The Journey of Love Alisha

Episode 64

Alisha sighed and then pulled her hands out of William's

He covered William's legs with the pants he had just opened

Then he opened his eyes and tightly grasped both of William's hands with both of his hands wrapped in gloves

"William, someday you'll marry the one you love and have children with, as well as Daren later, then how can I continue to stay here?" Alisha smiled faintly in a soft tone explaining to William

"Then I have my future wife and my son accept your presence here as my friend, is that all right?" said William

Alisha was touched by William's words

He tried to stand up and smile meaningfully

"Then what if they reject my existence in this house?"

Alisha's words successfully made William pause for a moment

"Then I'll divorce her! I still won't let you go even if I have to divorce my future wife" William replied

Alisha was silent for a moment looking at the look on William's face which was clearly implied by the earnestness in all his words

'I can't hurt William's heart

He clasped William's hands tightly and looked at him deeply

"William, know that a wife will never feel comfortable if she sees another woman in her household especially if she gets close to her husband" said Alisha as gently as possible

This time William was deeply moved by Alisha's gentle speech

It was very desirable he hugged his friend tightly but he realized Alisha would become angry if he hugged her

"If you leave I'll be lonely again Isha" William said in a completely raucous voice, like despair

Alisha could not bear to see her friend become like that

"Can I call you Isha? just like Daren" he said

"Who said I'd leave you? I'm just saying leave this castle, not your life" Alisha tried to hide the tightness in her heart with a big smile on her sweet lips

"really? you promise you won't break our friendship?" this time William's face looked more excited

Alisha smiled faintly and nodded slowly

"I'll only leave you when you're healed and William's married" said Alisha, removing her hand from William's hand

William looked into Alisha's eyes deeply

"Alisha, do you know? you're the most unique and different woman I've ever met before from any woman, you're kind, kind, gentle, polite, and religiously observant, it's really rare for a woman like you in this world"

"If we were to be a match, I would probably be the happiest man in the world to have a wife like you" William stared deeply and intensely at Alisha's face

Alisha instantly ruffled William's hair until it fell apart

Then he laughed a little

"You seem to be infected with the Daren gombal virus, now it can be dreadful apparently" he said

"I'm not fighting Isha, I mean it" William said seriously

Instantly the laughter on Alisha's lips just vanished

"If my longevity may be what you say is true" he murmured softly unconsciously

"What?" William knitted his eyebrows together hearing the faint speech of Alisha

"Ah it's okay, it's night you should sleep now" Alisha got up and pulled the blanket over William's half

William just quietly let himself be enveloped Alisha

"Good night" Alisha smiled sweetly then exited William's room

Chequek....

He closed William's door from the outside

William laid his body on the bed and stared at the ceiling of his room

"What...I'm already in love with Alisha?" mumbled slowly

"Why don't I know my own feelings?" he murmured frustrated

"Although yes we will also not be able to get married" he murmured

But a second later he smiled faintly and remembered something

"But at least I've been feeling very comfortable and peaceful nearby as a friend, it doesn't matter to me" he murmured anyway.

William took a bolster pillow beside him and hugged tightly

"But hopefully in the end she will be my wife, I will be very happy if the pillow I always hug every night turns into her" he muttered with a big smile

Chequek....

Alisha opened the door and then closed it again

He walked in the dim room which was only illuminated by moonlight through the window of his room

As well as the white curtain cloth that flew exposed to the night breeze made his room more quiet and peaceful

Alisha took a shabby book from her desk drawer

Then he pulled up his chair and sat right against the window of his room

Alisha closed her eyes and felt the night wind blowing through her face and herself

He curled up on a chair with a book on his lap and a pencil

Tesss.....

Alisha let a drop of her tears fall right on the cover of her book

He stared blankly at the moonlighting the night shining all over the earth and also his room that became dim

Alisha again sighed heavily, very heavily, as if sounding very desperate

"Will, if God had given me long life to old age, I might have accepted you and myself who would have changed you and returned to the way of God" Alisha stared at the moon outside her window

Tesss.....

Her tears fell back onto the cover of her book

He wiped his tears and opened the middle page of the book

Half of the book he filled all his curses about all his life

Alisha wrote the book again

*Do you know the last time I cried?

2 Years ago when my best friend in the orphanage left me for good

He told me never to complain about fate

Especially if you cry

I promised him and myself too

I will never let my tears flow after his death

So far I have kept my promise to him

Butwhy....

Now my tears are flowing again??

I've been so holding back these tears from coming out

But when my employer and my new friend said something very touching

This defense of the heart just collapsed to make me renege on my promise to my best friend not to cry anymore

Really am...

If I had been given long life by God, I might have received his proposal

But whose destiny and God's rule can change?

We are just ordinary people who have nothing more than Him

If only...

I'm going with you, my friend

Maybe I won't see or feel this pain again

Sometimes I feel like God is so unfair to me

He took you from me without asking my permission

Then he took my happiness

Also my health

I once asked Him

Why would he do this to me?

But until now I have not got any answers from him

I also decided to follow the flow of my life that I would have to*