The Girl At The Club That Night

Tragedy After Beauty

FOLLOW, RIGHT? DON'T FORGET LIKE!!!

Anastasya and I enjoyed our time together. Until the girl herself wanted something I never expected before.

"Abang," he whispered as he played the chest.

"Hem?" I looked until our eyes met.

"I want us to be fooled, you don't mind, do you?"

I smiled in disbelief. "No need to sedain Brother, you will nyesel you know ...." I pinched his nose.

Unexpectedly, as the setting sun displayed an increasingly dim golden luster in the ocean, Caca desperately kissed my lips briefly.

"Ca, don't be naughty ..." sizzle me, honestly, soft even to the point of shaking.

"Abang, I'm serious ...."

My heart rate is racing. I don't know, this is the first time there is a girl who until recklessly makes the whole body shiver. I blinked a few times, looking at her increasingly clumsy expression in front.

Crazy one!

This is really crazy! Why is this girl so happy to provoke my lack of teachings? Ca, please, don't.

"Abang, will you be the first boy for me?" He bit his lower lip, doubtful perhaps.

I smiled amusedly. "First boy? Meanin?"

Caca pulled my body to get in the car. Ask to take him to a place away from the crowd.

"Ca, you're not a good person, brother urakan. You sure?"

Anastasya. Her face was so beautiful with her hair unraveling innocently under the dim light rays.

"Don't believe in a soul mate ring?" ask her while smiling.

The cave did not answer and only watched him who increasingly harassed the maleness.

"I want us to be fooled. Until there's a little creature here." He rubbed his slender stomach.

"Ca, no. My brother can't handle it now. Especially if this is just an expression of our gratitude to Brother."

The girl bit her lip. The hand that had originally nearly unbuttoned on his chest instantly sagged. He turned, sobbing.

"Ca ...." Slowly, I touched his shaky shoulder.

"I want Brother."

"Abang love you, love you, but you don't want to benefit you."

"I understand, you only love Laks .. emh ...."

Soon I gently ripped his lips until he could no longer say the impossible in my feelings. Caca fell silent, feeling both his hands cold and trembling. Her body seemed to freeze instantly, the girl looked at me with a hard-to-understand look.

"You want a kid?" Framing face.

"Yes," she said, even raucous. "I want a son from Brother. Until we can't be separated."

For a moment, I took a deep breath. Close my eyes, this is my first. What can?

"This is the first time, Ca."

Instantly the body seemed to float until I myself was not so able to express it with words. Highlight those eyes, ***** and moan it, even we pass this time with pleasure sweat. We both reached the top. Accompanied by the sound of waves breaking the silence, it sank all consciousness behind laughter.

I am cold, I was never captivated by any woman, the teenage girl has melted all the cold until formed a satisfied smile on our faces both.

"Thank you, brother," he said softly, in the breath, then softly. "For everything."

"I LOVE YOU, CACA, I LOVE YOU ...." While I kissed the tip of his head that was in the deck.

...

We came home about tenpm and just got to Wa Made's house. Our arrival was greeted by a crowd of neighbors and Laksmi's heartbreaking cries. I ran, as if I didn't care about Caca who was next to me.

"Laksmi, what's wrong with you?"

"Eyeah, it's dead, Bli." Laksmi was sobbing and I hugged her.

Wa Made's body was lying covered in blood in a ravaged house. My hands clenched, apparently my presence in this place did bring disaster.

"What's going on?" ask one of Wa Made's chisel employees.

"So, there's a bunch of people in black, and then they ask where Bli Alvin and Mbok Caca are, they riot here, causing Wa Made to get angry and then shoot him."

I gripped onto Laksmi's hair that was unraveling in her pill cry. Hit the floor until the hands bleed, it's my fault! It's all my fault!

Whahuh? Wh why? Why should this good man be affected by my mixed involvement in the affairs of others? Why does selfishness in love have to doom? Why Tuhaaaaannn ...!

I screamed in silence. Blaming destiny continues to play tricks on human life. After all, we are just pawns who have no authority at will. But why can they? Why does destiny make them strong over everything? Even their behavior is outside the norm.

Not feeling it, my tears fell. Either who's wrong, I'm too involved, or fate is to blame. I can't blame Caca for this. He's just a victim, just like me, Juna and Wa Made.

But the death of both is enough to make my heart cut painfully.

"Laksmi should be how, Bli? Now Laksmi has no one else." The more sorrowful the girl cried, adding to the pain of the wound in my heart.

You idiot!

Why should I make someone's home an escape? It should have been from the beginning looking for a place that was completely safe. No need to follow stupid terms by hiding out in the open.

****!

GODDAMN SHIT!

AARRGHH ...!

Whatisthis? This breath is so heavy and tight. Especially seeing Laksmi who thrashed violently when the corpse of Wa Made evacuated.

"Ajuuunnggg ... Hinjwc ....!" hysterical shouting.

I grabbed the fragile body, hugged it tightly, kissed the shoots of its head while unceasingly calming.

"I'm here, don't you have to be afraid? I will always be with you."

"Ajuuung, Laksmi's coming, Ajung ...."

"Dude." Ana touched my shoulder.

"Ana, give me a minute, it's Brother's fault."

The girl slowly retreated. I who still hugged Laksmi, pressed the corner of the eye because it was not stopping that tears were flowing.

Wa Made, he was already a father figure to me. It is not easy for me to accept everything.

...

Wa Made's body had just been cremated the first time she had told Mother how she felt, according to her wishes in life. At least the place did have meaning to him. Accompanied by the vast expanse of sand and sea, he would rather have his ashes dumped there. Hoping, one day can unite with Mother despite realizing that the beliefs of the two are different.

The deep sorrow. Not just for Laksmi, but me too. The girl was still rushing to face the sea while incessantly crying.

"Laksmi, we're going home now, okay?" take me with your hands towards him.

The girl looked over, her gaze so sad. He hunts my embrace and sobs more and more. Can not prevent it, because his condition also currently does need a sedative in his life.

We were at home when the police arrived. Maybe the news is in the media. He did several interrogations. His intention was to install a police line in the house, but considering that all residents could not vacate the place, it ended up just an investigation.

Laksmi had already somewhat calmly entered her room. He nodded as I went outside and looked for Caca, the girl who was willing to make me her first.

There was nothing there, not even everywhere, until one of the chisel employees thrust a letter at me.

Brother ...

I've finally caught you all in trouble.  I'm sorry, who has given the pill that maybe if I stay with you, it will get deeper and deeper.

Brother ...

Thank you for everything you gave me. Especially that night, I'll keep that in mind at all times.

Brother ...

I can't keep letting you get too deeply involved and you're all in trouble. Don't look for me, just get here. I can no longer see the death I caused.

Thank you that night my brother saved me, gave me a more worthy life.

I'm saying goodbye, though,

Anastasya, who loves you. I LOVE YOU, Anastasia ....

"Read! Where is he now?"

"So, Mbok Caca gave this when the cremation of Wa Made's body. He said, I don't give this letter to Bli before everyone goes home and things calm down."

Wretch! It's been an hour. Why don't I realize Caca doesn't exist?!

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