THE GRUDGE THAT BURNS

74.

After returning from the village,johan actually felt his life was worried.He trus thought with the figure of the genie that he had been making as an intermediary for his revenge.Jin who resembles his deceased daughter was always following her where even when he went to the village yesterday, he saw the genie following him.

Today he will go to where someone who can help him.She wants to immediately remove the genie far away from him.Ki Kardi's words yesterday must be wrong, that is about him can not be separated from the genie.

According to the information the driver gave me,there was a man who was famous for his cleverness and helped many people in order to escape from various kinds of occult disorders.And the car that Johan was riding drove at medium speed to where the person was.It takes no time long ago, he finally arrived in front of the house of a person called good at occult things.

The house is not so big, but not too small.The house is very simple, the yard is very good.Because in the yard there are various kinds of flower plants and others.

"Assalamualaikum, excuse me." said driver Johan

Not long after that someone said something from inside and opened the door."Waalaikumsalam."say a middle-aged man who wears a white skullcap.The man also wears a white shirt and black pants.The man is like an ustadz.

"Is this really Mr. Hamzah's house?"ask driver Johan

"True.this is my house.What needs?"asked the man, and he immediately told Johan and the driver to come in

After sitting in a chair, they sat face to face.Johan looked at the man he thought was younger than himself." Look ustadz Hamzah, I want to ask for your help.Can I?"ask Johan

"What help sir....?"his words hang

"Johan."

"What help Mr. Johan wants, I will help as much as I can." said the man named Hamzah

Johan wanted to talk to the man alone and he coded his personal driver to get out.Today they stayed together, before he started the conversation.A young woman delivered two cups of warm tea and a plate of pastries for them.

After the woman's departure, Austadz Hamzah said to Johan."Sorry for the potluck, sir."

"No problem." said Johan smiled, then he began to tell his wish to come here.Ustadz Hamzah had continued to listen to the words of Johan.Sometimes he beristighfar in his heart, he felt kasian with the man before him.

After telling the story, Johan asked ustadz Hamzah."How do I get out of that genie ustadz? He always follows me wherever I go." Johan said as he stroked his temple

Ustadz Hamzah sighed, and said."Has Mr Johan given up the departure of the late father's daughter?"ask ustadz Hamzah

"Actually I had a hard time letting go of my daughter.How not, the events of that night were so imprinted in my memory.The pain of my heart is so deep." Johan said softly

"It is difficult to forget all the things that are so painful in our lives.But, by trying to forget them continuously, God willing.God will make our way easier."

"Sir Johan, do you want to be in Ruqyah?"ask ustadz Hamzah

"Ruqya? What is ruqyah? "Ask Johan

"Hearing the word ruqyah, most people will probably be focused on mystical medicine practices to deal with nonmedical diseases such as trance, use, witchcraft, teluh, and other occult disorders. In fact, ruqyah is not always related to such things. Ruqyah is also used for medical treatment.

If we try to define, ruqyah is the practice of treatment with verses of the Qur’an, prayers, or special remembrance to heal people who have complaints of medical or nonmedical diseases. The practice of such medicine is the word of God.

وَنُنَزِّلُ مِنَ الْقُرْاٰنِ مَا هُوَ شِفَاۤءٌ وَّرَحْمَةٌ لِّلْمُؤْمِنِيْنَۙ وَلَا يَزِيْدُ الظّٰلِمِيْنَ اِلَّا خَسَارًا

That is, “We have descended from the Qur'an (something) which is the antidote and mercy for the believer, while for the unjust (The Qur'an) will only add to the loss.” (Sura Al-Isra verse 82).

So, does Johan want to be in Ruqyah?"ask ustadz Hamzah again

Johan nodded."I want ustadz." he said with full confidence, Johan also hopes with the media ruqyah.After in ruqyah he will feel a little more comfortable.

"Well, will Johan now or later?"ask ustadz Hamzah again

"If now, how?"johan asked back

"alright. Let's start, sir Johan follow my words. A'udzubillahiminasperitirrajim. Bismilbornrahmanirrahim's. "Oustadz Hamzah

"A'udzubillahiminassyaitanirrajim.Bismilbornrahmanirrahim."johan said following what Ustadz Hamzah read

Allahu la ilaha illa huw al-hayyul-qayyum,

La ta’khuzuhu sinatuw wa la na’um,

Lahu ma fis-samawati wa ma fil-ard,

Man zallazi yasyfa’u ‘indahu illa bi’iznih,

Yes’lamu ma baina aidihim wa ma khalfahum,

wasi’a kursiyyuhus-samawati wal-ard,

wa la ya’uduhu hifzuhuma, wa huwal-‘aliyyul-‘azim

Bismilbornrahmanirrahim's.

Qul huwallahu ahad allahu somad lam yalid wa lam yulad wa lam yakul lahu kufuwan ahad

Bismilbornrahmanirrahim's.

Qul a’uzu birabbil-falaq project. Min syarri ma khalaq's. Wa min syarri gasiqin iza. Wa min syarrin - naffasati fil -‘uqad. Wa min syarri hasidin iza

Bismilbornrahmanirrahim's.

Qul a'uzu birabbin. Maikin-nas station. Ilahin-nas's chat. My syarril-waswasil-khannas. Allazi yuwaswisu. Minal-jinnati wan-nas

After the reading was finished, Johan was still down.Suddenly there was a loud and large voice simultaneously from Johan's mouth.

"Hiks hyks hyks."

Ustadz Hamzah, who's used to this kind of thing touching Johan's arm."Why?"ask ustadz Hamzah

"Hiks.... I'm sad.because I'm a father like this.I can't go far from my father.During his life, I only trouble my father.And torment...akuu."johan said softly, not the voice of Johan heard, but the voice of the woman.Ustadz Hamzah saw the figure of jin qarin in the man's body.

He slowly asked back."Why torture yourself, let your father live in peace.And you also have to live in peace.All has become the past, bad past should be forgotten."

"It's not that easy, even after killing them.Dendenge in the heart of the father was still burning, especially I who became a victim.I am very vengeful to them, because they are the father so suffered."said the figure of the genie who was in Johan's body

Ustadz Hamzah sighed."Then, don't you want to get out of your father's life?"ask ustadz Hamzah

"No. I want to be with my father always, I want to be with him who is always lonely.Even though he lives with my son, but still he always misses me every night."johan refused requests from ustadz Hamzah who told him to leave his father's side.

"But, if you're still by his side.You'll only make him sadder.Life quietly, your nature is different.You must be sincere, forget all that has passed.What if your son knows, you know,that his mother is still wandering in this mortal world.He would have thought, if his mother had lived quietly.Padah instead."sayak ustadz Hamzah advised

"But I love you very much.....if I go, who will take care of you?"ask the figure in Johan's body

"Your father is a great man and he can take care of himself.Also, don't you say if your son lives with him." said Ustadz Hamzah and replied a small nod by Johan

"Well, why should you worry.Let your father live happily and you should also return to nature there quietly." said Ustadz Hamzah

Long enough Ustadz Hamzah persuaded, finally Johan nodded and said."I'll walk away from your life, but you'll always be in my heart.Dad will always be the best dad of my life.Please tell dad,if I love and love her more than anything.Please say to dad, forgive all my mistakes from childhood until the end of my life.I will go forever." Johan said softly

Ustadz Hamzah nodded, "I will convey your wish.Go with sincerity."

Not long after, Johan fainted.After that, his body wriggled and moved.Then he saw a smiling Hamzah ustadz in front of him.

"What is Johan feeling right now?"ask ustadz Hamzah

"I feel if my head hurts and nausea when I follow ustadz reciting verses chair and other surah.After that I do not remember anything anymore" said Johan

He said correctly, that he indeed felt it earlier.When he felt nauseous and his mind went nowhere.At that time the figure of the jin qarin penetrated into his body.That was the beginning of Jin qarin was telling stories.

Ustadz Hamzah gave a glass of water to

drink that is already available on the table.Since every guest who comes, they will immediately start treatment with ruqyah.

Johan took the water that Ustadz Hamzah gave him and he said basmalah and gulped it three times.

Then ustadz Hamzah recounted the time he was rasuki by the figure of jin qarin Arum.Hearing the story told by ustadz Hamzah, Johan shed his tears.He missed Arum his daughter, he remembered the moment of Arum's birth.

When his wife bleeding and gave birth to his daughter safely.But his wife herself after giving birth to their daughter.Must exhale last after a few minutes of giving birth.The happy and sad moment in the life of Johan at that time.The happy moment due to the birth of their daughter and a sad moment because his beloved wife had to leave them for good.

Since then, Johan lives only for Arum and works non-stop.Until finally he succeeds and spoils Arum.Anything that Arum wants will he fulfill.Except Arum's marriage with Fandi, Arum,he did not approve of their relationship because Fandi was not the son of a rich man at that time.Fandi was only a poor young man, who dared to propose to his son.

Now, regret and longing for them is so real in Johan's life.If you can hope, he really wants to live with his family completely, every provision of life returns again to the destiny of God.The color of human destiny is only God who determines.

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