
Aby shook his head quickly, because maybe he felt he would never be happy in the future by continuing to lament the feeling of privation for the rest of his life.
"I'll regret my whole life shanum, this is my greatest regret in a lifetime." Aby's murmuring is still in with by shanum.
Hearing aby's words, shanum just smiled bitterly. Why do we feel sorry now? whereas every day shanum always hoped that his attitude would change but he never found.
"There should be no need to regret, because it was from the beginning that one of us did not rival the matchmaking so it is natural that the wedding trip was never okay." Said shanum does not justify if aby feels sorry because it is Aby who is more rejecting the match until she feels shanum is always ignored.
Almost an hour after Aby came to shanum's house, he felt that it had been too long in his house and it was not good if a man was in the house of a woman who was not his muhrim so shanum mutuskan to end this conversation.
"Well, Aby, I don't think there's anything more to talk about because it's over." Shanum.
Aby just kept quiet, and inevitably also say goodbye to shanum to go home.
"I hope that Aby will always be present at every trial tomorrow so that everything ends quickly." Said shanum again. trying to look tough but in fact his heart does not want to say all that.
Shanum admitted that she already loved the man who had been her husband, and it was not easy to end it all.
"Maybe I'll never be in court." Aby.
Shanum was surprised to hear it, and turned towards Aby.
"Don't complicate aby's condition." Tukas shanum with a flat face.
"I'm sorry, I have to go, and maybe we'll never see each other again unless it's God's destiny that wants it." Saying aby there's pain saying all that.
Shanum was again surprised and a little gawked at aby's current speech so he had difficulty getting the words out. Somehow hearing such words aby there was pain and tightness that he felt.
"Father's lawyer will finish it tomorrow, if you want it all to be over soon." Said aby again.
"Go?" Lirih shanum repeated the word go that aby said, again shanum held the turmoil in his heart to not let out any more tears.
Is aby really going to go? aby doesn't want to see her again until she decides to disappear from shanum's life. It hurts to hear all that.
Aby nodded a glance looking towards shanum then gazed in the other direction.
"Turkey, my father's company there is in need of me and I decided to stay there to start a new life. More precisely lamenting the possible oversellation." Said Aby while smiling bitterly remembering the mistake he had made on shanum.
Aby's brother is leaving? then what about me here not having anyone, is that hateful brother aby to me to have to go that far?
Does not feel clear liquid just out in the corner of shanum's eyes.
A second later shanum nodded, trying to really end it all.
"Then I say goodbye." Aby also said goodbye to shanum and then walked away leaving shanum who did not seem to care about his departure tomorrow.
Aby knew the mistake he made was very big, and shanum deserved to hate him.
Shanum just kept his gaze blank, as if shanum didn't hear aby's voice asking him to say goodbye.
I hope that God's destiny will bring us back together, Aby.
Shanum muttered as he stared at the departure of Aby who had walked towards the car and was about to leave the shanum residence.
After the departure of aby shanum ran towards his room and locked him from the inside.
It is sad and broken that is what shanum is feeling right now. Shanum spilled his tears crying sobbing holding his chest that felt tight. Shanum would like to refuse and forbid aby to leave, but why is his ego bigger? shanum hated himself right now.
The time had already shown at 16:00 pm and shanum was still sobbing on his bed, so much pain he felt, he said, until he could not control his current feelings and could only cry spilling it all.
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Do not forget to leave his house to stay on guard and clean it every day.
Now Aby has been in her study since, a feeling that I don't know what she's feeling right now. There is a sense of not wanting to go to a different country but on the one hand he wants to improve everything by leaving the homeland, maybe it will make shanum calm after his departure which is shanum's desire to end it all.
An erratic feeling since then always approached him, occasionally aby always held his chest.
Why is it so hard to leave him God, but there is no way I am forcing him to stay by my side, while he desperately wants this.
It does not feel now that the day has changed the night, Aby intends to visit her parents' house and there is also already alina and jovan waiting for her to take a break.
And now Aby is on her way to her parents' main house. At times his mind is now full of shanum acts this morning, again feeling very sorry with his bad attitude first towards shanum.
Although shanum said that if he had forgiven him but still the feeling of regret always approached him, it might have felt that regret for the rest of his life.
It didn't take long now that Aby's car has arrived at her parents' residence.
"Have you come, son?" Welcome mother rumi to see the arrival of her favorite son.
"Assalamu'alaikum mother." Aby shone on his right hand.
"Getishalam." Mother rumi and alina together.
"Where's mom?" Ask aby.
"Father to the mosque with brother jo, not home yet." Alina.
Shortly after that hendra and jovan's father came home, both saying their greetings.
"Paad's gone home." Said alina looking towards her father.
Aby approached her father and later regretted it.
"You're leaving tomorrow, right?" Ask henthra's father.
"Yes dad, my flight schedule's tomorrow morning." Sahut.
They also chat while waiting for dinner that is being prepared by the mother rumi and alina.
Suddenly the sound of a 6-month-old baby girl crying, zalfa. daughter of jovan and alina.
Jovan immediately heads to Alina's room to meet her little daughter who is currently crying.
Hendra's father looked at the aby who was currently just silent not much to make a sound.
"Have you fixed your problem?" Ask dad.
Aby turned her head to hear her father's question, seconds later aby nodded faintly, his eyes looking back down.
"I'm handing everything over to dad's lawyer because I have to leave tomorrow." Answer aby.
"Alright, remember aby never once you repeat your mistakes again, I hope you can better yourself there."
Aby nodded at the advice of her father.
"Evening is ready, we'd better have dinner first." Call Mother Rumi after you finish preparing dinner.
They also enjoyed dinner, while chatting lightly about aby who will go tomorrow.