
The afternoon had changed the night, now that Aby was in the shanum yard he had just arrived and was seen parking his car.
A guard was seen welcoming Aby.
"Welcome aby sir." Said the security guard.
Aby nodded politely.
"Is shanum home?" Ask aby.
"Non shanum after his parents' funeral doesn't seem to have left the house since, it's probably still in the pack." The guard jawan.
Aby looks mangosteen, she sees the state of the house looks very quiet.
Aby tried to knock on her door, and before long a middle-aged woman opened the door of the living room.
"Son aby?" Said the half-hearted woman, she is the aunt rita brother of her father shanum.
"Auntie." Sahut aby, his hand outstretched to shake hands with aunt rita.
"Let's go in." Said aunt rita welcome aby.
Aby also entered the house that looks luxurious.
"Sorry my aunt just came home from an out-of-town assignment, I did not know about the events that were flooding dady and mami, for a week I was having business out of town, he said, and shanum didn't tell me about what happened to dady and mami." Aby said at length, hoping aunt Rita could understand the situation because she could not see and delivered her in-laws to her final resting place.
"Tante understands son." Sahut aunty rita.
"Can I see shanum auntie?" Aby pinta.
Aunty Rita nods at aby's request. Because it is aunty rita does not know the household problems between shanum and aby. She thought her nephew's household had been fine all along. She also understood that Aby was very busy with her work and shanum did not have time to tell her husband what was going on with darman and jesi shanum's parents.
"It's better to see shanum soon because since he never went out of the room after the funeral of dady and her mama, aunty had persuaded him to dinner but he always refused." Said aunt rita.
Aby nodded, and went to see shanum immediately.
Arriving in front of aby's room, there was a sense of doubt on aby's self to be able to meet shanum. Lama Aby stood in front of shanum's room hesitantly raising her hand to touch the door handle.
Little ventured aby immediately opened her room, after the door of shanum room opened, aby's eyes immediately fixed on the bed belonging to shanum, shanum, there he saw shanum still using his face sitting on his bed holding a figura. Aby guessed that shanum was looking at the figura of his parents, because it looks shanum is still crying there.
Shanum was not aware of aby's presence, as shanum was a little dreamy when he wiped the tears on his cheek.
Slowly aby approached shanum on his bed. Until shanum realized something was coming, shanum turned to the sound of footsteps, he was a little surprised by the presence of aby. But the look on Shanum's face did not show any expression, he quickly wiped away the tears that had been flowing since.
"Shanum." Aby muttered, but shanum could still hear him.
Aby saw the state of shanum that was so very bad at this time. Aby understood that Shanum must have been so very lost because of the departure of his parents once gus.
"What's aby?" Tanya shanum saw aby approaching her and sat herself on the edge of the bed right next to the current shanum.
Shanum did not respond to aby's words, tears filling his cheeks. Shanum thinks aby is just a stale base, aby never cares about him let alone his family.
Aby was eager to embrace shanum's body into her arms, wanting to make shanum a little quiet, but she did not have the courage to do so. Aby never cared about shanum.
Shanum occasionally continued to wipe his tears that just kept coming out without he could bend.
"No need to apologize brother, shanum understands the position of shanum in the life of kak aby so far, kak aby did not want to know all about shanum let alone the shanum family all this time."
"I understand my position, as a wife who has never been considered for a year of marriage, and I am grateful that what happened during this time was never known by my parents, he said, so that dady and mami do not feel sorry for what happened to her daughter so far. Dady and mami don't leave with any regrets I'm grateful I never told them."
"Now that they are no longer in this world, I want to be free from marriages that are not supposed to be lived like this sister."
Shanum paused for a moment he said, his chest seemed to be tight revealing all what he had been craving. Shanum said softly sounding a hiccup because of his crying.
While aby just silently heard every word of shanum and aby felt very slapped with the words shanum which is true, because all this time aby never considered it existed as a wife, even shanum has gone to great lengths to show how good a wife is. Yet aby's heart remained like a rock and had never appreciated any shanum effort during this time.
"Shanum has always prayed in every shanum prostration so that my husband's heart can be open to accept my existence, but God has not granted it and may never be granted."
"I just want to be a good wife and want to get the pleasure of God through someone who has become my husband wants to serve a husband, he said, but every effort that has been shanum done can never be appreciated, let alone you appreciate my efforts to think of me as a wife not one bit." Said shanum who was increasingly sobbing with all the expressions of his heart that he had been silent all this time.
"From the time we spend having a marriage like this, we should just end it. I don't think we're spending time like this, do we?"
"Let's get divorced, brother Aby, isn't that better for us. We can part ways in a good way and we can live each other's lives." Shanum ventured to reveal everything.
It was as if on the smash of a great stone aby gawked hearing every word of shanum. Aby's current feeling was very upset, hearing the words of shanum who wanted to ask for separation like there was something missing from aby, even though shanum asked to part in a good way.
"If kak aby wants to, you can drop talaq for shanum right now sis." Said shanum again with great strength himself, which is actually the heart of shanum was so destroyed said everything to aby.
Because shanum thinks aby can not accept it, if aby wants then he has long accepted the existence of shanum but in fact there is no change in the attitude of aby for more than a year of marriage.
"Shanum, don't say that, I'm sorry...." Aby's speech was cut off because of the speech that came out of shanum's mouth.
"I've forgiven Aby's sister, it would be better if we just get a divorce, brother." Said shanum confidently wanted a divorce from aby.
"Perhaps the happiness of aby's brother is not with shanum, there may be other women who are better than shanum to kak aby close the heart to shanum all this time." Shanum said with his sobs.
Aby who heard it felt devastated he felt very guilty to the woman who had been devoted to him, but he never appreciated it. Aby's heart was deeply sliced at the shanum's words this time. He realized his mistake that had wasted shanum.
There was no sense of clear liquid flowing in the corner of aby's eyes, remembering all his mistakes in the woman before him.
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