The Heart of Anita
#23 Is bad
Arum who felt Anita's body tremble guessed that her best friend was crying.
Giving room for Anita to spill her sadness in her arms although it is undeniable that many questions in her mind about Anita.
After feeling Anita had begun to calm down, he led Anita to sit first and Arum went to fetch water for Anita.
"Drink the nit first".Anita receives a glass filled with water from Arum.
"Thank you".
Arum's focus on looking into Anita's eyes is like looking for answers from Anita's attitude there but it does not produce results.
"Speak, it doesn't make me more confused".Arum said after Anita calmed down a bit.
"I was divorced by Danil Rum".Anita answered and then looked down.
"WHATAA..Ceraeiii".Pekik Arum does not believe it yet.
Anita was only able to nod trying to calm down.
"Since when..continue now that you've been expelled?".Ask Arum again.
".............................".
Finally Anita told me everything that happened yesterday, from her meeting with Jessi in the park to Danil who arrived to come to nibble her so that the word talak was thrown from Danil's mouth.
Arum who heard Anita's words involuntarily shed tears, he immediately embraced Anita's fragile body trying to channel strength, arum was also very furious with the woman called Jessi, his best friend's relationship with Danil is indeed from the bottom very far from the word good plus the arrival of the woman makes everything more messy.
"See if I meet the snake woman, I'll rip her mouth apart".Furious Arum took off his embrace.
"You're the one who's patient, I know you're a strong woman".Arum's speech is encouraging.
"You must remember that you are not alone Nit.there I will always be beside you".Further.
Again Anita was made to be moved by her best friend."Thank you Rum, you've always been there for me".
After a long time to encourage each other more precisely Arum who encourages Anita without realizing they chat until the afternoon.The other shop employees have returned home to live the two of them who are still at home on the top floor.
"So now where are you going to live".Ask Arum when he's getting ready to go home.
"I want to go home to the house I occupied before marrying Danil mas."The answer.
"Judah then I first yes.you heart".Pamit Arum's.
Anita who was left alone also chose to close her shop immediately because it was night.
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Walking down the sidewalk with a suitcase in his hand tears that accompanied his steps without caring about the few pairs of eyes that looked towards him.
Until he stopped at one of the parks chose to stop for a moment to calm the mind that was in a state of turmoil.A bench in the middle of the park became the point of Anita's goal at that time.
Anita was silent for a moment with eyes that went down the entire park that began to be quiet because it was approaching magrib.
Staring blankly in front of her tears again escaped enveloping her mood accompanied by a drizzle that seemed to feel what Anita felt at this time.
"Can I get up".Anita muttered just like that.
"Allah, what was my fault in the past that you have punished me so severely".Racau Anita is no longer able to stem her painful feelings.
"*What a pain, dear God, why did I start opening my heart to her but you chose a way to keep her away from me".
"Dad Anita's mother misses you.Call Anita to go with you*".Anita's cry broke with the rush of rain.
"Aaaahhhhgggggggg.com.....".Shouted Anita
The rush of rainwater can beat the loud voice of Anita so it is not too clear.
The tears that were fused with the rain made Anita drown in sadness.
The night did not make Anita rise from her seat, the rain that had begun to subside also did not make Anita flinch.
Until a few hours later the cold had begun to feel so that he got up to go home immediately.
OLD HOUSE
When he arrived at the house he had lived in with his parents staring around absolutely nothing changed from the house.
Anita went into the room she once occupied and continued to clean up after that she intended to pray.
Performing prayers in a state of sadness makes Anita pray solemnly'.
"Allah who is merciful, merciful to you only - I will forgive my servant with all the faults of my servant, I am aware that divorce is something that you hate but what is the power of the servant is only able to surrender, the servant is unable to maintain the marriage of his own servant forgive your servant who is only able to complain to you,strengthen the heart of my servant to give me sincerity to go through all this, I believe all this has become a sign of my destiny..Amynn".Pinta Anita in her prayer.
After praying he continued by reading the holy book of the Qur'an so that his heart was a little calmer.
Drowsiness that attacks him is not able to make him stop his activities so that it makes him fall asleep on the prayer mat with a state that is still wearing face.
What a pity......
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"Hopefully hope is hope for the owner of life".
- St khadijah
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