The Heart of Anita
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"Why should go".
Before saying a word that could make Anita agree with his will Karin lowered her head for a moment "Why Rin..Why should I go".Anita asked.
With glassy eyes Karin tried to stare at Anita "Sorry Nit but I beg you let me go.hiks..hikss".The clear chunk that he had been holding back had finally fallen just like that
"I know you're a good woman, you accept me in your life very sincerely...But this time please let me go..Hix hyxes hyx"
"I don't know when I'm gonna have to ride my life to you I just want to try not to rely on anyone too much".His words grasped sincerely the hand of Anita who had been staring at him nanar.
Anita looked in the netra Karin who there very clearly saw a hope ya hope he got the fill from him to go.
Closing his eyes for a moment tried to think clearly whether he had to let go of Karin to get into that harsh life
Is now the right time?
Has he lost his life partner in recent months?
Is Karin able to fight the rigors of life?
Many questions that raged in his mind, Anita who had felt what it was like to fight alone really could not imagine Karin who would also experience it.
But whether he should be selfish, Karin also has the right to build his own happiness.
True Karin said that not forever he will ride a life to Anita, there will be times when he must choose his own life path and maybe now is the time before he really depends on life to Anita.
Before saying Anita pulled dafas in then exhaled softly "You're serious about your decision?".Anita asked seriously
Karin nodded confidently "Yes, I'm very sure".
"Before I allow you to go you should know this, Karin I invite you into my life with a sincere heart, I have considered you my own sister, I have taken you to be, I never thought about when we'd be living together that I knew you were my responsibility because I brought you in, so never assume you owe me anything".
Once again Anita breathed a heavy breath before continuing "Alright, go Karin, look for your happiness I really have no right to hold you back".Although Anita's weight keeps letting Karin go.
"Remember Rin, whenever you need me come here the door is wide open for you".His words again shed tears.
Karin was so lucky to meet a human angel like Anita "Thank you ...Thank you for being such an important person in my life".His words were falling into Anita's arms.
For a moment they hugged, a few months of living together was really hard if they had to part now.
"What are your plans after this".Anita asked to take off her embrace.
From the beginning Karin had been thinking so without hesitation she replied "I'm going to Country X".
"Well it's better than in a harsh country like here".Without protest Anita consented. "So when are you going to leave".Ask again.
"The plan's the day after tomorrow, before you get out of town".The answer.
"Okay, may this be the best thing for your life".Anita said sincerely "As long as you know, you will just start your life so smart to face this hard life".Dejection.
"Yes, I will always remember your message".She hugged Anita again.
"If so I go upstairs..Ummmuashh".His words peeked Anita cheek at a glance and ran up the stairs.
Pov Anita's
After Karin entered the room I thought for a moment, whether my decision to leave was right or not.
Really in my little heart still has not completely let him go why not? it was a few months he made my day more cheerful before his arrival only loneliness I guess after work.
His nagging attitude, his jail, his attention and small things that sometimes make me angry and sometimes also make me want to laugh.
Every time I go home from work there is a behavior that makes me tired
Until this day arrived he wanted to leave under the pretext of finding work made sense anyway but somehow my little heart was unable to accept it
But I realized that I had no right to his life I was just helping him out of his troubles if he wanted to leave, and again I had no right to hold him back.
I was just trying to convince my heart that he would be fine in the Country, yes he intended to start living in Country X my birthplace, the Country I left behind because of a past.
When he said he was going there without hesitation I asked him because I think Country X is not too hard just we need a good thought to deal with it.
After a long period of contemplation in the living room I returned to my room to rest my mind and body
P**ov off
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Night
Now Anita is in the room Karin is helping her pack her things and a little chat.
"Do you have a place to live there?".Anita asked as she folded her clothes and put them in a suitcase
Karin who was choosing clothes in the closet turned to "Not yet....Maybe later if it gets there".Answer is back to focus.
"Then mending you live in my house in Jakarta".umUsulnya without turning his head
"I'm not looking for a contract".The rejection of the heart of fear makes the master offended
"Rather than no one nempatin mending you there so no need to rent expensive rent".He said "Emang no papa".Ask Karin seriously.
"Well, I don't have a papa, so if I go there I don't have to find your address anymore".Anita.
"Oh yeah how about your password and visa".Ask Anita again. "Udah all right".Reply Karin.
Anita just nodded.
"Udah nih, if that's what I'm in the room...Good night"
"Thank you..Goodnight".
The two men decided to take a break to welcome tomorrow.
Seriate...
