
FOLLOW, RIGHT? DON'T FORGET LIKE!
Actually after Sanur, I want to invite Caca to choose the shophouse that will be occupied by us. However, Caca prevented because he said the same house of cars in Jakarta has no news whether it is sold or not.
We finally decided to spend some time just walking around the traditional market to enjoy being together. Caca up ahead walked backwards while smiling towards me. I don't know what he's doing, which is clear, I like. And amused by all his childish behavior today.
Until finally he stalled on stand accessories with a look of amazement at some of the jewelry from the craft.
One of them is a pair of carved rings of Goddess of Love made of shiny wood. His hand touched the display case, until the stand guard took out the two objects.
A pair of rings with the shape of each broken heart sabulah and engraved the face of the Goddess of Love who also cracked. If this thing is put together, it will be whole.
Whether this is made of what kind of wood, which is clear, I am sure the engraver is indeed wholeheartedly making these two rings.
"How many pairs?" ask the stand guard.
"One hundred thousand, Bli. This is a soul mate ring, if someone gives this ring to his partner, then he will be a match with Bli." The stand guard girl explained at length.
I just smile. Not too trusting also with superstitions that do not yet seem provenance. However, from Caca's face, it seems he really likes it.
One ring I wear myself, because there's no way Caca would put it on my finger. The other one, I put the ring to Caca's ring finger. The girl looked over, as if she did not believe it or did not want it. I don't know, I don't understand the expression he's showing.
"This is for you, who on this brother's finger, you can take after getting a suitable guy you think makes your soul mate."
Caca smiled. "If I hadn't met her guy?" His gaze was so challenging. Ish, eager to scoop his face up to the point that he could not stare and just closed in favor.
"That means your soul mate is in plain sight." I'm gnashing flirtatious.
"Ih, she wants... You're a flirt."
He blushed in shame then ran and stuck his tongue out at me. Of course, it wouldn't be far off if my wish was to go after him.
Yeah, we enjoyed that. It was as if all the trouble that had originally weighed down was gone for a moment. Seeing him smile cheerfully, without burden, that is my only happiness at the moment.
Anastasya, do you know? Actually from the ring we use together, Brother hopes you will understand if you want you today, tomorrow and so on. Until you are bored with yourself, this heart will still not turn away.
Anastacia. Do you know? Since that night, this heart has been so sick to see so many wounds on your weak body. Even knowing the wound was so severe, Brother was angry, sick all that was felt. Although one day the desire is not achieved, at least we still have a memory that holds beautiful moments about our togetherness. Even if you or your brother is destined to forget a memory at some point, you hope that the memory of this is not lost.
Caca, I'm sorry if you can't not love you. Even though it hurts, one day you will be happy, my brother is happy.
Ck, actually upset and fed up with my character which at this time seems to be weak. Maybe I am weak because of love. There is so much logic in my life. As if now running baselessly, just seeing him smile is already like a booster for me, this is absolutely crazy!
"Abang! Wagging what?"
I realized from every whisper of heart that only I myself knew.
Heart ... oh heart .. why can't you choose who loves you anyway? Maybe it's different if Laksmi and I love each other. His sacrifice will not be this difficult.
I took a long breath. Trying to blink his eyes while replacing every smile Anastasya who appeared it with another figure, but still could not.
We were both lying on a stretch of beach sand with our heads facing each other. Let people think that we're both newlyweds on a honeymoon. Think of it as meeting expectations that I myself do not know whether to achieve or not.
"Absite ...." Caca's hand held my face until it turned to look at her.
"Hem?"
"If you have trouble because of me, please let me go. Don't get involved too far, I don't want you to be wretched."
I smiled and looked back at the dimly lit sky this afternoon. "What are you talking about? There's no point in you talking about it either. You're not an easy person to manage."
"What's? Who and why should be involved? My own brother who is involved in it."
"Abang .. I'm serious ...."
I changed my position to sit, and so did Caca.
"Russia, Anastasya ... Brother never felt pressured to be encrypted or anything." I framed the face that had started to show that dewy look. "Abang did everything sincerely, from the bottom of the heart. Dear brother to you."
Falling down, the tears re-wetted her cheeks which I was not willing to see her crying. Gently, I wipe his tears, then hugged tightly letting him sob until calm.
"Abang, I don't know how to say thank you to Brother." Her tears.
Love Brother, Ca .. please .. love Brother with all your heart, that is enough for you.
A coward!
That's me who doesn't dare say it out loud to him.
...
The afternoon sky is beautiful to enjoy. The golden yellow light on the western horizon seems to indicate that the sun is almost gone hiding behind the golden sea shadow.
Our hands are clinging to each other, not a bit of Caca dodge anymore when my hands want calmness from his grasp. Of course, it was not only me who gave her composure, but also her to me.
Seeing him cry, grieve, my heart is sliced. The grip of this hand, the embrace that he or I started, that is the cure.
"Absite ...."
"Hem?"
He was leaning on my shoulder. "I'm comfortable like gini. Comfortable .. very."
You comfy? Brother too. Unfortunately, I cannot say it freely. I was too cowardly to be honest, then disappointed that this feeling was unrequited.
"Will you ever take a girl to the beach but me?"
"Only you."
"Lied ah."
"Don't believe it? Yow."
"Don't you, my brother's a lousy bitch."
He hit me in the arm a few times. Until we played chases in that place.
Be happy!
Yes, this is my greatest happiness. Once he almost touched my body, he immediately avoided making our laughter wider. Hah, I hope this joy doesn't end soon. I'm happy, I'm happy!
"Abang! Brother cheated on me!"
"Haha, why ...."
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