The Heart of Anita
#24 Is 2
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The sound of birds chirping alarms Anita immediately rose from her sleep, she realized last night asleep while teaching.
Today he intends to make a pilgrimage to the tomb of his parents.
"Today's rum I didn't go to the store.want to kill papa's mom".Write Anita so Arum doesn't worry.
Before going to the cemetery he was about to make breakfast but when he saw the contents of the refrigerator that was empty because only yesterday he stayed so he chose to order food.Simple waiting for his order he immediately cleaned himself.
Tocktails
*Perhaps it was a food deliveryman.Gumam Anita immediately opened the door.
"This is the money sir".After handing over the money he went straight in to eat his food.
After it was felt that Anita was ready to continue her intention to the grave of her parents by ordering ojol to be more economical, she thought.
THE TOMB
Before heading to the tomb he stopped by the flower shop around the tomb for two bouquets.
Slowly but surely Anita approached the graves of her parents and then put down a bouquet of flowers that she had bought.
"Assalamualaikum.pan".Said Anita squatting between the two tombs.
"I'm sorry Anita just got here again..Anita misses you guys so much".Clear details began to escape from his eye patch.
"Ma.pa.pardon Anita for not being able to maintain Anita's marriage with Danil mas".Said Anita lirih.
"I know you're disappointed in Anita..Anita doesn't want to be in this situation either..".The next one feels heavy.
"Nita misses you guys so much..Anita needs you guys".Suddenly her crying broke out.
Unable to continue his words again could only look down to feel the pain that was deep.
After feeling a little calm Anita chose to rise up leaving the funeral.
"Nita pamit yaa..Nita promised to be here often".Pamit Anita then steps out of the funeral.
After leaving him from the funeral he chose to walk maybe later when he was tired of walking new he would order ojol thought.
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In the middle of the trip Anita chose to stop for a moment in a very beautiful garden with flowers lined up neatly and shady trees.
Feeling the sacredness made him recall his wounds, the longer the wound was widened he did not realize the tears had escaped before being asked.
The more pain the more tears.
Pov Anita's
I tried to forget the pain I felt but the more I tried to forget the deeper the pain I felt, I realized it was not easy to forget just like that, the taste I had planted for several months was not sweet so it required me to bury it deep.
Very funny isn't it??.I tried hard but in fact I was injured.it's not easy to get up immediately while I have to rearrange my messy life.
In the silence I sat alone, if I knew it would be like this I would not begin to open the heart that makes me live in illusion.
In this gray shadow only one is certain my love will be eternally let embedded as time passes.
Anita's muttering involuntarily stared blankly ahead with tears still faithfully describing her pain.
"I hope you'll be happy with the woman of your choice.I lost, and you're the one who won for taking my place in my heart, I don't know in the future if I can forget you, but I'll keep trying to do that".Mumbled further.
Pov Off
A taste that is still new but cannot pass.
Ting ting ting
The incoming message disperse Anita's daydreams.
"Why else with that woman".Anita said when she saw Jessi who sent her a message.
"That's a lot of kasian si loo".
"We'll see who wins"
"But Danil would rather have me than you"
Write a message in succession Jessi.
"She I said I lost to the woman who took people's husbands.may you be happy".Reply Anita felt pain with her own writing.
"But the one I want.please don't hurt Danil".Further again.
Never got a reply to a message from Jessi did not want to take a headache.
While waiting for his heart to calm down a little he looked far away somewhere, thinking about the life steps he would take in the future.Because he realized there was no way he could always be at this point,he had to draw his life line to keep going.
I must rise up at all costs, he said to himself.
Did not feel the day began to get hotter because the sun was already on top of his head, did not want to make himself feel the heat of the sun choosing to move from his seat looking for a more shady place.
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"*Te*tap continue your life despite circumstances that seem to be impartial to you".St khadijah-
Sorry if the episode is getting shorter because the author is also busy but the author tries to get up every day.
Happy reading
Assalamualaikum💚
