THE HARAMKAH?

The Wing is Broken

Fighting against the malignancy of the disease without meaningful action is very difficult for anyone.

Aiyra with keukeuh do not want chemotherapy and surgery to make her condition worse and worse.

Her body was now so thin dry, there was no longer any beauty on her face.

Aiyra is still maintaining her breath for someone, Bram. Since Maura gave birth to her child, Bram disappeared as if swallowed by the earth.

Aiyra wanted to meet and talk to him a lot, she just wanted to say thank you for taking good care of him, replacing the position of Father who had preceded her to leave, bandaging Aiyra's heart wound as Ilham left without a word.

"Mas.." said Aiyra.

"yes, baby, why?"

"i'd like to go out for a second, would you?"

"Jagan Aiyra, the doctor won't allow it, after all it's not good for your current condition"

"i beg you"

Ilham went to see a doctor to ask permission for Aiyra to go outside, breathing fresh air even if only in the hospital garden.

Ilham pushed Aiyra's frail body in a wheelchair, she pushed with great care, following Rere and Reno.

They sat under a shady tree so that Aiyra would not overheat, because at that time the sun was quite shining.

Aiyra breathed in the air so deeply, she seemed to be very happy after 40 days she was confined to her room due to her condition.

Ilham looked at Aiyra's face fixedly, she pulled the corner of her lips upwards, trying to smile even though she actually wanted to cry. Inspiration held onto Aiyra's fingers gently.

Yes, while in the hospital besides her Mama, there is only inspiration and her children who always faithfully accompany Aiyra.

Reno, he was the most loyal to accompany Aiyra in the hospital, only when Reno was on guard that Ilham would participate, Reno would not bear to see her Mommy in pain, he would go out and cry loudly, that is where Ilham changed Reno to look after Aiyra, hugging Aiyra tightly while Aiyra was like a possessed person because of the pain caused by her illness. Inspiration will embrace Aiyra until Aiyra feels better, or until Aiyra is unconscious, fainting.

"Mommy, are you happy right now?"

"Hemm, don't you feel like this world is so beautiful Reno? be grateful for how we feel now, because we will never know what will happen tomorrow"

"Yes Mommy, enjoy the air today"

"But Mommy don't be long, Rere doesn't want Mommy why napa"

"Let it Re" said Ilham.

"This afternoon, you go home first, let Daddy take care of Mommy alone tonight" said Aiyra

"But Mommy..."

Rere held onto Reno's shoulder and shook his head, gesturing for Reno not to dispute what Aiyra ordered. With a disappointed face Reno just silently agreed.

" Well we'll go home, Daddy take good care of Mommy, if there's anything, call Reno or Rere immediately"

"Yes Ren, Daddy will take good care of your Mommy, go home"

Reno hugs Aiyra as if she will never see each other again, Reno's tears fall, long Reno hugs Aiyra. Aiyra stroked the boy's head with trembling hands, Aiyra smiled happily with Reno's manner, at least Reno sincerely loved her, Aiyra thought.

"Mommy, Rere go yes, later when Mommy is satisfied with Daddy, call us" Rere joked.

Aiyra let out a small laugh, she hugged and kissed both cheeks of her daughter. With a heavy step Rere and Reno stepped away leaving Aiyra and Ilham, Rere embraced Reno who was unwilling to stop crying.

Aiyra fell into a deep sleep in the arms of Inspiration.A clear sky arrived covered with black clouds, it might soon rain. Ilham carried Aiyra and brought her back to the room.

After arriving at the room, Ilham put Aiyra's body on the bed, Ilham called the sisters to reassemble the oxygen and turned on the infusion Aiyra had just turned off when aiyra wanted to go out.

Inspiration turned over Aiyra's blanket, and stroked her face.

"why don't you want us to look for Bram? he must know your current condition Aiyra" whispered Ilham.

Aiyra did not allow anyone among them to contact Bram, Aiyra wanted Bram himself to come, Aiyra wanted to know how much Bram still had a sense of caring for her. And see the result? a month more Aiyra in the care but Bram did not come, let alone come to call Aiyra did not Bram do. Where's she? is it because his enthusiasm welcomes the birth of a child until he forgets aiyra? or is there something else?

Aiyra opened her eyes slowly, she smiled faintly looking at the face of Ilham.

"what time is it?"

"it's too late baby" Inspiration kissed Aiyra's forehead.

"Mas, if there's life after death, I want you to never leave me even for a moment"

Inspiration tried to toughen up, he smiled with his lips trembling. Inspiration kissed Aiyra's cheek. He whispered softly in Aiyra's ear.

"Never will"

"Hm. Mas even though you hurt me so much but somehow I can't hate you Mas. uhukk uhukk" Aiyra coughed.

"shhhhttttt, take a break, don't talk too much dear"

Aiyra smiled and shook her head slowly.

"I want to talk while I can, I have a lot to say." Aiyra took a deep breath. " She, I want us to live together if there's life in the world after death, you know when I see you my gaze can't be shifted to anything else, my heart prays that God will give you for me, God is so good to me. He gave you to me. I'm so happy, for me you're the first and last love of my heart"

Aiyra let out a long sigh, she felt her chest was very tight despite the help of oxygen attached.

Ilham's right hand clasped Aiyra's fingers, and his left hand caressed Aiyra's head nonstop. The chest of inspiration rumbled, He tried to toughen up and hold back his tears from falling. Inspiration glued his Gigin until his jawbone was clearly visible.

"Mas, I will always love you until the end of my life, if I don't find a woman who can love you like I love you, find Rere and Reno a good mother, take care of Reno Mas, look after Reno Mas, he's my fragile son, why are they growing so fast? even their height exceeds my height" Aiyra chuckled softly.

"Mas, please apologize to Mama, please take care of Mama ya Mas, she must alone spend her old age, without me and without Dad"

"stop bullshit, take a break it's midnight"

"Mas, give me a letter in the drawer for my husband"

"okay, but now go to sleep"

"Mas, did you turn on the cooler too big? why does it feel so cold"

Ilham glanced towards the AC, 25 degrees. It should be the usual room temperature.

"Mas, come up. I want to sleep in your arms"

Inspiration rose from his chair, he climbed onto the bed, Ilham sat behind Aiyra, in the arms of the little lady with affection. Aiyra thrust her face into the chest of inspiration. Inspiration kissed Aiyra's head.

"one day my treatment is like this when night falls, it feels very comfortable" whispered Aiyra weakly.

Inspiration is small.

Aiyra fell asleep soundly in the arms of Inspiration. There was no sound that night, only the sound of the clock ticking down on the sound of the sobbing of Inspiration, he could not help but cry when he realized Aiyra's body was not moving anymore. Ilham hugged Aiyra's body so tightly as if he did not want her to let go again. The body of Inspiration trembled strongly as his cries grew louder.