THE HARAMKAH?

Parisian.

" are you listening to him again right now?" the voice of the beautiful woman raised the inspiration.

"ahh this...."

"do you love her so much more than you love me?"

"No, that's not what I meant. I just..."

"Missed him?"

"hemm"

"i guess after me, there won't be a woman who can make you fall in love so deeply"

"he's so special" replied the brief Inspiration.

Ilham stared blankly at the window.he saw the city of Paris in the darkness of the night, although beautiful but he felt empty and could not enjoy it. How can he enjoy the beauty of Paris night if his heart is far away, somewhere hiding in the heart of a woman, Aiyra.

Inspiration put both his hands into the pocket of his pants, occasionally he blinked his eyes trying to keep his tears from falling.

"i'am sorry...."

Inspiration turned to the voice of the woman lying on the bed, the beautiful woman who was now rolled weakly.

High shepherd with straight legs, white skin like soft cotton, Eyebrows that are regularly like ants with herds, long and pliable eyelashes, eyes that sparkle black fade, black color faded, nose as perosotan child Kindergarten, taper. Keyzhian. The woman who gave birth to Rere and Reno 8 years ago.

Keyzhia's high obsession with the world of modeling, made her have the heart to leave Rere and Reno just a week after they were born into the world.

Now the woman is helpless, with her demands that require her to remain beautiful with an ideal body, Keyzhia goes on the wrong diet, in addition to his irregular work made him forget to maintain his health. Until he was diagnosed with colon cancer, his disease was late stdium.

His professional body was, now tan seen again, now he looks like a living skull.

Inspiration who still has love for Keyzhia, could not if she did not care about the condition of the mother of her children at this time. But it turns out that the heart space of Inspiration was never able to expel the existence of Aiyra from there.

Maybe when Ilham was with Aiyra, he could forget and not even remember at all in the woman named Keyzhia, but now despite Keyzhia, there is, he could never forget Aiyra even for one second.

"If you love her so much, why did you choose to accompany me here and even leave without saying goodbye to her"

"I don't want to see him cry if I have to say goodbye to him, and to accompany you here......"

Ilham sighed, he turned around and approached the bed of Keyzhia, he sat down beside Keyzhia. Slowly Ilham stroked Keyzhia's face.

" i can't just stand by when you're alone, with love or not in my heart for you, which I'll definitely accompany you here, don't worry"

Inspiration kissed Keyzhia's forehead warmly. If only that time keyzhia did not go away, maybe now Inspiration will not carry this heavy burden.

Aiyra, Ah! she is a special girl. Although Ilham left without saying goodbye but he still loved and waited for his arrival until now.

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"Hallo Bell"

"sister, where have you been? Why just pick up my phone? has that magic granny taken my brother again?"

"Be quiet, be polite"

"how's it going now?"

"she's a pretty zombie, brother, she's an undead now, walking and doing things like a human, just a tapa ruh"

"hemm"

"he won't wait for you anymore if you come here and bring the witch to him directly"

"does it have to be like that?"

"he's dying! is not death the most beautiful gift for a dying man? No one can cure or kill him right now, only you can."

"what should I do now?"

"kill or give her life, everything is in your hands, sister, but I suggest you go back and leave her daughter behind, what do you expect from her at this time?"

"sister just wants to spend the missed time with him Bel"

"do you know, I'm starting to dislike you so much, why you don't realize that even children don't like the witch, they're smart kids and they really chose Aiyra as their Mommy"

"stop!"

"sufficient Sister, do not regret when Aiyra becomes someone else's mickey"

Tut Tut Tut

Their speaker was cut off.Ilham's breath went up and down quickly, he felt very angry hearing Abel's youngest brother's words, what if Aiyra really belonged to someone else? Inspiration angry and throw all the goods that are beside him make the child who is sound asleep to wake up, they are shocked and frightened to see the goods scattered below and some of them destroyed.

"Daddy...what's up?"

"Why is everything broken?"

Ilham is still trying to regulate his breath and emotions so that children are not affected.

"it's okay baby, there was a cockroach so Daddy threw the cockroach, but he got off" Ilham told a lie. Rere and Reno are already quite big by the time they are almost 8th.

"Daddy, don't Daddy have Mommy's goosebumps? why do I miss him so much? I want a Daddy who can forget Mommy, but Rere and I can't"

"why can't you accept Mom Keyzhia?"

"didn't he not accept us both?"

Reno's words pierced directly into the heart of Inspiration. The hand that was originally holding Reno's shoulder is now down slowly, the eyes of Ilham look at her son's face in turn.

"Daddy, we felt wasted and we didn't want to until Mommy came and gave us what we wanted"

"Daddy I'm sorry, Rere only got one Mommy, Mommy Aiyra, no Mom keyzhia. i'am sorry Daddy"

Rere and Reno returned to their rooms, having opened the sculpting Inspiration.

Ever since they went to Paris, neither Rere nor Reno ever wanted to meet Keyzhia even though Inspiration had incarnated everything, but they had only one mother in their hearts. There is only their Aiyra Mommy in this world.

Luckily Keyzhia never disputed that, either because she understood because she had died her child or she did not care at all about the presence of her child. For Keyzhia, the presence of Inspiration is the most important at this time, where now no one cares about her when her condition is dying.