The Impossible, Becoming Possible
PART 19'S
Suddenly Fikri approached Novita who was sitting under a tree with Isma...
“Assalamualaikum,” says Fikri.
“Wassalamu’alaikum,” says Novita and Isma.
“Em I go to the room first yes Nov,” said Isma go.
“Nov,” says Fikri.
“What?” Novita land.
“You why the hell, the cake lately often angry with students class 1?” Ask Fikri.
“How not to be angry, his students are wayward, can not ngehormatin who again talk in front,” said Novita.
“The name is also new santri,” said Fikri.
“You too, why have you been avoiding me lately?” Ask Novita.
“No one dodged,” said Fikri.
Novita looked at Fikri....
“You dodge as if I had a wrong with you, ok if I do have a wrong I'm sorry, but please don't get rich gini, as if we don't already have a relationship?” Novita.
“we still have a relationship or not anyway,” continued Novita.
Fikri immediately fell silent, Novita who saw Fikri speechless was astonished.....
“Fik Reply,” Novita said.
Fikri also intends to leave, but Novita blocks the way of Fikri....
“Why are you silent?” Novita.
“Still,” said Fikri left Novita.
“Hah? Is that doang?” Novita.
“I was wrong time huh? Or what the hell? Ahhh,” said Novita annoyed and went to the room.
Novita went to the room with a very upset feeling Isma who saw Novita's behavior was astonished....
“Nov why the hell?” Isma.
“Hate me with the Fikri,” Novita said.
“Allah hate later so love,” said Isma laughing.
“I'm serious Isma!” Shouted Novita.
“Ya already, do not be angry that way, calm down,” said Isma.
With the passage of time, 1 Week passed within a week Fikri never gave any news to Novita, met in the street like a stranger, Novita as hung by Fikri. On Sunday, all students cleaned the pesantren area, Novita and Isma cleared the pesantren area in the back of the park....
“Hot really hot today, why not rain anyway,” said Isma.
“Yes, never rained the cake here,” said Novita.
“Kemarau times,” says Isma laughing.
“Ngacok you,” said Novita.
“Eh Nov, how come I rarely care about you with Fikri? You again marahan?” Ask Isma.
“No, but do not know why he, lately often avoid it,” said Novita.
“You got wrong times?” Ask Isma.
“Yes don't know, what's wrong try me? Ok if I have one wrong, but tell me so I can fix everything,” said Novita.
“Hm confused me,” said Isma.
When Isma was sweeping suddenly Isma saw Fikri pushing the wheelchair that was riding by Rifda....
“Nov, Novita,” says Isma shocked.
“What the hell Is,” says Novita stops sweeping.
“Try see tuh, it's Fikri why he push his wheelchair Rifda,” said Isma.
“Eh yes, yaudah sih justin,” said Novita.
“Yakin in justin,” says Isma.
“Iya is the one who wants to be in apain,” said Novita.
“You're not angry?” Ask Isma.
“No,” says Novita.
“That's not it, in my heart, I cried imagining how surprised Novita saw this all,” Isma said singing.
“Udah don't sing see it's a rainy birthday,” said Novita laughed.
“Biarin,” says Isma.
Suddenly Fikri and Rifda walk towards Novita and Isma...
“Assalamualaikum,” says Rifda.
“Wassalamu’alaikum,” says Novita and Isma.
“How are you guys?” Ask Rifda.
“Alhamdulillah good,” said Novita tone lazy.
Fikri also looked towards Novita who was like he was angry, but Fikri had the right reason to explain to Novita, but this is not the right time....
“Eh yes, Nov, Is, you guys came yes at my fiancee's show same Fikri,” said Rifda smiled and Novita was very surprised.
Fikri looked straight at Novita....
“Why do you know now anyway,” said Inner Fikri.
“Is between Rifda to Abi's house yes,” said Fikri.
“Container Novita,” says Rifda went with Isma.
“Nov, I can clear all of them,” said Fikri near Novita.
“What? You want to explain what? Fik this news that I heard after 1 week you have no news? Why do you always make me cry? Don't worry you know I love you, you play my feelings!” Novita said, crying until she sat on the ground.
Fikri squatted down and looked at Novita....
“I'm sorry Nov, I don't mean to play your feelings, sorry also if I always make you cry,” said Fikri submit.
“Maybe I am not the best man for you, I may not be worthy of you, and your soul mate may not be me, but I always pray for you, hope you get the best man for you, sorry I can not continue all of them,” said Fikri submissive that made Novita shocked.
“Thank you for teaching me that an ustadz has no conscience,” Novita said leaving in tears.
Fikri beat her face...
“Ahhh, suppose you know nov what else happened,” said Fikri full of anger.
Novita continued to run out of the boarding area, he continued to run while crying until Novita in a park, Novita immediately fell while crying....
“Ahhhhhhhh!” Shouted Novita covering her face.
Suddenly Azka came and immediately stood right in front of Novita, Novita opened her eyes and saw Azka directly hugging Azka....
“You why Nov?” Ask Azka.
Novita who was aware she was hugging a person who was not her mahram immediately hugged her hug, and wiped away her tears....
“Eh we sit there aja,” said Azka invites Novita to a stall that sells young coconut ice.
Azka also ordered young coconut ice, not long after her order came, Novita immediately drank it....
“You why the hell Nov, Insyaallah story I will not tell anyone,” said Azka.
“Fikri request break up,” says Novita submissive.
“Hah? How can?” Azka asked in shock.
“Do not know in coming with Rifda, and suddenly Rifda says if Rifda wants fiancee with Fikri, continued Fikri said he can not continue his relationship with me,” said Novita smiled.
“So Fikri back the same ex,” said Azka wonder.
“It is, his former people are beautiful,” said Novita.
“This must be nothing Nov, there is no way Fikri will immediately go back to his former,” said Azka.
“Yes already may not be my soul mate,” said Novita.
“Fik, Fik is impatient what the hell you have a rich girl Novita, many times you hurt her, she still smiles,” said Inner Azka.
At exactly 10:30 Novita and Azka returned to the boarding house, Azka immediately met Fikri who was in the room....
“Fik,” says Azka sitting next to Fikri.
“What?” Ask Fikri.
“You broke up Novita?” Ask Azka.
“Iya,” says Fikri.
“Why?” Ask Azka.
“When I played to Novita's house, when I came home from the Novita room, it turns out that at home there was Rifda's family, and, the Rifda family said that if Rifda's asthma had relapsed and was very severe, Rifda always called my name, so the Rifda family asked for help so that I married Rifda,” said Fikri submissive.
“Why not nolak?” Ask Azka.
“How can I refuse, his family Rifda prostrate gratitude at Abi's feet I,” said Fikri.
“Ah ribet very,” said Azka.
Fikri was silent, on the other hand Novita was in the room while hugging the doll given by Fikri, suddenly Isma entered and sat next to Novita...
“Yang patient yes Nov, maybe Fikri is not your soul mate,” said Isma hugged Novita.
“Yes, but just disappointed so, why he did not say from the beginning the same I,” said Novita.
“Maybe he is not the right time, or he is not ready to leave you,” said Isma.
“Entah, the point is I hate him,” said Novita
“Poor Novita,” says Inner Isma.
The clock also set at 12:00 all the santri Dzuhur prayer, after Dzuhur prayer all the santri there are to the canteen, there are under the tree, there are also in the perpus, there are also those in the canteen, Novita and Isma went to the cafeteria. When Novita wanted to sit down suddenly Rahma nudged Novita....
Go awayl.
“Mangka nya street tuh pack eyes,” nagel Novita.
“Hai all horrified here and here,” said Rahma.
“Tau there is no new ustadzah in the same break up ustadz donk, so sorry yes,” said Rahma laughed.
“Ustadz her choose the same girl who is prettier than her,” shouted Rahma.
Novita whose emotions were being uncontrolled immediately approached Rahma and looked at Rahma sharply....
“You have a personal grudge what the hell is the same as me?” Novita stared intently at Rahma.
“Hm, I don't like to see the face of Lo who is pretentious so ustadzah,” said Rahma encouraged Novita.
Novita also encourages Rahma, and at that time there was a quarrel between Rahma and Novita...
When Novita and Rahma were fighting each other and pushing each other, one of the students called ustadz Fikri, and soon Ustadz Fikri came and separated the two of them....
“Stop!” Fikri said in a firm tone.
“You are not ashamed of what a fight like that is,” said Fikri.
“You are also Rahma, you are new santri here! And you Novita you've become ustadzah where is your shy attitude?” Fikri looked at Novita.
Novita slapped Fikri...
“Jaga talk to you! You don't know what happened, but you judge me? Where is your mind?” Novita.
Isma also tried to calm Novita...
“Nov said,” said Isma.
“This is yes all, bad ustadzah, where there are ustadzah slapping ustadz,” said Rahma.
“That's enough! Rahma you clean the toilet now!” Fikri.
“All of them disperse,” said Fikri.
“Hopefully by the way you slapped me earlier, the pain in the heart reduced,” said Fikri left.
“Nov, you gpp right,” said Isma.
Without Talking Novita went to the room, when he arrived at the room Novita immediately covered his face with a pillow...
“Nov, udah,” says Isma.
“I I came home Is,” Novita said in tears.
“Ya don't do it donk,” says Isma.
“Gini yes Nov, you have to stay here, keep you have to be cheerful, so that all do not judge you if you are difficult to move on from Fikri, if you look cheerful, if you look happy, so that Fikri regretted leaving you for Rifda,” said Isma.
“But I was also in the same round as a first-class child,” Novita said.
“Yes maybe this is your ordeal to become ustadzah,” said Isma.
“A unlucky day yes today,” Novita said.
“Sabar,” says Isma soothes Novita.
Evening arrived, after praying isya all the santri returned to the room to rest, Isma was already asleep but not with Novita, Novita took her diary book and wrote....
From Novita: “ Sundays in ponpes Al-Amin, I think Sunday is the unluckiest day. It turned out that being an ustadzah wasn't as easy as I had thought all along, and being your lover wasn't as happy as what I had previously thought. Being an ustadzah turns out to be a lot of obstacles, which must have patience and strength to face santri, and being your lover is not a happy thing, as long as I am with you always crying, crying, and today is the day you broke my heart! Thanks for you I learned a lot.” _Novita_
After writing the diary, Novita went to sleep. Morning came, as usual Novita taught in the 1st grade....
“Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh,” said Novita.
“Wassalamu’alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh,” says all.
When Novita wants to start the lesson, suddenly one of the students knocks on the door....
“Assalamualaikum, sorry ustadzah,” said the santri.
“What's up?” Ask Novita.
“Today is one hour class for his sports lessons, has been waiting for his sports teacher in the field, ana excuse me,” said the santri was gone.
“Ya has all changed clothes yes, directly to the field,” said Novita.
All the santri changed clothes, after changing clothes all went to the spaciousness...
“Wah his gym teacher handsome yes,” said santri.
“Assalamualaikum,” says Novita.
“Waalaikumsalam,” says ustadz named Reyhan.
“You're his gym teacher?” Ask Novita.
“Iya, I was assigned by Kiyai Umar,” Reyhan said.
“Ok, please start,” said Novita.
Before doing sports all students must pray, after that they warm up, and after that they play basketball as told by Reyhan, all the santri princesses exercise very happily, he said, novita was sitting in the side seat of the field....
“All her resume yes her sport,” said Reyhan approached Novita.
“Hai,” says Reyhan sitting next to Novita.
“Hai,” says Novita.
“Why daydream?” Ask Reyhan.
“Gpp,” says Novita.
“Oh yes know my name Reyhan, I am here only 2-3 months anyway,” said Reyhan.
“My name is Novita,” Novita said with a smile.
“Ustadzah yes?” Ask Reyhan.
“Yes, are you not ustadz?” ask Novita.
“I don't deserve to be called ustadz,” said Reyhan.
“Why is that?” Ask Novita.
“Ya gpp,” says Reyhan.
Exactly at 12:00 all the santri went for the Dzuhur prayer. After the first class Dzuhur prayer goes to class again for the next lesson....
“Ok, today I want to teach you a lesson about hijrah,” said Novita.
“Hijrah is what ustadzah,” said one of the students who made Novita shocked.
Before his all santri never asked, all arrogant as if not concerned with the lesson, today Novita happy to see santri began to be active...
“The word hijrah (sugart ⁇ ) comes from the root word hajara (siber) which means to move (place, condition, or nature), or to decide, that is to break the relationship between himself and the other party, or the heat of the sting, or, which forces workers to leave their jobs,” Novita said.
“In the sense of syar’iy, hijrah means, “transfer of Rasulullah saw. With his companions from Mecca to Medina, about the 13th year of his prophetic days”. Or “transfer in order to leave the village of idolatry to a village of faith, in order to do the construction and establishment of a true Islamic community. Or leave a place, circumstance, or unfavorable nature, towards the good one at the side of Allah and His Messenger (return to al-Qur’an and Sunnah Prophet saw.),” Novita smiled.
From the outside, Reyhan listens to Novita who is teaching....
“Emang his wisdom migrated it what the hell,” said Siti tone lazy.
“In QS al-Baqarah, 2:218, as mentioned above affirms that people believe, emigrate, and wage jihad in the way of Allah, in essence, the, are the ones who will get the grace and forgiveness of Allah perfectly,” Novita said.
“Migrate because of Allah, the sustenance of the world and the Hereafter (heaven) will be his ransom. In QS al-Hajj, 22:58 is affirmed,
وَالَّذِينَ هَاجَرُوا فِي سَبِيلِ اللَّهِ ثُمَّ قُتِلُوا أَوْ مَاتُوا لَيَرْزُقَنَّهُمْ اللَّهُ رِزْقًا حَسَنًا.
And those who emigrate in the way of Allah and then they are killed or die, then Allah will surely give them good sustenance,” Novita said.
“So here understand?” Ask Novita.
“Paham ustadzah,” says all.
The clock struck at 13:30 during the break, all the students left the classroom to the cafeteria, when Novita left the Novita class shocked because Reyhan was standing next to the door....
“Loh what are you doing here?” Ask Novita wonder.
“Gpp said you were struggling,” said Reyhan.
“Oh, if you'll excuse me first,” Novita said go.
On the way to the room, Novita collides with Fikri..
“Sorry by accident,” said Fikri.
Novita...
“Nov, I know our relationship is not good because of yesterday's incident, but it is not good to break the cord,” said Fikri.
“Nobody broke the cord,” said Novita.
“I just keep a distance from people who already have a wife,” said Novita left.
“Astagfirullah, as much as Novita is the same as me,” said Inner Fikri go.
After storing Novita's belongings, he meets Isma who is in the cafeteria.....
“Dor,” says Novita surprises Isma.
“Wassalamu’alaikum,” says Isma.
“Eh yes forgot,” said Novita chuckling.
“Eh said there is a new ustadz yes,” said Isma.
“Who? Reyhan?” Ask Novita.
“Well you know first anyway,” said Isma.
“People he spent in first class,” said Novita drinking, Isma drinks.
“Gazing no Nov?” Ask Isma.
“Not ordinary,” Novita said.
“Iya for you most handsome Fikri mah,” said Isma.
“Ngadi-ngadi lu,” said Novita annoyed.
“Novita is my ice,” said Isma.
“Ya sory,” says Novita laughs.
