The Journey of Love Hara

The Feelings of a Brother

A few days before the wedding day Nia and Mario, everyone was busy preparing all the equipment and needs, the garden decoration that will be used as a wedding venue was almost finished. Nia and Mario's wedding is held in the Hara family's garden.

No need to ask again. Until now, his heart is still very sore to see the reality that exists. Even he felt as if everything was very busy with this wedding, except himself and the two brides. Although Hara has officially released the bond only as a couple, but her heart still can not let go of the man who has always been there for her.

The busyness due to her brother's wedding preparations makes Hara feel that her existence is not so taken into account by her family, even if she does not go home, her parents will not realize it either, like what happened a few days ago.

...A few days ago...

Lately, college assignments are getting more and more piled up. Lecturers seem to not think about the feelings of students when giving assignments that are always received from all lecturers every day. The tasks that accumulate also occur because Hara some time let the task, because her mind is confused with the matchmaking problem.

“That's really good, Syer. Want to sleep,”, Hara told Syera, who was helping her complete her abandoned task.

“And his duties are gathered tomorrow, Ra. If you sleep, where will we gather tomorrow morning?” syera reminded.

“Yaudah, I slept here. Let's all get it done, and tomorrow I can sleep,” said Hara who has almost given up on many tasks. Without realizing it, because of the many tasks that were done, Hara forgot to tell her mother that she would stay at the house of Syera.

When morning came, Hara went to the campus from Syera's house, and she only returned home when the afternoon after the day's course was over.

When Hara came home that day, neither her father nor her mother asked her where she was last night, not even they knew that Hara was not home. Yes, since the day that Hara has found a WO that is suitable for the marriage of Nia and Mario, although it has been made up with her papa, but the situation still remains the same, even they also become less frequent to just chat.

Hara walks out of her room, noticing the garden that used to be her place and her friends playing at her house, even the one that used to be her place to chat with Mario, now pernuh with a beautiful and beautiful decoration, which is prepared for a happy bride.

From the balcony, Hara looked fixedly at the garden that was just below her room. The people who were busily passing by decorating the garden made him more and more fed up, and the feeling of tightness again pressed his chest which almost made his tears come back. When Hara was busy with her daydream, there were footsteps approaching her and standing beside her.

“Sesak yes, Ra?” said Nia with her blank gaze that stared towards the garden. Hearing her brother's voice, Hara immediately conditioned her heart and expression, acting as if she also felt happy together with Mario and her brother. Hara turned towards her brother and gave her best smile.

“What brother mean? In 3 days you will get married, of course I am happy, dong,” he said who was trying to lie to himself.

“Thank God you're happy, Ra. But, sister is not happy if you have to marry a person loved by your sister,” said Nia who finally expressed her feelings.

“Kakak, Hara and Mario's relationship has passed. and Hara herself is the one who ended the relationship. So, brother do not feel bad anymore,” said Hara who tried to convince her brother with his decision.

“Kak, Hara's fine, really. Convinced. Although maybe at this time Hara still can not be completely okay, but Hara is sure, someday Hara will also get a man who is as good as Mario, who also loves Hara, who also loves,” he said, while facing towards Nia, and they were facing. Hara held her brother's hand and tried to convince him of his decision.

“Kak, because Hara knows that Mario is a good boy, Hara relays him for sister. Because Hara wants her brother to be happy too, like Hara's time with Mario. Although this marriage is on the basis of arranged marriage, at least the sister must also be happy in this marriage. Hara loves brother and Mario, so Hara does not want you to continue to be sad like this, because sister must also be happy.” Hearing her sister's words this time, Nia was no longer able to stem her tears. The crystal-like details began to fall and began to run down Nia's cheeks. Feeling the tightness deep in her chest, Nia hugged her sister.

The sister he was supposed to protect and the sister who should have been spoiled for him, was now a sister who was mature and attached great importance to her brother's happiness. While Nia instead became a destroyer of hope and the life of her sister. Feelings that feel themselves unworthy to be called as an older brother increasingly hit him, precisely since the matchmaking.

This was the first time after Hara grew up again watching her brother who was usually cold and firm was crying bitterly while hugging her.

Inwardly, Hara also felt deep pain and tightness, but it was impossible for her to shed her tears now in front of her brother, as it would make her brother feel even more guilty towards her.

Shortly after Nia began to feel a little better, came Jerim who had been looking for Nia.

“Nia, can you come here for a minute?” yerim, Nia's voice. Nia approached Jerim and left Hara alone. Seeing her sister leave, Hara's tears came down hard, wet her cheeks and made her chest feel tight again to make her sob.

Feeling herself getting worse again, Hara immediately went into her room, locked the door and aloof, crying all alone. The view in his room was clean from the photo of himself and Mario, the wall looks very empty and only filled with posters of his favorite boyband.

Feeling that she needs entertainment, after she calmed down after crying, Hara decided to look for an atmosphere that could restore her mood, and he also intends to go looking for a wedding gift for his brother and the man who was once his lover. Hara also walked outside the room in a relaxed outfit without saying goodbye to the person in her house.

...A few minutes before Jerim called Nia...

Jerim was busy preparing some utensils and was about to keep them in the bridal room. He was looking for the existence of Nia who he wanted to discuss about the event that would take place in the next 3 days.

“Nia where, huh? The feeling was he towards the balcony, deh,” he said to himself while walking down the road that he felt was passed by Nia. Jerim saw Nia talking to Hara on the balcony. Jerim approached Nia and Hara.

“Ah, that's it. Ni,” Yerim stopped his call. Fortunately, his voice was not strong enough to be heard by Nia and Hara. Unknowingly, Jerim overhears the conversation of Hara and Nia. A conversation he shouldn't have heard between his brother. Feeling unwell to interrupt the conversation, Yerim chose to remain silent, letting Nia and Hara vanish.

...‘Unknowingly, I knew the secret between Hara and Nia. The secret that made El want to bring Hara to my office, and the secret that seemed to be the biggest factor El to always be beside Hara, even though they did not know each other,’ Yerim said in his heart....

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