The Heart You Sick

Alice's Grief

Alice is now seen sitting in a large field that looks uninhabited, many weeds that grow in the vast field.

He felt angry, sad, embarrassed and also upset. He felt very eager to vent the anger and annoyance of his heart.

Occasionally he was seen picking up a small stone, then he would throw it carelessly.

Truly his heart is hurt at this time, maybe Fatimah can say if he must be patient and try to improve himself in order to get a good soul mate for him.

But in reality, she is not a strong woman. His heart is so weak, what else with the fact that he is not perfect anymore.

According to his mind, only a foolish man would marry him. Because it is certain, if a man is married to his heart, in addition to wanting to get happiness in bed, surely the man also wants happiness by getting offspring from his beloved wife.

"Aaaaarr!!" alice shouted as she threw the pebbles in a careless direction.

"Aww!!"

Alice faintly heard the shrieking sound of pain, her face immediately looked pale.

He had just thrown a stone, even though it was very small, but he threw it very hard.

It is certain that if you hit someone else, it will definitely hurt very much. Alice immediately woke up from her seat, then she looked for the origin of the sound.

Alice walked through the weeds that were higher than herself, before long she saw a man who was rubbing his forehead.

Even Alice could see if the man's forehead was bleeding, the unwell Alice immediately approached the man.

"Oh my God, forgive me, sir. I didn't mean it" said Alice.

The man who had rubbed his forehead immediately stopped his action, then he stared at Alice's face intensely.

At first the man's face looked cold and flat, but a few seconds later the man immediately laughed.

"I thought I was struck by this demon waiting for the empty land" the man joked.

At first the man seemed to want to get angry, but when he saw the woman in front of him so frightened, he also undo his intentions.

What else when looking at her wet cheeks with puffy eyes, it can be ascertained if the woman is very sad.

"Ih! Not funny, Sir. Your forehead is bleeding, are you carrying a medicine box? Let me treat the wound, fear it will be infected" said Alice.

"Awhile" he said.

The man was seen getting into his car, shortly afterwards he came out with a medicine box in his hand. He handed the P3K box to Alice.

Alice quickly received the medicine box from the man, and opened the medicine box.

Looking at the medicine she needed, Alice smiled. Then, he asked the man in front of him to go down.

"Master, can you bend down? You're too tall, I can't treat your wounds" Alice said.

The man seemed to smile warmly, then the man looked wryly looking for something that could be occupied. Soon, he sat down on a rock not far from there.

"Now you can treat my wounds" said the man.

Alice is seen opening the medicine box, then she takes alcohol and cleans the man's wounds.

After cleaning, she drips betadine onto the cassa cloth and attaches it to the man's forehead, then wears a plaster.

"It's over" said Alice.

"Thank you" said the man, smiling warmly.

For a moment Alice was stunned when she saw the man's smile, looking sweet and sincere.

"Why are you alone in a place like this?" ask the man.

Alice looked down in lethargy, she thought back to the sadness she was going through. He was eager to vent his frustration, so he pulled over his car and got into the empty land.

The man looked silent, then before long he smiled and said to Alice.

"If you're sad, you can vent your heartache. You can vent your grief, you can vent the emotions that are in your heart. But, the trick is not to go to the empty ground and throw stones carelessly." The man smiled after saying that.

"If you want to put out all the distress that is in your heart, ablution. Pray and tell your Lord, ask him about what good you want" said the man.

DEG!

Alice's feelings felt pinched hearing the man's words, right said Fatimah if she really had to get closer to God.

He must ask the best of his Lord, that he may have the best of his Lord.

Even if he wasn't sure, if his God would give him what he wanted. Because he's very conscious, if he's a sinner.

"Why silence? Afraid that your request will not be granted by your Lord?" ask the man.

Alice seemed to nod her head, the man in front of her was truly extraordinary she thought. He can shoot everything in his mind and in his heart.

"I used to be like that, I was a sinner. I was so afraid that if God would not forgive me, I was so afraid that God would not accept my repentance. But I was wrong, it turns out God is all-forgiving," said the man.

At first Alice seemed to be silent, but after she listened to what the man said, she somehow felt that she could trust the man in front of her.

Alice appears to be sitting next to the man, and she tells him what happened to her without any of her passing.

Including his intention to approach Albert, he wanted to be married because he was afraid that no man would marry him, if he knew that he no longer had a uterus.

The man smiled after listening to Alice's story, and then he said.

"Trust me, someday your Lord will send you a good man" said the man.

"It seems like no one will want to, where is there a man who would marry a woman who can't give him offspring?" said Alice.

"Don't like to go before God, he may accept you willingly. If it's a child's problem, then you and your husband can adopt it from the orphanage" the man said.

"Then, what if he wants a lot of children from me, and I don't have a uterus?" ask Alice again.

"All you and your husband make orphanages, lots of children who will make your days more cheerful" the man said.

For a moment Alice was silent, then she stared at the face of the man in front of her very intensely.

" Are you married?" ask Alice.

"I'm a widower, I can't defend my household because of my past misdeeds" the man said.

"Then what if you were my husband?" ask Alice without thinking.

The man who was now sitting in front of Alice fell silent, then a moment later he returned Alice's eyes.

"Would you have a husband like me? I'm just a sinful man trying to improve himself" the man said.

Alice then scanned the appearance of the man in front of her, the man in front of her looked so handsome with a maroon color shirt that she was wearing.

His body looks athletic, his face looks radiant. Even though he had a chance to see the wounds and guilt in the look in his eyes.

"You are handsome, attractive and also you are fun. If you want to accept my lack of circumstances, I want to be your wife" Alice said without hesitation.

"Later we make an orphanage, so that our days will feel crowded with the voices of children," Alice again let out her heart.

The man seemed to chuckle at Alice's words, then he looked back at Alice's face.

"Why are you so sure you want to marry me? We met for the first time" said the man.

"Come on, but I'm sure you can be a good priest to me. Marriage, yu?" take Alice.

"Well, how about we get acquainted for a month. If you feel like you fit me, I'll propose you to your parents' house soon?" ask the man.

"Deal?" alice said as she extended her hand.

The man seemed to chuckle, then he returned Alice's hand.

"Deal!" said.

They smile, then laugh. They laugh at themselves who feel very funny, because they suddenly decide things when they do not know each other.