The Journey of Love Hara

Forced to Release 2

Without feeling it, it was morning. After being tired all night crying, without feeling he overslept in a curled position until morning. As a result of crying last night, this morning he was barely able to open his eyes. Hara stood in front of the mirror in her room and looked fixedly at her face, especially her eyes. Immediately he ran towards the refrigerator, picking up the cloth-covered ice cubes to compress his eyes.

After feeling her eyes slightly improved, Hara got ready to go to campus. When he came out of his house, Renata called out to him.

“Ra!” call Renata from her white car, waving her hand to invite Hara to enter the car. Seeing the sign from her best friend, Hara followed the instruction, walking into the car. Regis and Renata were a little surprised to see Hara wearing her glasses this morning, and their eyes kept on her best friend.

“You guys why, anyway?” ask Hara while frowning.

“Tumben lo wear glasses, Ra?” ask Regis.

“Oh, this. My eyes hurt when I get direct sunlight, so I wear glasses. Doesn't fit, huh?” asked Hara a little lost her trust.

“Suitable, Ra. Strangely enough, you rarely wear glasses except in front of a laptop or book. It also you still rarely wear glasses,” said Renata while fixing his sitting position back facing forward. Feeling everything was ready, without warning, Regis immediately drove his car to the campus.

On the way to campus, do not forget they approached Syera and left together to campus.

It did not take long, the car was parked neatly in the campus parking area, and they walked to class. Among the four of them, only Renata is different class because Renata does not take the same course. When we got to class, shortly thereafter the day's lecture hours started from 8:20 to 10:00, and continued again at 12:00.

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Not felt, the second hour was finished, but Hara was still daydreaming while doodling her notebook, even she did not realize that the second hour was over.

“Ra,” said Syera while touching the shoulder of her best friend. Sensing the gentle touch of Syera, Hara immediately woke up from her daydream and looked at her best friend who was sitting right beside her.

“Ya?” hara's eyes went through the room that seemed to be empty, and only three of them were left. Regis and Syera were still staring at Hara.

“Oh, is it done? How can I not hear the lecturer?” he said he started to panic while staring at his notebook full of indistinct scribbles, like a toddler who was having fun playing ink. Seeing the behavior of his own hands, Hara was shocked, because not only one two sheets he made impingement, almost 10 sheets of paper that he scribbled. As if unable to say words, Syera and Regis could only silently look at his best friend who looked very upset about the problems that were being faced.

Feeling that Regis, Syera and Hara have not been seen, Renata approaches them to the classroom. Unbeknownst to them, it had been almost 15 minutes for Renata to stand in the doorway of Class A, looking at Syera, Regis and Hara while leaning her body on the door.

“When do you want to stay in class? Keburu locked later the same security guard,” said Renata.

“Since when were you there?” ask his twin brother. Renata stepped into Class A and sat in the front seat of Hara.

“Since 15 minutes ago, I was waiting for you at the door, but you are still busy looking at this scribbled paper. I feel again momong adek-deak scrawled paper, you know?” hearing Renata say, they laughed. Renata is famous for being outspoken, and because he has a male twin, making his attitude also sometimes like a man compared to Syera and Hara.

Shortly after, they left the classroom to the tent stall opposite their campus building. Renata, Regis, and Syera had already sat down and ordered food, but Hara was still standing outside the tent.

“Friends, like I can't eat with you guys, deh,” he said.

“What is it, Ra?” asked Regis.heard his twin question, Renata also pinched Regis' arm because he was too insensitive.

“Judah, Ra. Go ahead,” said Renata.

“If there is anything, contact us yes, Ra,” said Syera continued the words Renata. Hearing the approval of her friends, Hara immediately headed to her cafe and Mario made a deal this afternoon.

It was clearly visible from outside the cafe, a male figure who was very vain to know from the direction of the transparent glass window. As if she was gathering her courage Hara delayed some time to get into the cafe, took a deep breath and readied her heart.

‘Ra, you should be able to. Lo must be strong, for the sake of papa, and for the sake of the lo’ family, he said in his heart, encouraging himself. When Hara was about to step towards the cafe, came an 11-year-old girl.

“Kakak, this,” he said while giving his favorite chocolate and drinks. Hara was surprised to see a little sister who had come out of nowhere, who stood up and gave her something.

“There are many yes, dik,” said Hara while slightly lowering her body to compensate for the height of the girl. Upon hearing Hara's thanks, the boy left Hara. Hara immediately walked to the cafe.

“Wait a long time?” hara asked as she pulled out a chair for her to sit in front of Mario. It was clearly a happy smile on the corner of the lips of the handsome man who was now facing him.

“As usual,” replied Hara, Mario also approached the food ordering table and ordered their lunch. There was a song from Hara's favorite boyband, immediately Hara turned her eyes toward the speaker while smiling. While waiting for Mario, Hara coolly enjoyed the song while singing a little lyrics of the song.

...Baby geudaeneun...

...Cafe latte hyangboda...

...Pogeunhaetdeon geu neukkim...

...Gieokhago...

...Baby tonne...

...1,2,3,4...

As soon as his lips stopped singing the next lyrics, he recalled the meaning of the next one that said about the decision to part after Jani and the shared wishful thinking about the future. Even the song seemed to be in favor of the decision to part. Looking at Mario who had returned, Hara gave her smile, slightly forcing herself.

Seemed a little sagging smile from Mario's lips, but he immediately conditioned himself and went back to acting as if everything was fine. Orders are coming. Hara and Mario really enjoyed their lunch time while joking, telling stories about what it was as long as they did not meet.

“Ra, will you watch it? He said there is a new film adaptation of your favorite novel, Silent Heart,” said Mario while showing the ticket he had bought. Seeing her lover, Hara smiled.

“Wah, you even bought the ticket. If I don't want to, how?” hara teases Mario.

“My confidence level is at 100%, Ra. I know you really liked the novel,”. Yes, Mario really knows his lover, what he does, likes and does not. Yeah, well acquainted, before the trouble that made the two of them avoid each other came. Without waiting for a long time, Hara and Mario headed to the cinema which was right across from the cafe.

The sun has turned into the moon. For 2 hours and 30 minutes Hara enjoyed the film. Hara is very familiar with the storyline of the novel, even she did not hesitate to cry when reading it. When watching the film, his tears returned, a sense of tightness felt by Quini as if he also felt. They also walked outside the cinema, but the tightness in his chest was still very pronounced. Now they are sitting in the park, enjoying the sparkling stars and the noise of passing vehicles.

“Mar,” says Hara.

“Stop, Ra. Don't continue. Let me enjoy our last day as lovers beautifully. I know why you suddenly want us to meet, even enjoy our last date,” said Mario. The tightness in his chest grew stronger. Hara was surprised because apparently from the beginning Mario understood his point. The clear granules flowed back down Hara's cheeks slowly.

“I'm sorry, Mario. I can't maintain our relationship,” he said while crying. Hearing Hara's words, Mario looked fixedly at his lover, wiped his tears and tried hard with Hara's decision.

“I hope, you can love my sister after you get married,” continued Hara who instantly made Mario widen his eyes.

“Ra?”

“I hope you guys can be happy.” Hearing that sentence, Mario continued to shake his head.

“Ngak, Ra. If it was your decision to break up because of my matchmaking, I might be able to understand our current situation. But if you ask me to love another woman besides you, I can't, Ra,”.

“Why, Mario?”

“Color You're the only woman I love. And until anytime there will be no other women who can replace you, Ra,” he said firmly.

“If that's your excuse, I can accept it. But one thing you can't bargain with anymore, I beg you to take care of my brother, never hurt him. Because if you hurt him, it means you hurt me,” said Hara.

“Still Ra, because you want to survive until this moment. I love you, my sweety,” he said as he hugged his girlfriend. ‘I'm sorry, Ra, because I can't keep our relationship’ Mario said in his heart.

...Sometimes letting go is a better decision than defending. As painful and as heavy as the hearts of the two people who separated when releasing, at least it did not hurt the hearts of loved ones...

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