The Heart You Sick

The Heart You Sick
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"Ra, I hope you don't forget your promise to me. I'll ask you for your certainty one more week, I hope it won't disappoint."


"Ra, if you accept me. After your idah period is over, I will immediately invite you to return to Indonesia. Me and my family will come to propose to you, I want us to get married."


"If we get married later, what do you want? Say Arra, honey. Ask the island I'll buy it, don't hesitate."


"But if you don't love me or marry me out of pity. As long as you don't have to accept me to be your husband, I'm afraid you're depressed about marrying me."


"One week, Ra. I'll give you a week, as long as you think I won't come to see you."


"Think well, Arra."


The words that Albert spoke this afternoon just kept spinning in Fatimah's brain, she did like Albert, she needed Albert. However, he doesn't know yet if Albert is the best man God sent him?


Fatimah looks cool daydreaming at her paforit, on a lazy bench on the balcony of the room.


Aby who saw his brother continues to daydream directly approaching his brother, Aby immediately sat down and stroked the soft back of Fatimah.


"Think well of speech, Brother Al. I'm a man, I know he's good. But it all comes back to Brother's heart" said Aby.


For a moment Fatimah glanced at Aby, then she smiled wryly while looking at the night sky.


"I admit I really like personal, Al. But I'm not sure, I don't know why" replied Fatimah.


"Istikharoh prayer, Brother. Ask for the same instructions above, do not let Brother regret later." Aby hugged Fatimah and kissed her brother on the forehead.


"So I don't deserve to be happy" he said again.


"Yes, I'll do it. I will pray Istikharoh" said Fatimah.


"That's dong" said Aby while pinching Fatimah's cheek.


"Sick, Deck." Fatimah hit Aby's shoulder slowly.


Aby laughed at him, and so did Fatimah. After the conversation between sister and brother ended, Fatimah chose to sleep in order to get up to perform the istihkaroh prayer.


And so did Aby, she went straight out of Fatimah's room. He went straight to his wife in his room and asked for her right before he went to bed.


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At three o'clock in the morning, Fatimah awoke from her sleep. He immediately abluted and performed the tahajud prayer first.


After that, he performed the prayer of Istikharoh. He wants to convince himself of his choice, he doesn't want to if he gets the wrong one.


He didn't want her to misdetermine the course of her life, he knew Albert well. But not necessarily with it, not necessarily with it.


Fatimah only knew Albert from the outside, she did not know what his original attitude was like.


After performing Istikharoh prayers, Fatimah also directly prayed to the Khalik.


"Oh my God, I have come to ask you for guidance. I have come to ask you for certainty, and a man named Albert Atha Raimhond has come to me. She wants to make me a wife, she wants to make me the queen of her life. But, I fear my household will fail again, O God."


"Please give me your lead, please give me your best path. If he is the best mate for me, then bring him closer, O God."


"But if he's not the right man to be my priest. Keep him out of my life, I don't want to get hurt anymore, God."


"Oh my God, I'm sorry if I ask too much. Because in reality, it is only extinguished that I beg and it is only to you that I ask."


"Oh Allah, may the best path be given to me. After I chose the wrong path for my household with Mas Rudi, Aamiin."


Fatimah rubbed her face with her palms, and she wished the almighty to give her guidance.


After prayer and prayer, the time has shown at 4 am. Finally, Fatimah decided to read the holy verse of the Quran before the dawn prayer time arrived.


After the dawn prayer time arrived, Fatimah immediately carried out her duties. After that Fatimah did not go to the kitchen to help Aliana.


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The time has shown at 7 am, Aby who was ready to go to work went to the dining room for breakfast first.


However, when he reached the dining room. She did not find her sister there, she only saw Aliana who was making coffee for her.


"Darling!" Aby immediately hugged Aliana from behind and stroked her wife's stomach which looked slightly protruding.


"What the hell, Mas?" ask Aliana.


"Sister Arra, where? How come I didn't see it? Usually he's busy helping you in the kitchen" Aby asked.


"He hasn't come out of the room yet, Mom. I don't know why either" replied Aliana.


"Then let me look into his room. But, Kiss first." Pinta Aby straightened her lips


"Don't, Yang. Someone will see" said Aliana timidly.


But unfortunately, Aby did not listen to his wife's words, Aby immediately lifted Aliana's body and sat her on the kitchen table.


Aliana gave a startled shriek, she even hugged Aby's neck tightly. What else is she is pregnant young, she is very afraid that later anything will happen to her womb.


"Mas! You just ngagetin, later if the Dedenya surprised how?" aliana was upset.


"Sorry, Honey. After that I want to be given Kiss first," said Aby.


"But ngg-"


Aliana's words immediately stopped, because Aby immediately linked her lips to his wife's lips. Of course Aliana immediately replied to the link of her husband's lips, because she always enjoyed every game presented by her husband.


For a long time they kissed, until they did not realize that Fatimah saw intimacy between the two of them.


Fatimah who was about to go into the dining room immediately disengaged her intentions, she even sat in the family room.


Of course, because Fatimah did not want to interfere with the activities being done by her sister and sister-in-law.


Fatimah rubbed her lips, then she smiled. He remembered the activities he always did with Rudi, although never to have sex with husband and wife.


"Sister!" Aby immediately approached Fatimah who looked cool sitting in the family room.


"Yes, Deck" replied Fatimah.


"Why sit here? Let's breakfast!" take Aby.


"Come on" replied Fatimah.


"Big brother, how did the growth wake up during the day?" ask Aby.


"Hosebumps, Deck. Abis dawn was very sleepy, it became immediately bobo again," replied Fatimah.


"Well, let's have breakfast, '" Aby asked.


"Yes" replied Fatimah.


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