THE GRUDGE THAT BURNS

THE GRUDGE THAT BURNS
A feeling that is hard to express



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The break bell rang loudly, making the students cheer happily as their brains felt tired of thinking. (Don't use an example)


"All right, remember ya. Study at home, sensei's next meeting will give you a quiz, so don't forget to learn ya." Hase Sensei's message before leaving class, not forgetting his friendly smile.


"Get Sensei." Answer them in a weak voice, they become uninspired if there is a quiz at the next meeting.


After Hase Sensei left the classroom, there were some students who approached Yuuto's desk. They would definitely go back to doing something very inappropriate for Yuuto.


"Ha-se-kun?." Slowly but so piercingly, Yuuto frightened, and he lowered his head even more. He did not dare to fight anyone in class.


"Don't be afraid of yuuto, face them." The figure was still observing Yuuto, he felt annoyed that Yuuto had not yet noticed his presence.


"Hey, hase kun?. That's the name hase sensei gave you?." Ryoutaro is the most respected student in the class, he plays Yuuto's back hair, as if he is about to grab Yuuto's hair.


However, Yuuto just kept quiet, he did not know why Hase Sensei called him that. So don't ask him, ask Hase Sensei, why is he on trial here?.


"Just calm down, Yuuto, let them do evil one last time to you. But there is nothing next, so be patient


yuto." The figure tried to calm down, he just needed time for Yuuto to realize his presence, just be patient. "I will avenge all the grudges and heartache you feel." Soso is reinforcing himself?. Or strengthen Yuuto?.


"It looks like this bastard got a new name." Kimiko is the second most respected student in 3B class.


The deg!!!


The figure watching Yuuto was shocked to hear that cruel remark. "A bastard, he said?." The word was so piercing to him, he recalled the painful times he felt while living. Bastard son?. His heart was heating up back just that word?. Yes, he also experienced something similar with Yuuto. Unconsciously his eyes turned red as it held back anger.


"Yuto." He said again with a sad voice mixed with anger. He felt the sadness and pain that Yuuto was feeling right now, as well as the anger that was stirring up. Unknowingly her tears trickled down, the sadness she felt mixed with feelings of pity on Yuuto.


"You hear?. His name now is hase son of a bastard. So we appreciate hase sensei who has given her a new name." Daiki, a close friend of Ryoutaro, raised her voice while pressing Yuuto's head to make Yuuto's body push forward and almost hit the table. They even laughed, not knowing what was funny from Daiki's words, which they must have ridiculed Yuuto.


"Yuto. It must hurt like you were treated that." The figure felt so deeply sad. He almost cried sobbing from feeling Yuuto's sad feelings as if they shared his unwitting feelings. He wanted to help, but with his current condition he cannot do it. It was painful, it felt so tight, that his breathing went up and down as it held back the emotions that gathered within him.


"Hiks, hiks yuuto." He said in a soft voice, his tears falling, and no one noticed his presence. It made him even more want to suffer from those painful feelings. "God!." He screamed loudly to release the pain that squeezed his chest, causing a magical effect, the glass at the very back broke suddenly making the whole class surprised.


They were confused by what happened, fortunately there were no casualties from the effects of broken window glass. It was just an outpouring of emotion of that magical figure.


"Yuto!. Realize my presence!. I'll help you!." Those empty eyes turned sharp, angry and disappointed mixed into one.


Yes, all he needs is for Yuuto to realize his presence so that he can help Yuuto to bring out the emotions that accumulate inside him. What the hell is going on?. Who was the figure who was watching Yuuto?. Why is it so emotional?. While those in the class did not understand at all what happened actually. So that they all do not realize what causes it all to happen.


"I don't know what's going on."


"But that was spooky, wasn't it?. Is our class something weird?."


"We'll report to the homeroom teacher?."


"It seems not to!."


They were all confused by what had happened. They did not see anything falling in a very loud voice. 


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Upon returning home from school, Yuuto again feels a great fear because Yuko, Ryuto, Daiki, and Kimiko locked him in the school bathroom.


Dark, and stuffy made Yuuto feel claustrophobic, moreover his uniform was also wet.


"What happened to me?!."


Why is he here?. It was because Marina was his classmate who said there was someone willing to meet Yuuto in the back. But who would have thought he was even a victim of the snobbing of his friend?.


"Help me!. Let go of me!." Yuuto's voice trembled in fear. His head felt dizzy and hurt, he could not stand it anymore. His hands shook so much that he could no longer break down the door to ask someone for help. Why is there always someone who wants to torture him?. But has he never disturbed anyone?. No one wants to help themselves?. Who would he ask for help in such a situation?.


Wh why?.


"Calm down. I've always been by your side. Be calm!."


Somehow Yuuto felt that someone was standing behind him. He looked up and saw someone standing right in front of him. Yuuto did not understand how that figure could stand behind him?. The bathroom is filled with water, is it locked?.


"Daijobu, you're not alone yuuto." The weak voice was raucous, but it made Yuuto feel calm, the words seemed to strengthen himself, and said just calm down, everything will be fine.


But is it true that he will be okay?. Maybe he is just fantasizing at the moment because he thinks of someone who wants to save himself from conditions like wanting to kill him.


However, after that Yuuto seemed to lose his consciousness. He did not know what happened after that, he was no longer able to withstand this torture, it felt numb. Whether it was his heart, his mind, his physique, everything was no longer dammed.


Who is now only resigned to waiting for the death of his death, maybe it will bring good news for those who want his death. He was also happy to escape the endless torment, maybe God loved him, so he died today so that tomorrow he would not feel pain again.


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