THE GRUDGE THAT BURNS

The secret that has not been revealed

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"Yuto?. What are you doing here?. I thought you were asleep." Mikoto was astonished.

"none. Just remember what I've been feeling all along. How my mother has rebuked me; deliver me." His heart felt an incredible pain.

"Did it hurt so much?." He said as he touched his left chest which was very painful. "For I can feel it." Further.

"Even though you are gone, you feel much more pain than those who are still alive." That's what makes his chest hurt even more.

"You must have suffered a very unfortunate fate. Just like I lived before." Mikoto could feel a pain sensation. "Memories filled only with pain, wounds, pain and tears are unrelenting." That's how he felt at the time.

Back to that time. When Mikoto was 6 years old, when she knew nothing about this world?. But at that time his mentality was being tested as a child who should still play very cheerfully accompanied by a plain look.

He had just returned from school, but was his stepmother at the time?.

"Mothers. I'm home." Speak with full of joy. Yet there was no response at all from her stepmother?. "Mother-."

Prangs!.

At that time he accidentally nudged the glass of his stepmother's drink.

Plaque!.

A very hard slap landed on Mikoto's left cheek, until the boy fell silent after getting the hard slap.

"Aren't you able to calm down once?. Huh?!. Why are you making such a mess in my house!." It was very loud with a very loud voice. Until little Mikoto cried sadly, her cheeks felt so painful, that it was the cry that described her mood at that time. "Shut up!. Be still!. Don't cry!. Don't cry!." Even he hit the boy back-times right on his back and waist.

"Even mother. Forgive mom!. I'm sorry mom." In his tears he said that word. "He who was innocent at that time said sorry?. But her stepmother at that time seemed not to listen to the cries and apologies that were spoken from those innocent lips.

Back to this moment.

"Even every day he tortures me with very painful words, as well as his punches that hurt me terribly." Unconsciously she was crying sadly.

"So we did suffer a very unfortunate fate?." Yuuto also cried bitterly listening to what Mikoto had told him.

"What kind of bad luck did you have?. Is it worse than what I'm going through?." Guess Mikoto while holding back her laughter.

"You're so mocking mikoto." He said while tapping Mikoto's head.

Back to Yuuto's past when 1st grade Junior High. He had just returned from school. Just as it was about to enter his room, there would suddenly be someone pulling his collar from behind. Even he got pulled backwards, crashing into the wall.

"Kegh!." He grimaces sick.

"You're such a brat!." It was very hard.

"I was wrong, Mom?. So I'm treated like this?." Yuuto was greatly astonished by her mother's attitude like that. Her mother pulled her back hair so tightly that she grimaced.

"You're still asking what's your fault?." The pull is getting stronger. "I have been called by your teacher!. Because you didn't pay the tuition I gave you?. Why don't you pay?." His impact was very hard, even with a punch on his body.

"sick!. It hurts!" Yuuto tried to endure the pain from the blow on his body.

"Jawab!. Why don't you pay for the school?!." Unceasingly he hit Yuuto heartlessly.

"I didn't pay for it!. Because it was my mother who didn't give me the money!" In pain, he answered her.

"What?." The woman called the mother was very surprised by her son's words, she stopped her blow. "Try to repeat what you said?." He just wanted to make sure whether what his son said was true or not.

"I told my mother. If you never gave me the money to pay for school!." Yuuto was almost desperate for what he was feeling.

THE PLAQUE!.

A loud slap lay down onto the tuuto's cheek, making the teenager speechless.

"You are a child who does not know yourself!. I raised you alone?!. But even like this the reply I got from a useless child like you!." His emotions at that time were exploding like that.

Yuuto only resigned at that time, even though not only his heart was hurt?. But his physique also felt a tremendous pain.

Back to this moment.

Yuuto remembered a very painful incident. "A woman's anger is scary. Especially if they don't acknowledge what should be a part of him." With a sick heart Yuuto said that.

"You're right. Why do they vent anger that is not very good on us. Don't they have a conscience as a mother?. So they throw us away once?. Do they not feel pain when giving birth to us?." The strength of his heart back then had actually been tested until he left this duma. Really, his heart was very broken - it was broken. "Sometimes I ask what makes them hate us?. Why do mothers who have given birth hate us?. What mistakes have we made?. Are they not the ones who made us born into this world?. But why are we the victims?." His heart was very sad, with what he had been through all this time.

"Sometimes I ask that too. What good was I born into this world?. If all this time I've only been hurt." Really, he asked like that. "But to whom am I going to ask that question?. It feels so painful." It felt so overwhelming to say how much she suffered with that question. The question that rang inside his head back then, which collided with each other with his mood.

"That's it. We have to decide what to do next. Because it would be dangerous if we waste time on revenge that won't be this long." Mikoto reminded Yuuto of the limits of that revenge.

"Yes. Sure oes. Once I'm better we can get our revenge." Yuuto would not forget about that agreement. It hurts so much that if he let it go, he will make the best use of that revenge. "I'll do it." Say it with heartache.

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