The Girl as Cold as Snow
Chapter 6: A Burning of Sense
Dane's still choking me and I'm not fighting back at all.
"Why ?. Have you given up ?" ask Dane to me.
"i told you I don't like fighting. I'll never give up because I'm not wrong"
Looking at me who was starting to suffocate and suffocate, she let go of me. My mind swayed a bit, my head hurt, and my eyes started to get my eyesight. I coughed and spit out so much. Dane pulled my hair and threatened me
"you better start talking before I attack you again"
"I told Cahya that Sanjaya liked her, I swear..."
After hearing my explanation, he let me go.
"Then, what about the reaction ?"
"She cried, and said nothing. You saw that, didn't he just want to beat his idol at me for saying such a stupid thing"
"How dare you say that's such a stupid thing"
"CONTINUE WHAT ELSE IF NOT STUPID HUH !!!?. I ALREADY TOLD SANJAYA EVERYTHING BUT SHE WAS BLINDED BY LOVE !!!" I snapped at Dane.
"What did you tell him ?"
"Cahya likes someone, and that person is not me. I tried to lure him in to say it but he just said, I love this guy but we're separated by a long distance"
"So you mean, people who like Cahya don't..."
"Yes, maybe this guy from greenland.you're big but his hobby is irritable, it's worth your face aging fast"
Dane grabbed my collar again and took a shake to beat me up. I closed my eyes but, he suddenly said...
"Then, what's the next step ?"
"I heard that Sanjaya wanted to confess her feelings even if she knew she liked someone"
Then, our conversation was over by then. He left me and I went to the locker room.
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Back home, my brother began to treat my bruises in a maksa manner.
"Adududuha... Sis slowly dong this sick"
"wrong yourself why the hell fight like that ?"
"It's okay".
My brother breathed heavily and then rubbed my head.
"if you have a problem, try not to hold it alone. Brother has a friend like you, she's a good girl and she always smiles.We're very good friends. Until he finally dated Asoka Motorcycle Gang leader, his life was a little ruined"
Hearing that, I was a little interested in hearing it.
"can you, brother ?" ask her.
"he was very much in love with the man, but they couldn't get his mother's blessing"
"continue how does it go ?"
"Their love was not blessed because of caste differences.There was one moment where my Friend was no longer strong with his circumstances, his family was destroyed, he failed in his lectures, he failed in his studies, and he was driven by depraved men until he could not hold his own feelings any longer. He killed himself..."
Hearing that, it made me a little surprised to learn that such a story really exists in this world. What my brother said has a point. Until finally, that night I told her everything that happened to me.
At first he walked away from me and said to me.
"It turns out, this little brother of mine is a little insensitive huh ?"
"Huhhh ??"
"go take a shower, after that get ready to pray magrib" said my brother then headed to his room.
After Jaka performed Salat he recited using tasbih berlafadz Allah relics of his parents. While berbasbih, he prayed for their families who are now wandering because of a job in the Kalimantan area.
"O Allah, if you cannot repay my feelings for loving a woman who has not been my mother, then at least protect my parents to keep them healthy" Jaka said in prayer.
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The next day, I saw him in secret. In the afternoon, with a very strong wind blowing on Cahya's white hair, he was now face to face with Sanjaya.
"Chairman, I've come here he said there's important business, what's the matter ?" ask Cahya.
"i. want to tell you something" Sanjaya replied.
Sanjaya calmed herself down and looked at Cahya directly.
"please when you're out of school, you don't have to call me chairman, just call me Sanjaya. Since I want to be noticed more by you, I want you to understand my feelings, I want you to walk beside me"
Cahya was surprised by his words.
"Don't the chairman..."
"Jane Watson, I love you !!!" Sanjaya said firmly.
The confession makes Dane and Miko look happy and excited. As for me?. It's easy to guess. Even for days I tried to forget Cahya, my feelings still hurt listening to this confession.
And also, I do not have the heart to see people as good as Sanjaya should be rejected because it is blinded by Love.
Sanjaya....
Why are you so crazy just because of love ?
"i knew we'd be separated by distance, and I knew we wouldn't meet in a very long time. But I'll wait.I'll wait for you"
Cahya lowered her head before Sanjaya while humbling herself.
"I really appreciate you Sanjaya, you are a firm and responsible person as a leader. You are handsome and considerate, the dream of women" said Cahya.
"but I like other men. He is a simple man and behaves as he is. He is just an ordinary man who also sometimes makes mistakes, a man who is weak but has affection and a sense of care for others who are very extraordinary. Unfortunately we were separated by distance" Cahya continued.
Sanjaya was shocked by Cahya's words and immediately said.
"I know, but I'm sure he doesn't necessarily love you. While I obviously love you Jane so..."
"Sanjaya, I only consider you as a friend and co-worker as the chairman and vice-chairman of the class"
Then suddenly the condition was very awkward when Cahya said Blak-blakkan in front of Sanjaya.
This condition is dangerous, right ?
"You like other men... dating with Jaka... and my attention..... You think of me as a friend ?. Then act sweet with me what the fuck is Cahya !!!?. All this time I've been giving you more attention because I love you, can't I get closer to you ?"
"sorry. But, if I become a friend, I will accept you with pleasure Sanjaya"
Dane looks disappointed when Sanjaya is rejected in contrast to Miko seems to be somewhat upset by the reaction of Cahya's rejection which makes Sanjaya shocked.
"Sanjaya, I have to go home first because it's getting late tomorrow, let me know if there are any other class needs ?" cahya said and left Sanjaya.
Seeing Cahya leave, I came out of hiding and said goodbye to Dane and Miko.
"The rest I leave with you, I go first"
"tuck-JAKAAA !!!" snapped Miko.
But I did not worry about them and immediately left the three of them. I'm Worrying Cahya why-why. I went around looking for him but suddenly, he hit me and immediately hugged me.
I fell down with him because he hit me hard. She hid her face behind my chest like she didn't want to see me.
"Well, are you okay ?"
"i was scared. I always hurt people's feelings. I didn't expect to be loved by them"
His hands were so shaking and terrified. Seeing her condition, I stroked her head to calm her down.
"you've fought hard Cahya, you're great. The risk of loving someone is like that. The more in the pendam, the more painful it will be. The solution is to reveal it. It will be very painful but, at least we tried hard"
Although these words I got from my brother last night....
I hope this calms Cahya down...
After saying that, Cahya rubbed her face against my chest. I stroked his head and held his cheek. And I offered it to Cahya.
"Chocolate Flavor Perfait ?"
"Oreo's Topping"
"Gass..."
And we walked towards the farm Cafe near the rice fields. Because it just happened to be there close to Cahya's rented residence. I guess today will be the end of a hard day for Cahya but, the next day becomes a worse day for her.
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