The Heart You Sick

As if I Can't

Hendrik thought about where they usually went. For 5 years they only watched in the cinema. Time yes Hena went there early in the morning blind, where there open her mind

" does he go to the beach" murmured Hendrik

Hendrik rushed from his bed and was ready to go to find Hena.

Along the way he just prayed that Hena would not do anything else until she committed suicide. Before going to the beach he looked around near them namely malls, cinemas, schools, and park parks that they often visit. Any idea he was there, Hendrik thought

Hena has not been found.

" he was at the beach. The beach trip is far until the 3 new era arrives. What else with his unstable condition made him tired quickly "

He got back to his car and started looking. Because he felt tired because he had not found Hena, he decided to look for Hena to the beach where he first revealed his heart to the sweet girl.

" it's easy that you're right there and don't do anything stupid "

He drove his car to the beach at a fast speed. He did not think about his safety and only concerned about Hena.

Two hours later, he was driving and finally reached the beach. He looked here and there, looking here and there but didn't find Hena. He searched where dining, shopping, and hotels around Hena beach were absent. In the end, he gave up looking for Hena.

" Hena is actually you where "his scream in front of the rushing water of the beach

He also focused on watching the water and immersing his feet in the sea water that made him dissolve in sadness.

" i'm sorry Hena, I hope we can meet again and you can forgive me "

" wherever you go" said Hendrik, rubbing his tear-filled cheek

" i'm sorry Hen, because my jealousy has us apart. Because my selfishness keeps us away like people don't know each other. Because of the childishness I made. " said Hena but in the cut Hendrik who immediately embraced Hena.

" what should be sorry is me. I want us to repeat it from the beginning" Hendrik said, hugging him tightly

Hena just nodded her head because she didn't know what else to say.

" from now on don't run away again" said Hendrik releasing his hug

" remember if I don't later I'll be jeweled to know the taste "he continued while pinching Hena's cheek

" yeah promise" said Hena while pulling both ears.

" let's go home. The others are waiting for us. They're worried about where you're going and what's going on" said Hendrik pulling and holding Hena's hand

" well " said spoiled Hena

They go to the car and leave the beach where Hendrik first declares his love for Hena.

" thank you you for accepting me like you used to. Even though I have a mental disorder you still accept me. Even if I stay away, you keep looking for me. My parents just threw me away because of my mental disorder, you still accept me and keep trying to find me" Hena said inwardly.