm wrong, I'm negligent in taking care of you, I'm not coming quickly to help you, everything I'm wrong, you're wrong, you're just a victim.."riko wiped Nanda's tears.

"Riko" called Nanda in a hoarse voice

"what a pity" Riko replied as she gently stroked Nanda's hair.

"if you want to leave me, I'm ready to go, I'm dirty, I don't deserve you, other men udh undress me and stare at my body, I'm dirty ko, I don't deserve you, there are still many clean women out there, do not I please, I'm dirty.." said Nanda while shaking her head.

Hearing Nanda's words, wanting to feel angry, wanting to feel like he's hitting everything in this room, but he's trying to hold all of this, he said, he doesn't want to make Nanda even more afraid, which could make Nanda's trauma worse.

"you never thought that I would leave me, because that never happened" Riko said gently but raised a level of his voice.

"some of me will be the first man to see your body, your own husband" Riko kissed Nanda's forehead.

"but ridho.." asked Nanda doubtfully.

"you forget, if you always wear tentop, so he did not have time to see your body directly, max because you are able to keep your body for me" said Riko kissed a glimpse of Nanda's lips.

"but still, he saw it all.." said Nanda rasping.

"please nan, do not remember 2 it again, if you focus on your recovery, about ridho let me take care of" said Riko

"now I wipe your body, because ngk maybe you take a shower, then the breakfast is finished, so that it heals quickly.?"riko said while wiping away the rest of Nanda's tears, while Nanda only smiled while nodding.

"surely, udh want to accept me again, with my current condition, sorry always makes you difficult" said Nanda staring at Riko.

"there's no reason for me to accept you dear, and no matter what your condition is I don't care, I love you unconditionally" Riko said, kissing both eyes Nanda switched to kiss Nanda's lips at a glance,

"don't cry, with you crying it makes me feel more guilty, makes me like a useless husband for letting you cry" Riko said again, because he saw Nanda's eyes begin to glaze over, while Nanda just nodded with a smile

Finally Riko melap body nanda very sticky, maybe because some days Nanda never showered, even Nanda's body seemed to emit a bad smell.

"now you have breakfast iyh, soon mother smaa father came, I was told, sorry I belm kamarin mother in the village, because I was afraid of mother shock later." said Riko while feeding Nanda

"iyh ngpp, imaksih ko" said Nanda.

Riko feeds Nanda painstakingly, like a father feeding his son, After eating how many spoons, Nanda ends her food.

"it's full, the hospital food has no taste" said Nanda refused a bribe Riko.

"it's just a little bit more, let's open his mouth" Riko told Nanda, while Nanda just shook her head.

"what do you want to eat, I'm looking outside, because for a few days you don't have to eat dear.." asked Riko, he was very worried Nanda was malnourished, the article after a few days in a canticle, the article, Nanda just touched the food today.

"the rendang made by the mother is delicious like ko..?"nanda said, looking at Riko at a glance.

"maybe, I ask the mother of the twenty of you to bring, "said Riko, to contact Tika's mother, so as to bring Nanda's order.

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