
FOLLOW, RIGHT? DON'T FORGET LIKE!!!
The Back to POV Alvin
I don't know where, I don't know what time, somehow. By the time these eyes opened, I was already in a room with a plain white roof. The sound of the heart-detecting monitor is clinking.
This body feels numb all, difficult to move. Where is this? What the hell is going on?
Wait, the last time this body crashed hard. Who brought me to this place? Who else did this crazy thing? Trying to kill me?
Remember those fucking faces. How they laughed while launching a disgusting liquid from his muzzle in a sickening style.
Instantly the chest felt tight, even worse than I felt when the accident earlier. I coughed, waking up someone who had been on the sofa all the time, maybe sleeping.
"Alvin, are you awake?"
That voice, is he Juna? No way! As far as I know Juna has been killed since a few months ago with the eruption of bullets that hit the other day. Is he ...?
Yeah, he apparently. Juna looks a little thinner than before. Her hair was a bit thick, wearing a black wool suit.
"Lo's aware, Vin?" His face looked panicked, then the veins on his face loosened as I smiled faintly.
"Gue's good."
Don't want to talk much. Caca's response was still wounding here. The pain was worse than what happened to my body.
"Sorry, I'm late" he said.
These eyes blink for a moment, trying to reach for more oxygen before finally making a sound.
"I don't think it exists."
Juna smiled. "That time .. I managed to grab the gun. Finish him off on the spot. Ck, dammit! The former bullet was enough to ruin the view of my chest." He showed me the bullet and laughed.
"Eh, by the way, how's Caca?"
The question escaped without consciously making me turn my face. Unable to see a painful expression.
Caca, he's the one who's made me like this, wretched, even my heart hurt badly. However, this was not entirely his fault. It is my fault that I love someone without being able to make them fall in love.
"Vin?"
"Lo's sister goes, leave me."
Because it is in fact like that. The look on Juna's face changed. Even so he prefers to silence and smile blandly.
"Oh, I understand," he said backwards.
"Juna, who are they?"
...
For about two days, I would prefer to leave the hospital. Returning to the old residence, it was too painful to see any memories of Anastasya being there.
Juna deliberately rented an apartment near the hospital. I don't know where he has the money to pay. Obviously, I never asked a lot of questions myself.
Empty glances directed at the wall screen without a pattern. Let the body stay leaned on a bed that is large enough.
Never thought before, if the door of the room would open then appeared a figure that I missed his touch so much so far.
Caca, the girl is already pecking with a sad face and teary eyes. What's he here for?
"Absite ...."
That gentle call was enough to make me smile welcoming his arrival.
Weary. I immediately leaned on the shoulder of the girl who was already in plain sight. Quite comfortable. The touch of his hand caressing his head, it seemed as if all the pain was disappearing instantly.
"Why should it be like this?" tanyanya.
"Stt ... Brother tired, can you lean back for a moment?"
"Hm."
Not much talking. Just enjoy this backrest until I forget that Caca ever left. Until I forget that Caca never cared about hue's heart. Sssttt .. don't. Don't say anything that hurts. Enough of this, Just let this taste and comfort last longer here. Always, without pause.
Allow this time to stop for a few seconds. Until time itself forgot how to walk. Until time itself really only allows us to be together on its journey.
Ca ... This is what you want from me. No more ... Even if this comfort has to be paid for with life though, Brother is happy. Brother can't if you ignore, brother is not strong.
"Abang .. don't be like this again yeah .. don't make me sad ...." His voice sounded raucous. "I can't see a brother like this, my heart hurts, Brother."
I smiled. Now turned into he who was leaning on the lap. A single tear felt warm flowing down the fingers. Caca was crying, for me.
"Absite ...."
"Hem ...?"
"Promise, I won't believe it anymore." He looks sulky.
I smiled, touching her head gently. "Chance promise. Just so you promised me, brother."
Caca looked over with a plain face.
"Don't ever leave my brother again."
Caca smiled. It seems to be quite enjoying also the comfort that I give through the caress of the hand on his cheek.
"Don't go again yeah ..." I'm right back.
...
[Vin, someone's looking for you to my house.]
A chat message from Karina went into my phone lying on the side.
[Did I say you were out of town again?]
[Say he bokap lo.]
The last message caught my attention. How can that person confess to me? While Dad has died since I was 5 years old and Mom once said also that Dad Kandung died while I was in the womb.
[Hadi Yanwar, he said he bokap lo.]
The name was enough to make me squeeze the phone in a hand. Until it looks a little cracked on the screen. He, that guy still dares to acknowledge as my father after he became the main cause of Caca's life destruction.
Yes, he admitted me like his own son. However, it's not supposed to admit to everyone that I'm his real son too right?
"Absite ...." Caca's voice roused me from a burning rage. "Why?" ask the girl with a worried look.
"Abang is okay. Do you know who you're here from?"
"Doctor Karina. He said you were here."
Yes, there was also a conversation between me and Karina in the chat message. Maybe Juna told him.
"Ca ...."
"Hem?"
"Are you fat now?"
The girl looked clumsy because of what I just said. What is wrong with my words? He does look a bit of a cabi with a slightly fat body. Maybe the food is always good so it makes it this fat.
"Abang, not breakfast yet, right? I made you eat ya."
"Abang had breakfast, Juna made it."
"Sir Juna is here?" Both of his eyes were perfectly rounded, sparkling brightly.
"Some, he's the one who survived Brother."
"Thank God, I guess ...." Words hang.
"Hem? Why do you think?"
"Eh, it's okay."
"Ca, do you know something you don't?"
"Nope ...."
"Ca .. be honest with you. Why do you think?" I framed her face gently.
"I don't think Kak Juna is around."
"You know that?"
Caca nodded. "That day, I was at the scene, without you knowing." For a moment he looked down. "I don't want to add any more victims, especially Brother. If you continue to be with me, I'm afraid the next victim is Brother." Speech ceased.
I took a long breath. "So that's why you want you to stay away? Precisely because you are not the same brother, the condition becomes like this right? My brother is sick, Ca. Brother's heart hurts more than your body."
There was no answer other than just looking down while linking his hands together.
I grabbed that guilt-riddled face, letting his ears clearly feel my heartbeat that kept pounding when he remembered about it.
"You hear this, Ca?"
"Hem." The girl nodded.
"Do you know why it's still there?"
He shook.
"Because of you, you have made your life more meaningful than ever. You, Ca ...."
The girl's smile expanded along with free-falling tears drenching her cheeks. Please, don't let this happiness pass quickly. Let Caca stay like this, don't let him change again. I can't .. I really can't.
This girl is too precious to me. Even when others think he is just trash, he is still a diamond that is often beautiful even in a mud pit.
No, Caca's not going in there anymore. The fort he had left long ago, when I myself pulled him from there.
Yes, diamonds are very valuable, so many people who fight over it.
...
After Juna accompanied me to the mini market, he asked permission to go to the toilet for a moment. Until my move to the cashier is stopped by the presence of someone.
"Alvin ...."
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Ciye... Ahem, BTW, the Caca has returned, refer them..
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